I love this song. Another song fic for you guys. Enjoy ^^.
"Speaking"
Lyrics
'thoughts'
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Sakura looked out the window of Sasuke's car as he drove her home. The radio was on. Other than that, it was uncomfortably silent.
'Am I happy? Do I really love him?' Sakura thought as she rested her head on her hand, watching the snow fall before her eyes.
"Are you okay Sakura?" Sasuke asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." Sakura answered.
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here.
"Sasuke can we talk?" Sakura asked.
"Sure" Sasuke answered.
"A-are you happy being with me?" Sakura asked. Sasuke looked at her with shock.
"Of course I am. You're my girlfriend aren't you?" Sasuke answered. Sakura gave him a sad look.
"And you're my boyfriend, but I'm not happy." Sakura regretfully said. Sasuke widened his eyes.
"Why aren't you? Am I doing something wrong?" Sasuke asked in worry.
"N-no Sasuke. It's me." Sakura answered. Sasuke gave her a worried look.
"W-what are you saying?" Sasuke asked.
"I'm breaking up with you." Sakura sadly stated.
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
'W-what?! Sakura stop making jokes like that. I hate it when you do that." Sasuke said. Sakura shook her head.
"I'm not" Sakura said. Sasuke gasped as he can feel himself break apart.
"B-but why? I-I don't want to break up." Sasuke said.
"I-I'm sorry." Sakura said.
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
"But I love you! Don't you love me too?!" Sasuke asked.
"I I don't really know." Sakura asked as a tear fell down her eye. Sasuke's eyes started filling up with tears.
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
"But our relationship is so well. How can you not be happy?" Sasuke asked as he stopped the car in front of Sakura's house.
"Almost no one wants us to be together. We keep having fights. We have nothing in common. We keep hurting ourselves Sasuke." Sakura explained as she got out of the car and started walking away. "Goodbye"
Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you know 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me?
"But we always ignore all of those stuff. And everytime we fight, we always promise each other we'll make our lives together better." Sasuke said as he hugged her from behind, stopping her from her tracks.
"Listen to yourself Sasuke. Have you realized our relationship hasn't got any better at all?!" Sakura explained. Sakura can feel Sasuke's grip on her was getting tighter.
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
"It all didn't matter. We both loved each other. We were both happy. And that's all that matters doesn't it?" Sasuke asked. Sakura looked down with tears streaming down her face.
"That's what I thought too Sasuke. But we were younger back then. We had to grow up didn't we? And that relationship only lasted till the 8th grade. It's different now." Sakura answered.
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can't tell you
"But I'll make things better now I promise. I'll give you all the happiness I can give you I swear. Just please don't leave me." Sasuke said as he cried on Sakura's back.
"I-I have to get going Sasuke just let me go." Sakura said as she struggled to get out of Sasuke's grip, but Sasuke just wouldn't let go. Sakura's eyes soon rained down with tears.
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
"W-why can't we just pretend the bad stuff never happened? I want to be with you Sakura please." Sasuke pleaded.
"Sasuke we can no longer be together. We're both getting hurt and I can't take it anymore. And you know in your heart Sasuke that you're just the same." Sakura explained.
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
"But I'll endure the pain. I'll do anything to keep you with me. I'll make sure the pain doesn't come back again. I promise." Sasuke said.
"Sasuke it's time we need to let go of it Sasuke. There are a lot of girls out there. I don't deserve you. I never did. I loved you Sasuke but it's not right anymore." Sakura said as she finally broke free of Sasuke's grasp. She then looked at his face and saw that it was wet in tears.
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
"Can we at least share one more kiss? For it may be our last." Sasuke asked. Sakura nodded and placed her lips on his. The kiss didn't last that long though. They were both crying through it, knowing things will never be the same again.
That I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it, oh
Sasuke and Sakura hugged each other and turned their separate ways.
'Goodbye my love. I love you, but I have to let you go' Both Sasuke and Sakura thought before they took one last look at each other before leaving each other's sight.
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
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Ya like it? Hope so. This is dedicated to my friend Fragile who is probably reading this now and the people who liked my stories The Past and My Life Would Suck Without You. Thank you and hope ya like it ^^.