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"Boss I think you should read this," McGee said looking over to Gibbs. Gibbs and the rest of the team were in Jenny's house just to make sure that no one actually had motive to kill her and it just wasn't five against one. He looked to McGee who was holding an envelope with the name Jethro written on it's cover. Gibbs turned back to the pictures on Jenny's mantel. The picture he loved the most of all was the of their first kiss outside the farmhouse in Serbia.

He jolted back to reality after replaying the memory in his head to realize Jenny was gone and wasn't coming back. Walking over to the team he tried his hardest to hold back his nervous break-down.

"Thanks McGee," Gibbs opened the envelope to find a letter, he saw something fall out thinking it was another part of the letter and even if the team meaning DiNozzo read it, it wouldn't make any sort of sense so he ignored it. He opened it and immediately saw Jenny's perfectly scripted handwriting and a smell that made him think of her and how he fell for her… HARD. He read the letter to himself and away from wandering eyes of the team again meaning DiNozzo.

Dear Jethro,

If you are reading this it is because one of two reasons. One I am dead or two you are trying rand-sack my personal things that you have never even seen and I am alive which I am wondering what are you doing in my house without me knowing I should be keeping a better eye on you. Also after you read the rest of this letter I will probably kill you. (Sorry bad pun). Anyway unfortunately if the reason you are reading this because your going through my things because I am dead I need to tell you some things that have been hidden in my heart for some time.

To put a simple way I am truly, completely, and eternally in love with you. I always have been and I always will be. Okay so I know that just sounded really really dorky but it is true so very true. And I will haunt DiNozzo if he is trying to read this without you looking. Okay back to the real matter, I never wanted to tell you because I thought our jobs would be effected if we went into a relationship and Tony would go wild and become way to full of himself so yeah I was thinking of DiNozzo's sanity too but not all that much really just something in the back my mind. Anyway so I just wanted to say that I felt terrible for leaving you those many years ago but I was thinking that if we came back and we had actually like settled down and then if we ever had kids we would be putting our kids into a " our kids should worry about the fact that our jobs are dangerous and one day someone might call and say that one or both of us is dead." So yeah that would be why I left that is the answer that I have been keeping from you since I came back as Director.

That is another reason I didn't want controversy to come up and then attract more attention. So yeah I didn't do it for my selfish reasons like everyone who knew about our previous relationship was led to believe. I just wanted no concequeces to become of our relationship since we already had complications of us living such a dangerous life and worked in a risky field.

Every moment we spent together was electric, magical, and special. I just needed to get that off my chest even if I was dead or not. If I am dead I will always be with you Jethro no matter what. I am starting to wonder if you kept that certain item of importance after all these years. Maybe but I don't think you could keep up with it for that long but I hope. There is a little reminder in the envelope just to remind you. Sorry that it ended this way. Goodbye Jethro.

I love you,

Jenny

Ziva saw that Gibbs was still reading the letter and she saw what had falled out of the and picked it up because he apparetly was way to zoned out to notice it. She saw a much younger Director and Gibbs standing if front of a fountain apparently in Paris, France. She saw something in the picture that caught her eye. A certain small but elegant dimond ring around the director's left ring finger but no ring around Gibb's left hand. Ziva silently gasped at the fact that at some point Jenny and Gibbs were engaged.

She saw a masculent hand snatch the picture. It was Gibbs' she knew it.

"What are you doing with this?" the others hadn't noticed what Gibbs was talking about.

"I... just... I just found it and...." she started the rest of it in a whisper, " were you and the Director engaged Gibbs?"

"Along time ago Ziva. Along time ago. All that I know now unfortuently is that Jenny is dead."

Sorry I had to end it that way I have to modify What He Said just a little to make this flow with it. I have an upcoming story called Unexspected Visitor that will also be a prequel that will come right to the day before the present time in What He Said. PEACE!!!