Heartless

You'll never know the pain you've caused me.

You'll never see the tears I cried.

You'll never understand the way I feel.

And you'll never know it was me who loved you all this time.

You'll never grasp the fact that I've given you everything

And in return I lost it all.

But even though, I've always been there for you.

So why couldn't you be there to catch me when I fall?

But how can you be so blind not to see that I still care about you.

Ever after all things you put me through.

Or wake up one day and realize that I still think about you.

But I guess you wouldn't because you don't care about me.

Or anything that has to do with me.

You'll never get that I fought and defended you from everyone else.

But you proved them right.

You made me look stupid, realizing it was just a worthless fight.

You'll never understand all I ever wanted was for you to be happy.

And you'll never know how much you mean to me.

You'll never see I've kept our promises all this time.

And you'll never know that when I see you I smile.

You can never measure how much I really love you.

And you'll never know how hard it was trying to forget about you.

Another thing is that you'll never care that I cry I night.

Just thinking about you and our memories.

And that day I was begging you, baby please,

Don't leave me, don't go.

But you left.

So now I have to live my life knowing you're gone.

But maybe we can still be friends

And stop pretending like I'm invisible.

Because it just feels so painful.

You'll never one day realize that your words, actions,

And the fact that you left,

Felt as is someone stabbed me in the heart.

But you should know I've forgiven you

And that's all that matter right?

But I guess it want good enough.

Because you're just heartless and that's what you'll ever be.

And why can't you come to the conclusion that maybe,

I still love you.

But I know I shouldn't.

Because no matter how hard I tried,

To get things right,

You still treated me like dirt.

So now I know my tears are just a waste.

And you're not worth crying for.

Because you're just a bitch,

Nothing less, nothing more.