MY CONFESSION

2 months earlier.

"You are really drunk, aren't you?"

"Yup!" the man said and gave a sputtering giggle spraying spittle everywhere.

"Yuck!" his companion exclaimed.

"Come I'll help you to bed."

"You are the sweetest ever," the drunken man praised his companion right before tears filmed his eyes, "he used to take care of me just like you are doing now..." he said and emitted a sob.

"Don't worry he'll be back with you soon."

Then without warning outta the blue the drunken man grabbed his companion and they shared an intense kiss.

"You're not him!" the drunken man said backing away once their kiss had ended, he stood thinking for a second then spoke again, "No offense but you really need to learn how to kiss, with a kiss like that is it any wonder you can't score" the drunken man nonchalantly advised his stunned companion before he collapsed onto the couch and started snoring like an approaching freight train.

His companion slowly retreated and ran away overwhelmed with guilt and something else.

Something that would keep the little brunette head completely confused for the next couple of months to come.

Present

Olli once told me something that Christian had said to him before they became a couple, "A kiss is never just a kiss"

He was right.

I'll never forget that night when we kissed.

Okay so he was drunk and thought I was someone else.

But he sparked something inside me.

I pulled back in shock but his lips were addictive.

I looked around for a replacement and I did find someone but it just wasn't the same.

We even slept together.

But the naked body I wanted was another one one that was larger and harder.

I know it's pathetic the way I have been behaving.

AND

I had held onto hope as they fought over that 'Roppp' and their sacharine love story disintegrated.

I'd hoped that they'd break up and I'd finally have my chance with him.

But the Gods hate me.

They cleared up everything and now they are so in love again that it makes me wanna throw up.

I always wondered how she could love him?

But those who live in glass houses do not throw stones.

I did everything to see to it that they'd break up.

Yah! I put up the friendly façade but from day one I'd been desperately hoping that Rob would mess up everything between them.

I had it all planned after they broke up I'd hand over the evidence I'd collected about Rob's activities to the cops and become his saviour.

He'd instantly fall at my feet and tell me he loved me.

But then the very day I'm not around they have their huge talk and reconcile.

DAMN THAT BLONDE HIMBO!

Why the fuck did he pick that day to confess that he was really jealous of Rob?

Now there's absolutely no chance for me.

SO off I go with the new discovery that I've made about myself.

The only good thing that has come from this whole ordeal is that I now know that I can score with just about anyone my dating options have just been doubled.

Bye Olli my first gay love! I'll miss you!

SINGLES OF SYDNEY HERE I COME!

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