Sadness and Loneliness
By: Aerisakura
A/N: This fic takes place the night after Cloud told Tifa he wanted to join SOLDIER, it's about his mother takes the news. I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own FF7
It was early in the morning and the smell of fried eggs filled the small house waking Cloud, his mother was cooking his breakfast, he got up and walked to the kitchen with his mother.
"Good morning dear" Cloud's mother samiled at the hungry look in his son face "Good morning mom" Cloud said taking his seat in the table waiting for his breakfast to be ready "
"How did you sleep dear?" "Fine thanks mom" Cloud said yawning, his mother gived him his breakfast and then hugged him and then she sat in front of him and both started to eat their breakfast.
"Is something wrong honey? You are awful quiet this morning" Cloud mother said with sweetness and at this Cloud felt guilty for what he have to tell her. "Mom, ummm... I want to join SOLDIER" his mother stared at him with tears starting to form in her eyes and she felt her heart broke, the most important person in her life was telling her that he wanted to go and leave her alone. "Why?" is the only thing she could say.
"I want to be a first class SOLDIER just like the great Sephiroth" he smiled to his mother and said "That's my dream" "I can't belive this Cloud, tell me are you doing this just to impress that girl don't you?" his mother said almost angered "No I told you I want to be like Sephiroth" Cloud said making his mother's anger grow "You only have thirteen years old, you don't know of the dangers of be a SOLDIER, whatif you get kill? Why don't you get a jog like the other kids?" she said calming her anger.
"Please mom, try ro understand, I want to be a SOLDIER, thats my dream, I don't want to be like the other kids and get a normal and boring job, I promise you that I will be careful and that I will do my best so please, please let me go, the next week the Shin-Ra mens will come to reclute the ones who want to join SOLDIER, please let me go" he stared at his mother with pleading eyes while his mother cryed with so much sadness in her heart so Cloud hugged her.
"I promise you that I will be very careful and that I will come to visit every time I can, please let me go" Cloud stared at his mother's eyes "If you only want to go just to impress that girl..... it's not worty Cloud, you deserve something better, you can get someone better, you deserve someone that be older than you, that take care of you, not like that girl who is always ignoring you" she said trying to stop her tears.
"Mom, it's my dream to became a first class SOLDIER, so please agreed with me and let me go" his mother started to wonder if she shoul let him go "It will be god for him, he will have the discipline he needs and he will be living his dream" she thought and then smiled at her son "Alright son, you can go, but only if thats really your dream" Cloud smiled at his mother and hugged her saying "Thanks mom, I swear to you that, that's what I want" "Alright son, now go and finish you meal before it get cold" she said trying to hide her sadness at her happy son.
A week later, Cloud was waiting for the Shin-Ra mens to come while his mother was inside the house looking at him through the window, she sighed with sadness, her soon will leave now and she will be alone and sad without her dear son, she sighed again when she saw her son runnig to the few Shin- Ra soldiers that have just arrived.
She continued to stare and a few moments Cloud entered at his house smiling, her mother didn't want to make him feel bad so she hided her sadness and smiled at him "Mom they said that I can go with them so I will take some things I need" Cloud said happily "Alright son" she keep trying not to cry while Cloud took some clothes and other things he may need.
"Well mom, I got to go now but I promise that I will try to come back to visit as soon as I can" he said hugging his mother "Take care son and good luck" she kissed him on his forehead "Good bye mom" Cloud said kissing her on the cheek before leaving but before he closed the door she said "Good bye my dear son" Cloud just smiled at her and went to join the soldiers.
She walked to the window and saw her soon leaving the town with the Shin-Ra soldiers and some other kids, she sighed and started to cry, the only feeling left in her heart was sadness and loneliness, her son had gone and who knows if he would come back to her.
The End
A/N: I got the idea to write this the last september when one of my dearest cousin left to join the naval, he is like my best friend and like a older brother, I miss him a lot, I will dedicate this fic to him, well I hope you have liked this, please R&R.
By: Aerisakura
A/N: This fic takes place the night after Cloud told Tifa he wanted to join SOLDIER, it's about his mother takes the news. I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I don't own FF7
It was early in the morning and the smell of fried eggs filled the small house waking Cloud, his mother was cooking his breakfast, he got up and walked to the kitchen with his mother.
"Good morning dear" Cloud's mother samiled at the hungry look in his son face "Good morning mom" Cloud said taking his seat in the table waiting for his breakfast to be ready "
"How did you sleep dear?" "Fine thanks mom" Cloud said yawning, his mother gived him his breakfast and then hugged him and then she sat in front of him and both started to eat their breakfast.
"Is something wrong honey? You are awful quiet this morning" Cloud mother said with sweetness and at this Cloud felt guilty for what he have to tell her. "Mom, ummm... I want to join SOLDIER" his mother stared at him with tears starting to form in her eyes and she felt her heart broke, the most important person in her life was telling her that he wanted to go and leave her alone. "Why?" is the only thing she could say.
"I want to be a first class SOLDIER just like the great Sephiroth" he smiled to his mother and said "That's my dream" "I can't belive this Cloud, tell me are you doing this just to impress that girl don't you?" his mother said almost angered "No I told you I want to be like Sephiroth" Cloud said making his mother's anger grow "You only have thirteen years old, you don't know of the dangers of be a SOLDIER, whatif you get kill? Why don't you get a jog like the other kids?" she said calming her anger.
"Please mom, try ro understand, I want to be a SOLDIER, thats my dream, I don't want to be like the other kids and get a normal and boring job, I promise you that I will be careful and that I will do my best so please, please let me go, the next week the Shin-Ra mens will come to reclute the ones who want to join SOLDIER, please let me go" he stared at his mother with pleading eyes while his mother cryed with so much sadness in her heart so Cloud hugged her.
"I promise you that I will be very careful and that I will come to visit every time I can, please let me go" Cloud stared at his mother's eyes "If you only want to go just to impress that girl..... it's not worty Cloud, you deserve something better, you can get someone better, you deserve someone that be older than you, that take care of you, not like that girl who is always ignoring you" she said trying to stop her tears.
"Mom, it's my dream to became a first class SOLDIER, so please agreed with me and let me go" his mother started to wonder if she shoul let him go "It will be god for him, he will have the discipline he needs and he will be living his dream" she thought and then smiled at her son "Alright son, you can go, but only if thats really your dream" Cloud smiled at his mother and hugged her saying "Thanks mom, I swear to you that, that's what I want" "Alright son, now go and finish you meal before it get cold" she said trying to hide her sadness at her happy son.
A week later, Cloud was waiting for the Shin-Ra mens to come while his mother was inside the house looking at him through the window, she sighed with sadness, her soon will leave now and she will be alone and sad without her dear son, she sighed again when she saw her son runnig to the few Shin- Ra soldiers that have just arrived.
She continued to stare and a few moments Cloud entered at his house smiling, her mother didn't want to make him feel bad so she hided her sadness and smiled at him "Mom they said that I can go with them so I will take some things I need" Cloud said happily "Alright son" she keep trying not to cry while Cloud took some clothes and other things he may need.
"Well mom, I got to go now but I promise that I will try to come back to visit as soon as I can" he said hugging his mother "Take care son and good luck" she kissed him on his forehead "Good bye mom" Cloud said kissing her on the cheek before leaving but before he closed the door she said "Good bye my dear son" Cloud just smiled at her and went to join the soldiers.
She walked to the window and saw her soon leaving the town with the Shin-Ra soldiers and some other kids, she sighed and started to cry, the only feeling left in her heart was sadness and loneliness, her son had gone and who knows if he would come back to her.
The End
A/N: I got the idea to write this the last september when one of my dearest cousin left to join the naval, he is like my best friend and like a older brother, I miss him a lot, I will dedicate this fic to him, well I hope you have liked this, please R&R.