The complications that come with falling in love

By

Fabrizo

Disclaimer :

I don't or will ever own Neon Genesis Evangelion , all characters used in this story are property of Gainax and Hedeaki Anno.

It's a rainy night in Tokyo-3 , everyone's at home just doing nothing or trying to get some sleep. In an apartment the light is still on in one of the rooms. Its sole inhabitant , one Shinji ikari is reflecting on his life and his newfound feelings for the red-haired Goddess Asuka Langley Souryu.

These are his thoughts concerning Asuka..

What will become of me now that I have fallen for you ? You threat me like so badly , always insulting me and hurting me. And I still love you despite everything that you do to me . Every time I look at you , all these feelings come flooding into my head and.I don't know what to do anymore . . . . .

I was hoping it was a strange kind of obsession.. But now I know that it's something much, much grater ..

You'll probably push me away like you always do , despite that I'm going to persist until I've made my feelings clear to you !

All my life I've know nothing but pain , everyone pushed me away, treated me like a disposable tool and threw me away when they didn't need me anymore.

Is it so wrong to want to experience love for just once in my life ?

That was it guys ! This is my first fic so go easy on me.

Feedback is extremely welcome.

Ja Ne !!!

Fabrizo