I don't own anything. Camp Rock belongs to Disney and the little pieces of the song are from Wicked. I really love the chemistry between Nick and Meaghan and I think Nate/Tess are like the perfect couple, they complete each other but apparently Disney doesn't believe in opposites attract so they got Nate a boring girl. Anyways here is a little something that popped into my mind, and it seems that we can't write NaTess without angst.
So here it is 'Not that Girl'
So much has happened, I believed this is where I belonged
I was wrong …
I wanted fame and glory … all I found was disappointment and loneliness … I lost it all
I stare at their sad faces, my friends, the only real ones I ever had … I lost it all …
I surf the crowd looking for him … I know the face he is going to have, a concerned look, sad eyes but not enough to let people know he is hurt
because he has always been a comforter, he always makes you feel better…
I finally reach him and oh! I want to hug him so bad …
He smiles his reassuring smile, he takes my hand …
'It's ok, I understand' I hear him say …
He doesn't judge, he only cares, he is all I ever wanted … but I lost it all …
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
He is the best of them all, he is the one that makes my heart go fast …
and I realize that for him that's all I am ever going to be …
A disaster, a friend in need, someone to comfort, someone to rescue …
he doesn't want drama and glitter, he wants simple and real …
They say opposites attract … they lied … he has found someone …
you can see it in his face … she makes him happy, she makes him smile, the perfect girl in her imperfect way
I guess that's all he ever wanted … I realize that his perfect girl is definitely not me …
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
I wonder if I hadn't been like this, would he loved me?
But there is no if … this is who I am … I could never change
you can't ignore the way you were raised … I realize that I simply wasn't meant for him … and that breaks my heart because for me he is the one …
I wonder if he knows … that every breath I give is for him … but I know where his heart belongs … and it's not with me …
I can see her trough the crowd … the look of concern in her eyes … she comforts my friends … she seems so genuine …
she is everything I am not and what is worst … she is impossible to hate …
I keep reminding myself that he loves her …
and I guess it's true what they say … loving someone is to want their happiness …
God knows how much I love him … and he is happy … finally happy … with her …
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl
I always believed in true love and happy endings …
I always wished for my prince charming … I found him …
but I am always going to be a damsel in distress and he needs a princess …
even if I wish I was different I know I couldn't change …
this is who I really am … someone who he would never date …
I need to forget … my dreams of a future with him … no more little blonde babies with curly hair and intense brown eyes …
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I could never be … the girl you want to be with …
I am not your type … I should had known before …
before it was too late … before I fall in love …
You smile at me, hold me in your arms …
'Oh! Tess, I missed you so much' you whisper in my ear …
can't you see how much this is hurting me … but I don't dare to move away …
because I know this is all I am going to get …
'Me too Nate' it's all I can say … I bury myself in your arms and let the world go on … i
t's the best I can get … until she comes and takes you away from me …
and then I would definitely lost it all …
There's a girl I know
He loves her so ... I'm not that girl...
I'm not that girl ...
So what do you think? I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. We all know that Tess is definitely Nate's girl!
Thanks for reading.
-xoxo, HotPinkGirl