disclaimer: i am not Stephine Meyer , but i do love twilight and all that shes has made and that is what makes me a fan!!!
Time: right after edward leaves bella shes deppresed at home after school
summary: teacher hands out assingment asking to make a poem about the time you were hurt most by someone explain your fellings.
The Worst Assingment
The day had started off as like any other HORRIBLE, without Edward the days were slow and dull. Even after awhile Mike Newman had given up.
Charlie thought that if i went with my mom things would get better but i was afraid the would get worse .
So i made it throught first hour no problem , but that was before Mr. Crowly decided he wanted us to write a poem about a time sombody had hurt us or left us devastated . ''But not just a time" he said. ''The worst time ".
Go figure he would give an assingment that would make my heart wrench and my sides hurt from not breathing. My eyes red and raw from crying go figure that was the story of my life.
So when i got home i started writing. I threw out so many pices of paper how could i write about the thing i was trying to recover from. When Charlie got home i made his dinner and went to my room telling him i had a lot of homework and i wouldint be out again tonight .
"ok bells" he agreed.
"just make sure to get some sleep"
As soon as i entered my room i broke down cluching my sides crying in agony. Wishing he was there so i could write about something diffrent , disscussing what i would write with him. '' I wish you wouldint have left'' i practiclly screamed sadly .
I went to my desk turned on the light and started writing.
3 DAYS LATER
pov
la di da la di di di da la la hum duh duh
My Most Painfull Moment by Bella Swan
Heart break and pain beyond
what i wish to bare , love that makes
my heart dive to the deepest most inner parts
of my soul. When i close my eyes and open them
i wait for you to come. Through tears so heavly flowing
my mind races through thoughts of you. your touch you kiss
your smell needed so badly, the though of you thinking of me quickens
my pulse. I know your not coming back nor shall i feel your touch
taste our kiss or smell your smell . My heart stops i know your
not thinking of me as im thinking of you the light has faded
it has left my life, darkness is behind me and darkness
is ahead . No where to turn i fell a trapped in my
own body. In a spirtless realm . I hug my self
tightly trying to hold whats left of me
together. This pain isint leaving
my memories arent fading
and your not coming
back for me.
at last i feel
empty.