Synopsis: When Buffy kissed Spike, she never dreamed it
would end like this. A post-"Intervention" Buffy &
Spike fiction.
Note: There is a God! For all Buffy/Spike shippers out
there, rejoice! I write immediately after an episode airs. I
don't read spoilers nor early bird reviews, plus I don't get next
week's previews (!), so all my post-episode fictions are pure
speculations :)
Date Written: Tuesday, 24 April, 2001 : 10:00:00 PM
Credits: Buffy the Vampire Slayer is a property by Joss
Whedon and the powers that be. Click
Characters in play: Buffy Dawn Giles
Spike
part one.
"...What you did for me and Dawn, that was real... And I'll
never forget it..."
Spike sat on the concrete slab, still in major pain all over from
Glory's torture. His hair was messed up, eyes swollen shut, blood
clotted on his face and body. He could barely open his eyes but
he was still staring at the door of his crypt after Buffy left,
wishing that he could have said something more.
"...And my robot?.."
Buffy kissed me, she really kissed me, his jaw-dropped
and he wiped the blood off his lips with the back of his hand. Am
I dreaming? Spike could hardly believe what happened. If this is
a dream, I don't want to wake up anymore, he thought.
After all these years of getting his nose punched, he finally got
some appreciation from the Slayer, sealed with a kiss! His
efforts were finally rewarded and the tiniest ray of hope left in
him was finally shining its light. It felt like being reborn for
the second time. A smile forming in his swollen mouth started to
appear.
How I wished for so long, Spike mused. The Buffy robot
was not as good as the real one. Definitely not a replacement for
the one true thing, although it's not bad for starters, he
thought. I could program it to do the wild things I dreamed
about, think about, and to say the words I've been longing to
hear. Too bad it was destroyed.
How I wished for you today. Spike savored once again the
last minute Buffy was there. It was the happiest day of his
unlife. Even greater than a thousand moments with Dru put
together. That kiss... what does it mean? Can I visit her
again? Get invited in her house? Hang-out at the Magic Box?
He could no longer contain his feelings, he wanted to go after
Buffy, to see her again, kiss her again, but his injured
condition prevented him from doing so. Instead, he slowly went to
his bed and rested for the remainder of the day.
"Tomorrow... I will see Buffy, tomorow..." said Spike
dreamily, as he slowly closed his eyes.
part two.
Buffy walked past the cemetery after her visit to Spike. Did
I just kiss him? Buffy felt Spike's blood on her lips. It
was supposed to be a kiss of gratitude, a kiss of forgiveness.
She didn't have kiss him on the lips though... but somehow she
was drawn to him, why, she's not sure.
Was it a post-trauma thing? Was it the whole vision
quest-give-forgive stuff that led her to open up? Was it for
Spike redeeming himself? Or was it the simple fact that she no
longer saw Spike as the enemy?
Only about a year ago she was all grossed out when she kissed
Spike for the first time. "Spike lips! Lips of Spike!"
she said after Willow reversed the love spell. Buffy had a
strange feeling back then, but not as strange as today.
Kissing Spike was like... kissing... Buffy stopped dead.
A pink tinged appeared in her cheeks. She suddenly realized what
she was thinking; her hands cold, her knees weak, her heart beat
faster. She pushed the thought aside.
"...You can't deny it, there's something between us..."
"Yes Spike, there's something between us," said Buffy,
"but I'm not sure If I want to know what it is..."
part three.
"...Love. Give. Forgive. Risk the pain. It is your nature.
Love will bring you to your gift..."
Buffy closed the door behind her. She was glad to be back home
after a tiresome day, both physically and mentally. Now that the
whole Buffy robot thing was over and after the quest finally
opened her mind, she was looking forward to talk to her family.
She knew Dawn's secret was safe from Glory, they could go ahead
and plan the next move, especially after they discovered Glory's
mansion.
Giles was sitting on a chair, apparently having dozed off while
waiting for Buffy to come home. Buffy went to the kitchen to
check for phone messages but there were none. She pressed the
caller ID list and there was a caller who's name read unavailable
and listed a phone number unfamiliar to her.
She went upstairs and checked on Dawn. Her younger sister was
fast asleep, probably because of the book she was reading. A
book report, Buffy figured. Dear little sister, if you
only knew what I've been through. All this madness going around.
I'm supposed to have all the answers to my questions. I'm
supposed to have this gift... but it's not that simple,
Buffy thought, The world may surprise us yet.
She took the book away from Dawn and quietly placed it on the
side table. Something fell off, Buffy picked it up. It was an
earring.
***
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