A/N: This is just something that came to mind when I was listening to a CD of mine and there should be one more chapter. It's a short fic and I hope you guys like it.
Disclaimer: Don't own Doctor Who and the song "Who you'd be today" belongs to Kenny Chesney
The sound of country music filled the TARDIS as the Doctor worked on her a little. He wasn't much for it, but he felt it was better than Jack's hard rock stuff, well the TARDIS definitely. She couldn't stand it and when Jack realized that he started playing country. Both thought it was far better and she seemed to like it so the Doctor just dealt with it.
These days the Doctor wasn't much up to doing anything other than working on the TARDIS even if it was just to look under the hood, if the TARDIS actually had one per say. Jack, well the Doctor hadn't seen much of him. Once and awhile he would wander out to see how everything was going, but those times were rare. All the Doctor knew was that he was doing something and he knew Jack was busy. Busy doing what? He didn't know, but he knew that all he did now was listen to country and work on something.
The Doctor hadn't really been listening to it until one song came on. He'd never heard it, at least he didn't think so, but the words, oh the words.
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
She was gone his beautiful Rose was gone. Her mum didn't know and he knew Jackie would kill him, but he didn't care, not at the moment.
It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today
Although it hadn't been that long ago, he still knew he couldn't just rush into the past and see her. Couldn't find out what she'd be. Would she have stayed with him? He'd never know, of course that was stupid thought, she'd never be with him, she was dead. It said it; no one could or ever would take her place. Yes he still had a companion, someone to keep him company; it'd never be the same though.
Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Someday's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
The first line didn't fit, or did it? She'd seen other worlds, but not her own. Not much of it at least. He knew she'd talked of staying forever and of babies. He couldn't help but laugh when she'd talked about them. She'd rebuked him, saying something about them being the future generation so he needed to easy up, he also remembered her mentioning something about it possibly being an addition to the Time Lords but he'd blown her off at that and both had take it as a joke. The memory brought a small smile to his face, but it was small and it quickly faded. It was a rare thing for him to smile.
It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today
Today
Today
Today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know,
I'll see you again someday
Someday, someday
Would he see though? Would he take the chance in going back in time? Risking her existence. Would he? Probably not, if he knew he had ruined any chance of her coming with him in the first place he didn't know what he'd do.
Suddenly the Doctor got a shock from where he was and sat up suddenly, only to bang his head, hard.
A/N: next and last chapter should be up either later today or tomorrow