p style="text-align: center;"strongLiving in Insanity/strong/p
p style="text-align: center;":-:/p
p style="text-align: center;"Life has always been hard for me/p
p style="text-align: center;"But I'll make it through you just wait and see/p
p style="text-align: center;"Trying to be different will never seize/p
p style="text-align: center;"Living in insanity/p
p style="text-align: center;"My words are omitted and often unheard/p
p style="text-align: center;"My statements are twisted and no longer firm/p
p style="text-align: center;"My patience is calm whenever it occurs/p
p style="text-align: center;"My feelings have never been an enemy's concern/p
p style="text-align: center;"I've got to learn the difference between my allies and friends/p
p style="text-align: center;"Yet there is no contrast when I'm in their presences/p
p style="text-align: center;"Why is this happening?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Why am I questioning, my depression's consequence./p
p style="text-align: center;"It's okay because I say that I'm fine, So that my mind can't avoid making sense of it./p
p style="text-align: center;"It should be easy to walk away and change right?/p
p style="text-align: center;"It couldn't be harder to be more precise,/p
p style="text-align: center;"About my future in blur because this is in sight/p
p style="text-align: center;"And so is my happiness and so are my muse/p
p style="text-align: center;"Yet there is no option I have decided to choose/p
p style="text-align: center;"Is it them, or is it me, or is it I or is it you?/p
p style="text-align: center;"That hath brought me to question if I'm walking in my emnew/em shoes?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Am I walking in my emown/em if I've changed to become new,/p
p style="text-align: center;"And the past is the only thing that I keep referring to?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Do I expect too much of myself and then repeat,/p
p style="text-align: center;"The things that I should've done, myself to blame; my own defeat,/p
p style="text-align: center;"My thinking about the things that I should do/p
p style="text-align: center;"Simply because I know they are better for me?/p
p style="text-align: center;"In my head the record plays but my actions are delayed within each recorded beat;/p
p style="text-align: center;"If I keep doing this to myself will I give up eventually?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Maybe I'll try something else next time,/p
p style="text-align: center;"If my situation continues to apply./p
p style="text-align: center;"It has repeated for a while, and causes me stress seemingly./p
p style="text-align: center;"I guess I'll just go on in life,/p
p style="text-align: center;"Because right now I'm doing just fine Living in insanity/p
p style="text-align: center;"But who am I...If I'm no longer...emstrongME/strong/em?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Will truly find answers to my curiosity, by Living in Insanity?/p
p style="text-align: center;"I'll make it through, you just wait and see,/p
p style="text-align: center;"I'll make it though, my insanity./p
p style="text-align: center;":-:/p
p style="text-align: center;"Life has always been hard for me/p
p style="text-align: center;"But I'll make it through you just wait and see/p
p style="text-align: center;"Trying to be different will never seize/p
p style="text-align: center;"Living in insanity/p
p style="text-align: center;"My words are omitted and often unheard/p
p style="text-align: center;"My statements are twisted and no longer firm/p
p style="text-align: center;"My patience is calm whenever it occurs/p
p style="text-align: center;"My feelings have never been an enemy's concern/p
p style="text-align: center;"I've got to learn the difference between my allies and friends/p
p style="text-align: center;"Yet there is no contrast when I'm in their presences/p
p style="text-align: center;"Why is this happening?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Why am I questioning, my depression's consequence./p
p style="text-align: center;"It's okay because I say that I'm fine, So that my mind can't avoid making sense of it./p
p style="text-align: center;"It should be easy to walk away and change right?/p
p style="text-align: center;"It couldn't be harder to be more precise,/p
p style="text-align: center;"About my future in blur because this is in sight/p
p style="text-align: center;"And so is my happiness and so are my muse/p
p style="text-align: center;"Yet there is no option I have decided to choose/p
p style="text-align: center;"Is it them, or is it me, or is it I or is it you?/p
p style="text-align: center;"That hath brought me to question if I'm walking in my emnew/em shoes?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Am I walking in my emown/em if I've changed to become new,/p
p style="text-align: center;"And the past is the only thing that I keep referring to?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Do I expect too much of myself and then repeat,/p
p style="text-align: center;"The things that I should've done, myself to blame; my own defeat,/p
p style="text-align: center;"My thinking about the things that I should do/p
p style="text-align: center;"Simply because I know they are better for me?/p
p style="text-align: center;"In my head the record plays but my actions are delayed within each recorded beat;/p
p style="text-align: center;"If I keep doing this to myself will I give up eventually?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Maybe I'll try something else next time,/p
p style="text-align: center;"If my situation continues to apply./p
p style="text-align: center;"It has repeated for a while, and causes me stress seemingly./p
p style="text-align: center;"I guess I'll just go on in life,/p
p style="text-align: center;"Because right now I'm doing just fine Living in insanity/p
p style="text-align: center;"But who am I...If I'm no longer...emstrongME/strong/em?/p
p style="text-align: center;"Will truly find answers to my curiosity, by Living in Insanity?/p
p style="text-align: center;"I'll make it through, you just wait and see,/p
p style="text-align: center;"I'll make it though, my insanity./p