Songfic
All too Well
Jeyna
She remembers it too well
He doesnt care
He just throws her away
It's over but they still have memories
While he's in Rome
Dear, fanfiction
I'm neutral in this Jeyna, Jasper thing
This is how I think Reyna feels
Hope you like it
During MoA
I recommend you listen to the song while reading
Review please
One-shot
-Elisabeth
I walked through the door with you
The air was cold
I remember all the praetor meetings with him
Working with him
Even on dark, cold nights
Even if it was hard, it felt right
But something bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarce there, at your sisters house and you still got it in your drawer even now
I remember I was talking to him once, we were just hanging out, I left my old scarf in his cabin, and I know it's still in his cabin, and that he remembers.
Oh your sweet disposition, and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singning in the car getting lost upstate
He was so sweet, I remember our missions together, all that traveling together. It felt so right.
The autumn leaves falling down like pieces in to place and I can picture it after all these days
And I still remember, even after so long. But does he?
And I know it's long gone, and the magics not here no more.
And it might be okay, but I'm not fine at all.
I know it's gone, never really was, and that he's fine, but I'm not.
Cause here we are again, on that, little town street, you almost ran a red cause you were looking over at me.
And when we'd walk through the city, once he almost got hit, by a cart because he was looking at me.
Wind in my hair I was there I remember it, all too well.
The wind winding through my, my cheeks were rosy, I remember, all too well.
Photo album on the table, your cheeks were turning red, you used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin sized bed.
We used to look at photos of his childhood, before I came to camp. He was pretty spindly and nerdy.
Your mother telling bout, you were on the t-ball team.
The Ventis are always telling stories, he always gets all embarrassed.
You tell me bout your past, thinking your future was mean.
He once confided to me how he used the think there wad nothing for him in the future, how it was so mean looking.
And I know it's long gone, and there was nothing else I could do.
And I forget about you long enough to forget who I needed too
I know there's nothing there and that it wasn't my fault.
Sometimes I can forget about him just long enough, but then I forget that I needed him.
Cause here we are again, in the middle of the night, were dancing round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember all too well
One late night, we were working hard, so Jason turned on the radio. Our favorite song came on, so he pulled me out of my chair, and we danced all night. I remember all too well.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much but maybe this thing was a masterpiece, till you tore it all up.
Maybe I thought he wanted something that he didn't, maybe I went too far, but we were perfect, till he abandoned me then acted like he didn't he even care.
Running scared I remember it all too welllll
And when his friend went and blew up new Rome he just ran away with that Daughter of Venus, leaving me behind
And you call me up again just to brake me like a promise, too casually cruel in the name of being honest
He just came her, as if to break me again, too honest with his girlfriend
I'm a crumpled up piece if paper lying here, cause I remember it all, all, all, too well
I'm sitting here, broken, because I remembered
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
Everything is going too slowly, dragging it on so I don't forget
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
I'd like to be a strong defiant leader again, but I'm still trying to find her
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own, now you mailed back my things, and I walk home alone
After all we went through together, after everything, now I've got all my stuff back from him, and I lead camp alone
But you keep my old scarf, from that very first week, cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
He still has one memory though, if me, from our first week as co-preators, and I know he won't forget, because it's beautiful, and innocent
You can't get rid of, cause you remember it all too wellllll
Cause here we are again, were I loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
And in those days, when I loved him, and I know I'm the only real thing he's ever felt for because that Venus girl isn't real, she Juno's doing.
It was rare I was there I remember, all to well
What we could've had was rare, it was beautiful
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
He must remember too
Down the stairs, you were there you remember it alll
I know he has to
It was rare, I was there I remember, it all too well