Disclaimer: Headaches... that's what I own.
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Full Summary:
I always know that I'm not that noteworthy. Not the punk or rebellious type and definitely not the involved-with-any-kinds-of-school-drama one. A girl you won't take notice of in a crowded place and not even when its a small one.
Even average ones are visible, and the nerd or timid type can hold others interest.
I'm simply odd and only because I have pink hair and green eyes but is ironically gloomily invisible to everyone's eye -and I really try hard to keep it that way.
The only noteworthy thing about me is I have the school's biggest popular jerks as my stepbrothers; but even they see me as nothing. (Sakura-centric reversed-harem, Multisaku)
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Prologue
Two stars.
Well at least there's two. But maybe its a sign of "Good Bye" or "Be Well" or perhaps, "Be Happy" and something that should lift my spirit.
Well crap... All I want is a sky full of stars at least in this departure to minimize my permanent gloomy aura. But everything I get is two. Two Bagpacks; inside which, are contained of two shirts, two pajamas, two jeans, two pair of socks, two pair of underwear and two notebooks with two pens. And what sees me goodbye is this, two stars.
Voila! The universe conspires to make me feel miserable.
However, unfortunately for them, all it gets out of me is a roll of the eye and 'seriously? try harder next time.'
Because no, I'm not miserable, not to that level anyway. Even if my mom died giving birth to me; or when my father left me with my grandma when I was just three years old to marry someone; or when his car crashed on the way to my 12th birthday where we should have finally be meeting again for the first time; or when gramps also died just two weeks ago; and when it was all a blur when my aunt shouts at me to pack my things immediately because I'm leaving to live with my father's wife starting today and my plea to her -she, who never did like me since I can remember- to not allow me to go away fell to deaf ears, while a man in black suit guide me to the car and then I left with no one to say goodbye to because I know deep inside, my real last family want to get rid of me.
No, I'm not miserable. Because I was happy, even when everyone thought otherwise just because I rarely smile and seem to be twins with gloominess and friendless. I was happy because mom left me her treasures -her pictures when pregnant with me and their memories with my father and her silly diary full of secrets that only she and I know of- that made me know her somehow. Letters from my father every week with tales from him and greetings and gifts every special day that makes him feel closer. But most specially, it was days with gramps of piano, songs, stories, picnics, hugs and memories that made me feel the luckiest kid of all and complete.
I was happy, and lonely... but never a damsel-in-oh-freaking-distress. And now I'm lonely, tired, a little bit scared and also angry. Scared because i don't have a clue on what lies ahead, and angry for this turn of events that I never knew would happen and too weak to stop everything.
Two stars. It reminds me of two weeks ago or the number two shaped, bright yellow candle beside the number one atop the cake on my twelfth birthday that melts away because I never had the chance to blew it. It reminds me of how I'm going to start my second life after this car stops and meet my two stepbrothers, whom father sometimes talks about in his letters, that I should get used to.
I looked at intently through the car's window and stare at the two stars that seem to follow and watch over us.
But maybe I was also right. It might also be giving me a sign.
"New Life..." perhaps, or something...
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A/N: I know I should focus more on AGoSW. But as I said on my note there, I am low on inspiration for it. And while reading "Little Monsters" by Kara Thomas, this one came out. This is not a mystery like Little Monsters, I only got the idea through Kacey and Andrew's relationship so yeah. I don't think I'm the first one who did this stepbrother-Sakura thing in FF but I always want to try one.
So please please please let me hear your thought guys.
You can criticize me all you want...
Next chapter should be out quickly, that is if you lot likes this, (or close to it anyway).