Welcome all to the wonderful world of me! Namira Scorpion! Male love! My first Harry and Severus love story! Rated M for a reason! Please review!

When Harry makes the biggest mistake of his life he will need the help of Severus to make things right. With a son on the way can Harry hold himself together long enough to give birth or will darkness finally consume him?

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Harry sat in Grimmauld place alone reading over a potions text book feeling at peace. Last year at the ministry Harry had finally defeated Voldemort for good. When Voldemort had taken him over Harry used the love of his mother to destroy him. Dumbledore had been quick to find all the Horcrux and destroy them using a special potion made by Severus.

Harry had also tackled Sirius out of the way of the killing curse just in time before running after Bellatrix by himself. Since that night Sirius had been cleared of all charges and most of the deatheaters had been rounded up and sent to Azkaban.

Sirius had quickly married his lover of many years, Remus and they were currently on their honeymoon. This was the only reason why Harry was along in the large newly redone house. Sirius had some magical company gut the entire house and redo it. It was now all light cream colors and really open.

Harry yawned and tossed the text book onto the coffee table before heading upstairs to take a nice hot shower. Walking up the grand stair case he was glad that the new house was not as cramped and dark as it once was. The company was also able to remove the blasted painting from the wall so Harry could now be as loud as he wanted whenever he wanted.

After the 25 minute long shower Harry shook the water from his hair and wrapped a fluffy towel around his waist. He walked out of the bathroom and nearly jumped a foot in the air when he almost ran into his best friend's father Arthur Weasley.

"Bloody hell you scared me!" Harry shouted, quickly grabbing the towel before it could fall. Arthur chuckled and rubbed his hair back.

"Sorry bout that. I was lookin for you when I heard the shower going and figured this was where you would be. Your godfathers asked me to check up on you a few days a week while they were gone." Arthur said. Harry laughed and walked past the man into his room. It sounded a lot like his godfathers to have someone come check up on him.

"They will only be gone two weeks. They said they wanted to be here for my birthday." Harry said as Arthur followed him into his room.

"I know but you know how they worry about you in this large house by yourself." Arthur said.

"What am I going to do? Burn the house down?" Harry said before laughing and dropping the towel. He bent down and grabbed some white boxers, quickly sliding them on. Arthur felt the laugh catch in his throat as the perfect ass of Harry Potter graced his eyes. Harry was about to reach for a shirt to throw on when he felt arms wrap around his middle and start rubbing his stomach. Harry shivered as the hot hands rubbed his stomach before sliding up to his nipples and pinching them.

"Ah… Arthur…" Harry whimpered, feeling his cock harden under the soft touches. Arthur bent his head down and started placing gentle kisses along Harry's slender neck before he reached into the white boxers and gripped the young cock. Harry gasped and threw his head back onto the older man's shoulder.

"Harry…" Arthur whispered huskily into Harry's ear. Harry turned and kissed the man roughly and with need. Arthur held Harry's small frame to him as he lifted him up and carried him easily to the bed. Harry sat back on the bed and quickly stripped Arthur of all his annoying cloths, Arthur doing the same with Harry's boxers.

Arthur took his wand and placed the tip to Harry's virgin opening and whispered a lube charm. Harry yelped when he felt his ass fill with cold lube. Arthur chuckled and kissed Harry.

"Sorry its cold" Arthur whispered against Harry's lips before carefully sliding a finger into the tight opening. Harry whimpered in pleasure and wiggled at the offending digit before throwing his head back when a second joined the first. Arthur moaned at how tight Harry was around his fingers and how sexy his face was when it was scrunched up in pleasure. Arthur added a third finger, wiggling them and thrusting them for Harry to get used to.

"Please Arthur! I can't take anymore!" Harry cried out. Arthur shivered as his named rolled off of those sexy lips and was quick to comply with the sexy demand. Arthur removed his fingers and positioned himself at Harry's entrance looking to him for an ok. Harry nodded and spread his legs wider, giving him a perfect view.

Arthur kissed Harry deeply before plunging into that perfect ass. Harry screamed into the kiss, feeling like he was going to be ripped apart from the inside out. Arthur pulled back from the kiss and sat back panting, waiting for Harry to grow used to being taken. Harry finally wiggled and nodded to Arthur to continue which he happily did.

Arthur started thrusting deep into Harry, holding his hips as he did. Harry wrapped his arms and legs around Arthur's body and rode out the wonderful storm that was wracking his body with each thrust.

An hour and much screaming later which ended with Harry on his hands and knees and each of them cumming twice Harry feel flat onto his stomach panting and feeling complete. Arthur quickly fell to his side, also panting.

"I… I better go before Molly starts to wonder…." Arthur said. At the sound of Molly's name Harry felt his heart freeze up with guilt and he wasn't the only one.

"We should… keep this between us…" Arthur said as he quickly dressed. Harry nodded with agreement and ran to the bathroom. Arthur looked at the bathroom door sadly before quickly leaving.

Harry sat against the bathroom door, hugging his knees and sobbing quietly. How could he do that? How could he fuck his best friend's father? And betray the only woman who had been like a mother to him? Harry let out a heart broken scream and punched the wall next to him feeling the pain shoot up his arm. He deserved every ounce of it for what he had done.

Harry stood quickly and grabbed a razor quickly putting it to his wrist, but froze… What would happen to his godfathers if they came home to their godson dead on the bathroom floor after spending two magical weeks on their honeymoon? They would be heartbroken… No he had to live through the guilt for them… They were expecting a happy godson to play family with them… And he had always wanted a family…

Harry slowly put down the razor and let the tears come. The guilt would fade into a dull ache and soon he would forget about it completely… Right?

Two weeks later…

Harry lay sprawled out on the couch asleep, his potions text book resting on his chest. He jumped up and fell off the couch not to gracefully when the fire roared to life and two figures stepped into the house.

"Sirius! Remus!" Harry shouted and ran at his godfathers, hugging them tight. Sirius laughed and gave Harry a big bear hug, missing the big brat as much as he missed them.

"Bloody hell I was so bored without you guys here!" Harry shouted.

"Language!" Remus shouted but laughed and hugged Harry tightly. Harry just laughed and sat on the couch with them to hear all about their honeymoon. Remus and Sirius didn't do much the first week but stay in the hotel room to "relax" (liars!) but the second week they did many hiking and beach trips. Sirius told Harry that they even had a nude beach where they were but they didn't go (liars) because it would have been embarrassing.

Harry laughed, enjoying the cool stories they had, almost completely forgetting about the day with Arthur until the fire roared to life and an extremely pissed off Ron burst into the room.

"YOU- YOU BLOODY WHORE!" Ron shouted pointing his wand at Harry. Harry stood up quickly looking shocked. Sirius and Remus also stood up shocked.

"Ron calm down this minute!" Sirius shouted.

"OH HE DIDN'T TELL YOU DID HE? OF COURSE NOT! THE PERFECT HARRY POTTER COULDN'T TELL HIS LITTLE NEW DADDIES WHAT HE DID WHILE HE WAS AWAY! BUT I'LL TELL YOU!" Ron said, continuing to shout. Harry teared up.

"Please Ron don't! It was an accident!" Harry shouted back.

"LIKE BLOODY HELL! IF YOU MUST KNOW HARRY HERE FUCKED MY DAD! MY MOM IS BLOODY HEART BROKEN AND IT'S ENTIRELY YOUR FAULT POTTER!" Ron shouted. Sirius and Remus looked at Harry shocked. Harry let the tears fall but they widened in shock when Ron shouted the cutting curse right at him.

"LACERO!" Ron yelled. Harry felt himself get thrown against the wall as invisible knives slashed at his face, chest, and arms. Harry hit the wall hard and slumped unmoving.

"Get up Potter! Faking won't save you now!" Remus ran to Harry and held him close. Sirius sent a stunning curse at Ron sending him to the ground before he checked on Harry quickly. Remus sobbed and looked at him.

"He's not breathing!" Remus yelled, holding Harry's body close to him and sobbing. Sirius picked Harry up and ran to the floo, quickly going to St. Mungo's.

Sirius held Remus tight as they waited outside the surgery room. It had been four hours since Sirius had shown up screaming for someone to save his godson with his husband close behind him. Dumbledore, McGonagall, Severus (against his will), and most of the Weasleys waited with them. Arthur looked pale and was still shaking as his wife tried to calm him. The twins looked like they wanted to kill someone who wasn't Harry and Ginny was helping her mother calm her dad.

Arthur had made the teary confession of screwing Harry at lunch that day. He made it clear that he started it and that he couldn't hold in the guilt anymore. Molly was of course heartbroken but after seeing her broken husband in front of her she forgave him. Ron had gone totally off the deep end and left. Everyone had thought he was heading to his room but they were shocked when they heard the floo activate. None of them knew what he had gone to do or else they would have stopped him right then and there.

Sirius leaped up with Remus when the healer came out and looked at the large group.

"He's going to be ok. Sadly he lost one of the children he was carrying due to the stress on his body but the other one is perfectly fine." The healer said. The group looked at him dumbfounded and the healer looked confused.

"Did… no one know that mister Potter was pregnant?" the healer asked. Everyone slowly shook their heads at the same time. Arthur threw up before promptly passing out. Remus fainted against Sirius who was barely able to stay conscious himself. It hit the group like a title wave of sadness when it sunk in what the healer told them.

"…Sadly he lost one of the children…" echoed in all their minds. Sirius sat down with Remus and started crying against his shoulder. Remus held onto his husband and sobbed with him. There wasn't a dry eye in the room of family. Even Severus dabbed at his eye and sniffled a bit, pretending there was pollen in the sterile hospital.

Sirius and Remus were the first to enter the room where Harry was resting. Harry was staring up at the ceiling, tears making a continuous river down his cheeks. Remus teared up and hugged his godson tight wiping the tears away softly.

"Shh it's ok Harry. We're not mad." Remus said softly holding tightly onto him. Sirius held them both and rocked softly.

"You guys don't hate me?" A small childlike voice asked. Remus choked back a laugh and rubbed his hair back.

"We could never hate you." Sirius answered and looked into the small frightened eyes of his godson. Harry sniffled before bursting out into a full on sob.

"She's dead. She's dead and it's all my fault." Harry cried. Sirius and Remus burst into a new set of tears and sobbed with their godson, each holding onto one another for support.

The healer came in later to explain to Harry and his new fathers everything about a male pregnancy in the wizarding world.

"You'll only be pregnant about 5 months. Since male pregnancies are purely magical they take much less time. You'll have the same side effects of female pregnancy and you will also need to eat a lot. Don't put yourself under a lot of stress and if you feel any pain in your lower stomach please get yourself to the nearest medical aid. No Quidditch and no extreme exercise. Stay as relaxed as possible and get a lot of rest. Eat anything your craving and you should be fine. Any questions?" the female healer asked. Harry slowly raised his hand and the healer looked at him.

"How is it coming out?" Harry asked. The healer laughed and quickly answered.

"Your body will form a birth canal between your anus and penis much like a woman's vagina." The healer said. Harry put his hand down and grabbed Sirius's for support.

"Now there is a question I have to ask since you are rather young… Are you keeping your child or putting it up for adoption?" the healer asked. Harry looked panicked

"I'm keeping it!" He looked at Remus scared. "I can keep it right? Please I couldn't handle giving away my child!" fresh tears were making their way down Harry's face and Remus and Sirius were quick to comfort him.

"Shh Harry it's alright. Of course you may keep the baby. We wouldn't have it any other way." Remus said soothingly. Harry held onto him as Sirius wiped the tears from his face.

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And the first chapter is done! Stayed up until 2 in the bloody morning to make this so you better all review and tell me what you think! Don't worry the Harry and Severus is coming up.