Author's Note: This is my first fanfiction. Please do not kill me. I know it is sad, and I really don't like what I wrote, but it just came to me, and I wanted to just let it out.

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters in any way shape or form, unfortunately.

Missing You

Jpov

My entire world came crashing down in a matter of minutes. I put my family in danger, and as a result, lost the one thing that gives my life meaning. I should have done things differently, gone about them in a different way. If only I would have acknowledged the danger.

Maria. She came to find me, and she succeeded, bet she had some newborns with powers. They blocked Alice from seeing it until it was too late. Our family tried their best, but we hadn't been training at all for a fight. Most of us hadn't been hunting for a while either.

Everyone tried their hardest, Jacob was over when it happened, and he was able to get the pack to come, but it was just too much. There were more of them then we could handle. Some of the wolves got severely injured, as well as Jacob nearly losing his life. Rosalie and Emmett were fighting as hard as they could, and all they could do was live their last moments with courage, as they fought the newborns. Bella and Edward focused on saving little Nessie, but were unable to beat the newborns, as they were not strong enough. All three of them were lost in the heat of battle. Carlisle and Esme also gave their lives, trying to go up against one of Maria's "bodyguards."

The most tragic of all was the death of my dear little wife. She tried to shield me from an attack, but it went all wrong. The vampire took her down, and she couldn't do anything to get back up. I tried to help her, but Three of Maria's "bodyguards" attacked me in the same instant. When I looked back, my little pixie was a pile of ashes in a blazing flame. A few feet from the fire, was her crest necklace, which remained unharmed. I picked up the necklace and knelt before the fire, allowing my body to be taken over by tearless sobs.

Maria called off her army then, making her way over to me in what seemed to be a gliding motion. She stood in front of me, watching.

"What do you want!" I screamed at her.

"I have achieved my goal here." repiled, "you are miserable, and this is what you deserve for abandoning me."

"But why not just kill me?" I asked between sobs.

"The revenge would not be as sweet if I had just killed you," she answered. She bent down gracefully and kissed my forehead. With that, she left me to my misery.

The wolves have been trying to help me to get over this for a month since that day. Nothing has meaning to me anymore. Once, Alice had told me that if you are truly missing someone, at night you should look for the evening star, and tell them. I have every night since the battle. I tell them all, "I'm missing you, and there is no one that could take your place in my heart." My family meant the world to me, and now that their gone I don't know what to do for the rest of eternity.

A/N: What was it like? Should I make it a story or leave it as is? Please Review!