Dedications: This is dedicated to Stacy for showing me a Gravitation AMV and getting me into it without even realizing it. Without that this wouldn't be happening!
Disclaimer: I wish I did, but no I don't…
Love Hurts
Dream on
"I just can't be with you anymore. All you do is stress me out, whether you realize it or not. You irritate me very easily and I just don't think I can handle you anymore. It's more like looking after a child than being in a relationship! I'm not gonna ask you to move out-" Yuki was cut off by Shuichi butting in, as usual.
"You're not?" His face lit up. If Yuki wasn't going to kick him out then he could do what he always did and change his mind. Sure, he might have to spend a few nights on the couch and it would be a difficult task, but he was worth it.
"No, im telling you. I want you out of my home and out of my life, forever."
"Wha? Oh, but please, Yuki, I…"
"No! Just shut up you damn brat! I don't want to hear all that shit from you. I know what you're going to say but it just isn't going to work on me this time. Yeah, yeah, you love me…well I don't love you. We are to different, opposites. There's only one thing we have in common and that's that we are both better off without each other. Now just get out." Yuki's words ripped through Shuichi. He loved the handsome novelist so much but he just seemed unable to love him back.
"Fine! I'm sure Touma Seguchi will be very impressed with you now!" Shuichi yelled, tears rolling down his face. He turned and ran out of Yuki's home and life forever, just like he had asked…and all because he loved him.
Shuichi woke up with a start. His heart was pounding against his rib cage and he had to wipe the sweat off his forehead. He didn't usually have dreams about his ex-lover anymore. They had stopped a few months back because they had both moved on but lately he just couldn't stop thinking about him. The truth was, Shuichi Shindo was still in love with Eiri Yuki.
"Ohhh, where's Mr. Bear?" The person sleeping next to him mumbled quietly, feeling around under the covers with his hand, his eyes still closed.
Shuichi smiled and picked up the stupid pink bear off the floor. He looked at it for a few seconds before putting back in his lovers grasp.
"Silly Ryu" He smiled before he fell back into a fitful sleep.
He tossed and turned for a while before his dreams began again, this time picking up a little after where the other one ended.
Shuichi walked to the park and stood in the very place he stood on that first night him and Eiri Yuki ever met. A cold breeze ruffled his hair and small parts of the park were dimly lit by street lights. He looked down and sighed.
"Why Yuki?" He asked, but he wasn't there to answer him.
The leaves rustled in front of Shuichi. His head shot up. He squinted to see through the darkness when he saw the dark shadow of a person who stood under a street light, a small distance away. He could feel the mystery person's eyes watching him, staring. Beautiful eyes…
"Yuki?"
"Far from" The unknown man spoke.
True, the eyes were beautiful, but not irresistible. Blue eyes…not Yuki's eyes. Shuichi took a few careful steps toward the handsome stranger. He already had a pretty good guess of who it was.
"R…Ryuichi?" He stuttered.
As he moved closer and closer to the light he stood under it became clearer that it was him. He was smiling widely and holding a small pink bear.
"Yup! So, how ya doin'…friend?" Ryuichi Sakuma gave Shuichi a small peck on the cheek and smiled cutely. Both singers turned a bright pink and they were lucky it was pretty dark. Ryuichi laughed awkwardly and scratched his head.
"Oh! He he…Uhhh, I'm…okay" Shuichi said, trying to avoid eye contact and further coloring.
"Gooood! Say…there's something wrong. Is it…" He scratched his chin, mimicking thinking; "Mr. Yuki?"
"Yeah…How'd you know?" Shuichi raised an eyebrow
"Well when you were down there you thought I was Mr. Yuki so that must mean you wanted him to be here and if you hadn't had an argument or something then you wouldn't be looking for him here, you'd be with him at home. Right?"
"Right" Shuichi lowered his head.
"Sooo…?"
"Well…You see, Yuki broke up with me earlier today and umm… he said some really harsh stuff, Yanno? He really hurt my feelings. I shouted too but what if he only said all those things coz' Mika or Mr. Seguchi have said something to him? Then he will think that I really don't care when I do! Oh man im so screwed. I haven't even got anywhere to live now. I mean, I could go live with Hiro like I usually do when me and Yuki argue but this argument feels different, more serious and as if it means summat. Plus Ayaka is living with Hiro now and I don't want to intrude on them." Shuichi looked up at Ryuichi who was still nodding even though he had finished talking. He wondered if he was even listening but apparently he was.
"Hey, ive got a really cool idea!"
"Ugh!" Shuichi mumbled, slapping his head. Obviously he wasn't.
"How about…you come stay with me! Us and Mr. Bear can have loads of fun and it'll be like a sleepover every night!"
The idea in itself was a good one but the way Ryuichi put it was that of a 10 year old. Even so, Shuichi was used to it and had no other choice anyway.
"Wow! Really?"
"Yup"
"Whoa! Oh yeah! Thanks Ryuichi!"
"No probz!"
It didn't take long for the two artists to fall for each other. After all, they were the same kinda guys. Both Shuichi and Ryuichi were the vocalists in their three man bands, they both enjoyed life and loved it to the full no matter what stood in their way. Sure, Ryuichi was a little …immature, at times but that's why Shuichi liked him. Unlike Yuki. He didn't really laugh very often and all in all was a pretty serious guy but that's why Shuichi liked him. After all, opposites attract, right?
Ryuichi slowly opened his beautiful blue eyes and looked across at his purple eyed boyfriend. He was sleeping peacefully and his chest moved up and down gently each time he breathed. Ryuichi smiled and then looked down at his pink bear. Shuichi had helped 'both' of them a lot and put up with his childish behavior for nearly a year now.
"I love you Shu" He whispered, moving the sleeping boys pink bangs from his face. He leaned down and placed his lips on Shuichi's, kissing him softly.
Eiri Yuki woke up in a hot sweat. He looked around his bedroom. No one was there. He was still alone. Just the way he liked it. He looked across at his clock on the bedside table.
"3:24am? What the hell woke me up at this hour?" He asked himself.
Suddenly there was a loud beeping and the phone on the desk on the far side of the room flashed and turned the darkness to a white light every few seconds.
"Argh…If that's her…" He mumbled
Yuki got himself out of bed a walked over to the phone that was making his head ring. He read the text message he had been sent.
Yuki! Hiiii! Why'd you blow me off just like that? I thought we were going pretty well actually. Have you not had your phone with you? Coz' ive been calling you but no one picked up. Please talk to me or at least reply to my text. I need to know where I stand! Love you X X X
Yuki sighed.
"I. Am. Going. To kill. Seguchi. Why does he have to try and get me with all these women. He thinks he's my father, if he doesn't like, I can't have. If he likes, I have to have. Humph. Well im not going to get engaged to this one."
He text back to the young lady who had sent his the message.
Where you stand? We were over before we began, you don't stand anywhere. I never asked to go out with you. It was Touma Seguchi. That week we were an item was pointless and meant nothing. You're far too possessive and don't even do it well. I was willing to give it a try but you just gave me no time for my writing. You just…stress me out! Im not asking you, im telling you. Leave. Me. Alone!
He switched his phone off and got back into bed. Who the hell does she think she is? Everyday he has calls off her and now she decides to text him in the middle of the night and wake him up.
"I hate you so much Touma Seguchi. After all we've been through you still somehow managed to push me further and further away from you."
Before long, after a few minutes of trying to find a comfortable position, Yuki fell back to sleep for a few hours.
"Eiri, please, will you just listen to me. Shuichi was no good for you. You did the right thing listening to me and your sister. Now you can get on with your life without having a mere child hanging off you all the time. I now a lovely young woman. Her name is miss. And I really think she will do you the world of good. Im very sure she will make you happy" Yuki couldn't believe it. How could Seguchi, someone who had only married into his family, sound so much like his Father and Sister, all in one?
"Fine. If it will get you off my back ill do it. Happy now?"
"Oh, very"
"Oh thank you for a most delightful evening Yuki. I was most enjoyable." Smiled.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever"
"Do you know what would make it even better?" Yuki knew just what his new 'girlfriend' was implying, even without her shifty looks toward his bedroom.
"Ugh, no thank you. You're on the couch" He said, a little disgusted.
Had he really turned completely gay or was it just her who made him feel ill? He couldn't believe he had just turned down such an easy offer.
"Well if I am, it's all your fault Shindo, you damn brat" He mumbled as he entered the bedroom leaving his girlfriend looking rather rejected on the couch.
Yuki woke up yet again, this time by the sound of his alarm clock. He switched it off and rubbed his temples.
"Will you just get out of my damn head you moron?" He muttered before turning on his laptop.
End of chapter one
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Hey guys. Thanks for reading this. It's my second story and my first on gravitation so if it's a bit crap it will get better. Just for conformation, the dreams they have did actually happen lol im not really sure if I made that clear! Hope you like and please read and review so I know if there is any point carrying it on! X X X