Chapter 1: {Season 1}
It was all I ever wanted to happen
Or so I thought at least
As when it finally did happen
I gave it all up for a girl I'd known just for a week
It was the best I'd felt in a really long time
And yet the most afraid too
It was the most unpredictable of choices I've had to make
And yet the most obvious too
To finally spend time with my ex
Who I still wasn't over yet
Or to go see this new friend
Who I'd only recently met
It was the easiest thing I've had to realize
As it was the only answer to why I chose the latter
And yet the hardest thing I've realized too
That I've already fallen in love with her
I'd tried my best to stop her from moving in
Afraid of the way she made me feel
But she did move in and the next thing I knew
Her presence had become the most valuable thing to me
The kind of things I've done for her
Were the most unimaginable on their own
But paired with the smile they brought on her face
I'd do them again just to see one more
I sang to her when she got stood up on her date
And danced for her a crazy chicken dance too
I even drove around for an hour looking for her
When she ran around with toilet paper that she didn't even use
I once woke an entire neighborhood up
Just for her to see those lights she desired
And didn't even care that I'd missed my flight
As I got what I wanted - that beautiful smile
She too has done the nicest of things for me
Like taking care of me when I hurt my back
And crying herself but cheering me up
That one time I had a cancer scare
And how do I forget the time I was played by my ex
And hid in the photo booth as a result
As she was the one who gave me hope
That to be someone's backup plan was not something I deserved
I still did get back together with my ex
And decided to move in with her right away
She tried to stop me and rightfully so
But I just kept ignoring everything she had to say
And so she was okay with me moving out
Saying all she wants is for me to be happy
I did move out but only to realize
My happiness lied in having her next to me
So I left my ex and didn't reveal why
And moved back in to the loft as a surprise
And as she welcomed me back I instantly realized
That beautiful smile had made it all worthwhile