Twilight

I own nothing!!!! The lyrics in this chapter are Katy Perry's and Lillix's and a fine frenzy

This takes place after Edward leaves and before Jacob saves her and in this story he fails.

(No one's POV) Bella was in the meadow that he showed her, wondering if she would ever see her Edward again. Then she heard a twig brake behind her and out of the woods came an absurdly beautiful man but not as beautiful as Edward it was that vampire that helped her last year… Laurent was his name. He walked a in a more predatory way than the vampires she was used to so she stood up and said in the most commanding voice she could manage in her highly depressed state.

"Laurent, what do you want, the Cullen's asked you to go and not return."

"Dear Isabella, Victoria and I have been watching you and your clan. I know they left without you we were just out of their territory, they left to protect you but they were wrong, to think that just because I left that I would give up so good bye Bella. And he lunged at her and bit her neck then let go and said just before the pain set in "I did this to protect you from Tory I am so sorry, good bye" and he ran but through the haze of the pain of the transformation she saw a hole pack of wolves in the clearing running in the direction that Laurent had run and she was glad to know that they had not tried to kill her then she surrendered to the pain she was in.

When she woke she saw she was still in the in the meadow and she could smell everything and hear everything and she knew then she was a vampire and she needed to go back home and get some clothes so she would be able to find a new home and school so she could be a 'good' vampire and she refused to eat people.

She ran to her old home with charley and found that her old room's window was open just the way she left it and she got all of her clothes wrote a note to charley and it said

Charley,

I have grown tired of living a lie, and need to get away from you I will not be going to mom, I will be leaving and I will use the money I have been saving for this moment. When the life in the boring town of forks was too much to handle. I will be leaving the truck behind so you will not able to find me by that, living with a cop has its perks I learned how to evade the cops. I just want you to know that I will not be coming back EVER I love you but I can't stand forks or mom she has not e-mailed me for 6 months and when I try to call she hangs up on me she has her life with Phil and I now have my life on my own.

I love you more than anything in the world,

Bella

Ps, ask Jake what happened to me and give him this letter too to prove I wanted him to tell you

PPs, Jake tell him everything ALL of it

Sealed it in a envelope and kissed the front in fire truck red lip stick then ran towards Maine, Camden Maine to be exact once there she found a sent that lead her it smelt familiar and safe but she could not place it she followed it and found herself in downtown Camden she went in to a shop called planet thankful it was winter and saw Edward she walked up to him and said

"Hi Edward," he turned startled by her wind chime voice. Then recognized who she was and promptly broke a trinket he was holding and said

"Bella!?!?!" Then he paid for what he broke and tried to dag her back to where ever he lived but she wouldn't let him she said

"Edward, I can walk you know, just lead the way" he lead her up to Rockport and up to a house on the top and dragged her in side and yelled

"Guys Bella's here!" then in a flash of black and white Bella found herself with an arm full of Alice the two girls talked all the next day then Monday came round and Carlisle enrolled Bella as a student Camden hills regional high school and the first class she had was chorus so she and Alice and the rest of the cullins and Hales went to the class the teacher said to get in groups and start small ensembles so Bella and her 'siblings' plus boy friend went to the music library and sat at the grand piano and other instruments and Bella said.

"I want to do thinking of you a song I wrote when I was human, Edward move for a second." He got up and Bella sat in the middle of the stool and started to play

"comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got a seed

You said move on where do I go? I guess second best is all I will know

(Chorus) 'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you thinking of you what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night Oh I wish that I was looking in to your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter like a hard candy with a surprise center how do I get better once I've had the best you said there's tons of fish in the water so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips I taste your mouth ohhhhhh he pulled me in I was disgusted with my self

(Chorus) 'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you thinking of you what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night Oh I wish that I was looking in to

You're the best and yes I do regret how I could let myself let you go now the lessons learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know

(Chorus) 'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you thinking of you what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night Oh I wish that I was looking in to your

Your eyes looking in to your eyes looking in to your eyes looking in to your eyes Oh won't you walk through and bust in the door and take me away Oh no more mistakes 'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay."

Edward looked at his girl friend and said

"Bella when did you learn to play like that? And sing, you sing soooo well most vampires can sing but it takes practice unless you knew how when you were human same with instruments!!!!!"

ROSE POV

"I was sitting in the corner thinking how I had never seen a vampire with such a beautiful voice and it bothered me. Fucking Isabella abnormally good at everything even for a vampire. Than it came to me in the excitement of her being back in their lives nobody thought to ask Bella who changed her this was sure to hurt her" I thought "I mean if the vampire left her than she was sure to feel rejected. Alice did till last year when James ruined the secret now I have to find something elce to hurt her when I'm angry with her." I spoke up then and said.

"Bella do you know who changed you? And why they just left you?"

Bella smiled at me. "Laurent and he told me just before I blacked out that he did it to save me from Victoria. Jacob and the other werewolf's got him after that I saw them jump over me then it is all blank except for the pain." She said cheerfully then

Alice said "bells I think that we should do Quicksand by Lillix" she grabed a electric guitar and gave Bella the lyrics and Bella started to sing in her ghostly startling voice

"Yesterday

Seemed so much longer then today

There must be something wrong with me

I think I'm losing in oh no

I must be stupid

Now I'm here

Yes I'm here

Cuz I tried

If your here

Then you're here

For a while

I can't reach the sky

Without being dragged down

I can't run forever

While I try to hold on

But if you'll be there where I drown

I don't want to hold your hand

Its quicker then quicksand

And you just won't make it

None the less I think I've seen a brighter side

I've trusted no one deep inside

Is what they call the rest of them?

They just don't get it

But were there

Yes were there

For a try

And were there

Yes were there

For a while

I can't reach the sky

Without being dragged down

I can't run forever

While I try to hold on

But if you'll be there where I drown

I don't want to hold your hand

Its quicker then quicksand

And you just won't make it

I've seen so many try to get there way

I'm sure it's really not that bad

Yeah I'm sure really not that bad

I can't reach the sky

Without being dragged down

I can't run forever

While I try to hold on

But if you'll be there where I drown

I don't want to hold your hand

Its quicker then quicksand

And you just won't make it

Its quicker then quicksand

And you just won't make it [x2]"

Stupid Emmett had to comment about her beauty and her sing song voice and said

"Bellaboo you are soooo pretty and your voice is the most beautiful voice I've ever heard." Bella looked down and said

"I've always been able to sing and play piano you just never asked." And shrugged. At that point I ran out of the room at a human pace.

Alice POV

Rose ran out of the room like a human and Bella looked confused jasper looked angry Emmett looked pissed Edward of all people looked like he understood I on the other hand was so pissed that rose could take the reunion of our family and after we had to leave bella and make it about her. Bella looked at Edward and said

"what was she thinking?"

"She is jealous that everyone is paying attention to you and not her she is used to being in the spotlight all the time. And now you show up and she is in the wings and you are taking up the stage and Emmett you are in the dog house because you complimented Bella."

I looked at Bella and then I got a vision and said to Emmett

"Rose is taking out the jealousy on Bella's car and she is planning to find a man to seduce, fuck and kill then she is going to set fire to all of my clothes just to get back at all of us and Edward I think she already trashed the grand we need to call Carlisle and figure out if we can fix this or if we need to move and leave rose behind." I finished and found Bella already had a phone out and was talking to Carlisle and I asked her to put it on speaker she did and said

"go to the main office and tell them me and your mother are going to come get you tell them your grandmother just died and that we are going to keep you home for the next two months and if they don't like it then they can deal with me." We all said good bye and then we went to the office and told them the story and then we went and sat outside to wait for Esme and Edward went to the Volvo and drove home then ran back when Esme got there we all pilled in and said what are we going to do. Esme said,

"We are going to leave. Carlisle said that he talked to rose and that she had said that she hates us and that she only stayed with us for so long is she didn't want to be a poor nomad and that we had gave her everything she could ever want and now with a new girl that is even more beautiful than her with it would be impossible to pretend to like us." She looked sad but I saw that only a month from now we were happier than we ever were with rose. There is someone there with Edward and Bella she is with Emmett and much to my delight she is dressed in the things that I always wanted her to ware and it made her look like a mix between me and rose the long black hair down to her butt and the sports illustrated swimsuit edition body and she was 7 inches taller than I but 2 inches shorter than rose and she didn't have the cold look in her eyes they were soft and worm she was the kind of beauty that made every girl human or not take a hit on her self-esteem Edward was in to the more tamed down beauty not this. I saw that he was going to break up with her once we get home I need to get out the chick flicks and make jasper sleep in the guest bedroom for a while cuz Bella and I are going to be in my room for the next month only going out for hunting. And that we would do alone I may let Emmett in to see her to get them on the way to dating.

BELLA POV

When we got home Alice went to her room and got enough cloths for me and jasper for a month put mine in her room and jaspers in the guest bed room, she got the upright piano and put it in her room and got the chick flicks out I hadn't seen those since I was human and jasper left to go get Edward from Alaska when he thought I was going to get hurt with him there then Edward came up to me and said.

"Bella I think we need to break up I don't love you that way anymore now it is just as a sister." With that I ran up to Ali's room and told her to lock the door cuz I needed a new look and time to heal I then went to the piano and started to play and sing

"Your finger tips across my skin the palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me Spanish lullabies the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me

good bye, my almost lover good bye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you can't you just let me be so long, my luck less romance my back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache almost lovers always do

we walked along a crowded street you took my hand and danced with me images

And when you left you kissed my lips you told me you would never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me

good bye, my almost lover good bye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you can't you just let me be so long, my luck less romance my back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache almost lovers always do.

I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind so you're gone and I'm haunted I bet you are just fine did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

good bye, my almost lover good bye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you can't you just let me be so long, my luck less romance my back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache almost lovers always do"

Alice looked at me and said

"Bella are you ok?"

"Yes Alice I'm fine I just need time just then Emmett was standing I front of the door I hadn't told anybody yet but I had all of gifts of every vampire I had come in contact with while I was human and so I could cause pain I could see relationships and I could hear every thought that anybody ever thought but I didn't need to me touching them I could see the what was to come and I could sense and manipulate emotions, but I also had a gift that was purely mine I could move things with my mind but when I did it I usually used my hand to direct it more powerfully so I waved my hand and let Emmybear in and listened to his thoughts

"I think I should ask her if she wants to talk lord knows I do I was marred to rose for the better part of fifty years and she was with Edward for two years."

I looked at him and said "Emmybear tell me anything you want ask me anything to I have nothing to hide"

Emmett looked at me and said "Bella I heard your song when did you write it takes Edward at least a month to write and get the music to a song to the quality of that song you just sang."

"Thanks, I just made it up I had the music in my head and I just put the words to it."
he left and Ali came in and said "We are going to stay in this room for the next room for the next month only going out to hunt which we will do alone. Then we sat on the bed a talked and watched the note book I would have cried but as I am a vampire I can't.