Listen To Your Heart, a naruto fanfic

A/N YAY! this is my favorite oneshot i ever wrote. this is a SasukexReader oneshot. so whenever you see (Name) you put your name in there. and whenever you see (Hair Color) you put your hair color. and so on and so forth. its rather simple. hope you all enjoy it!

P.S. and i got this idea from listening to the song Listen To Your Heart (slow verison) by DHT. so might help to listen to that as you read.

disclaimer: yeah; they're not mine. they're K. Masashi's. or at least for now. :evil smirk:

'Yep, there he is again. Popping into my mind again. Once he's in my mind he stays in it. I always catch myself thinking about him. Why can't he just stay out. I mean, I don't even like the kid. What the hell. Stuck up and selfish, but I can be like that too. What am I thinking, I should pay attention to my teacher.' you thought, rolling your eye at the thought you just had.

"Ok class, that ends are class today. We have three minutes before the bell. The rest of the time is yours to talk." the teacher said putting his book down and taking a seat at his desk.

You rolled your eyes, and then hit your head on your desk. You could care less about school, it was just something to pass the time. It kept him off your mind sometimes.

But then again, when you were doing anything fun in school, he crept his way into your mind. You sighed then lifted your head as the bell rang.

"Great, time to go home." you mumbled as you grabbed your back pack.

'Name I will come back to you someday, I promise. I just need to go right now. But I swear I will come back someday. I love you Name'

You shook your head trying to push that thought away. That stupid little note he left you on your pillow. Didn't have the guts to say goodbye to your face. He had to do over a stupid little note. Which you still had somewhere in a box under your bed or in your closet.

"Name."

You stopped to turn around. You saw your friend Kin walking toward you. She was like your BFF, there were other people but she was more.

"Hey Kin." you said quietly and with a tint of sadness in your voice.

"Are you ok Name? Cause you have been really down for the past week or so." Kin said rubbing your shoulder.

You shrugged.

'Yeah Kin, he keeps sticking in my mind and wont leave. He was gone for awhile but some how he found his way back in. Yeah I have a problem.' you thought.

"Just really tired from studying for test and shit like that." you lied, she smiled you looked away with a guilty look. But she didn't see, thank god.

"Ok, well I'll see you around Name, bye." Kin said with a wave walking off.

You fake smiled and continued out the school to your house. Avoiding people you knew, for some reason you were not in the mood to talk to anyone, not even your BFF. They wouldn't understand what you were going through.

All they would do is say oh it's ok Name. He never deserved you or some shit like that. All you wanted to do was go in your room. Turn your music on loud so your drown out the whole world and him...

You laid there on your bed, letting the music take over your soul. Forgetting everyone and everything. Not trying to think about the past, trying not to think about him...

'Name I will come back to you someday, I promise. I just need to go right now. But I swear I will come back someday. I love you Name'

You shook your head and punched the pillow. That thing he wrote kept floating around in your mind. Like you almost still like him and care about him. And believe that he will actually come back. Tsk. Pa-lease, like that would ever happen. He cares to much about revenge. You were actually surprised that he actually made time for you. Normally, if you were any other girl. He would not even take a second glance at you.

You sighed at the thought, grabbing some of your Hair Color hair. Running your fingers though, but then stopped cause he would always do that to your hair. It felt good to you when he did it. But you sat up and looked around your room.

You got down on the floor. The cold hard wood against your warm Skin Color skin. You shivered a little but shrugged it off. You lifted up your bed skirt, then dug under your bed.

You pulled out an old shoe box. There was dust on the top of it. You brushed that away. You sat on the floor, back against your bed. You slowly opened the old dusty box, like something was gonna jump out at you. You pulled the cover off and set it on the floor next to you.

You looked at all the stuff that was in the box. Notes, a necklace, letters, loose photos, a photo album. Oh yeah, you had a good reason for all these things to be in there. And that photo album, you glared at it. Like it did something to you, but it didn't. All it did was hold pictures, pictures of you and him painting your room. Some of those, and the New Year Festival last year.

You looked at all the junk in the box. You grabed this creamed colored piece of paper, you knew what it was. You knew what was written on it, yet you still opened it slowly.

You stared at the paper, you felt all you anger suddenly slip away. It happened every time you read this note. Almost like a little hope washed over you. Like, maybe he will come back. Maybe he wasn't just saying that and really means it. A small smile form across your soft pink lips.

You sent the note down and looked at everything else. There was some loose pictures of you and him. One caught your eye. You picked it up, stared at it. You couldn't help but smile. You thought that day was fun.

The picture was of you and him, standing in the rain kissing. Your arms around his neck, holding him like you never wanted to let go. Your eye lids closed and smiling. He had his arms on your hips, holding you close to him, never letting you go. He had a smile across his face.

You smiled, turned the picture over. Saw some writing on the back.

-Thought you and Sasuke would like this picture- Mom

Your mom snapped a picture of you and Sasuke kissing in the rain. You two were standing in front of your house, you had to be home. So you two were saying goodbye. You remember that day like it was yesterday.

You and Sasuke have been walking around in the rain for almost an hour now. Walking in the park.

Your fingers intertwined with his. You had a smile on your face, he did too. You were walking to the lake that was up ahead. You walked closer to Sasuke. He pulled his hand away and out an arm around your shoulders. You looked up at Sasuke and smiled. He smiled at you then leaned down to kiss you.

"Why am I so attracted to you? I never figured that out." you said putting an arm around his waist.

"Really? After five months, you still didn't figure it out?" he asked.

"I mean, you have a lot of fan girls. And yet, you choose me. The none ninja girl, who goes to school, and falls asleep during class. I am nothing special, yet you choose me. Why Sasuke, why did you choose me?" you asked looking up at him.

He was looking ahead, he had a slit smile on his face. Sasuke didn't answer, so you just dropped it and rested your head on his shoulder.

It was true though, he had so many girls to choose from and he chooses you. You weren't even trying to impress him or nothing. All you did was talk to Kakashi about something. You glanced at Sasuke that one day and automatically fall in love. It was a funny thing, how you and the Uchiha fall in love. No talking, no flirting, all you did was glance at him slightly then walked away.

You and Sasuke were sitting on the wet grass, already soaked to the bone. So what is wet grass gonna do. You were sitting in between Sasuke's legs. Your back leaning against his chest. Sasuke's arms around your waist, you felt safe in his arms. Sasuke was kissing your neck, leaving butterfly kisses.

You giggled softly, then turned your head to look at him. Your noses touched then your foreheads. You both were smiling. You felt his soft, yet cold, lips touch yours gently. Like they were fragile. You felt his grip on you tighten. Like someone was trying to take you away from him.

You turned so your arms went around his neck. Now kneeling between the Uchiha's legs and kissing him. His arms pulling you closer to him, like you were still to far away. You smiled into the kiss. He did too, licking your bottom lip for an entrance. You opened your mouth not even thinking about.

Your mouth opening like a fish out of water. Tongues wrestling for dominance. You let him take over. His kiss was sweet like a rose. Those lips soft as cashmere. To they were.

His hand moving up your shirt. The other was running through your Hair Color locks.

You both broke away, foreheads touching. You smiled so did he. He kissed your nose.

"I should get home, my mom will wonder why i'm late for dinner." you said softly, your voice sounded bummed that you had to go. But you had too.

"Yeah, cause I don't want your mom to say that I can never see you again. That would kill me." he said kissing your neck.

You smirked, then lifted his head and kissed him. Your arms wrapped tighter around his neck. His arms tightened around your waist. He stood up still kissing and holding you. You broke away. Grabbed his hand then walking away.

You two were standing outside your house, holding hands facing each other. Sasuke brought your hands up and kissed them.

"Guess I'll talk to you later or tomorrow." he said snaking his arms around your waist.

You giggled and put your arms loosely around his neck. Swaying back and forth, you stopped. Staring into those big black eyes of his. They were so dreamy, you could've stared at them all day long. Your heads slowly leaning toward each other. Your lips met. Your arms tightened, so did his. You both smiled into the kiss. Sasuke pulling you closer to deepen the kiss. Mouths opening at the same time, his sneaky tongue slipped into your mouth. You just smiled and let him roam your mouth.

After a couple minutes you broke away.

"I love you Sasuke Uchiha." you whispered into his ear.

He nibbled at yours, licking it before he spoke," I love you too First Last."

One last kiss then you headed inside.

You sat there clutching that picture, tears found their way into your eyes. You bit your lip to hold them back. You were not gonna cry over Sasuke, not anymore. You cried your last tear for him years ago. But why are they coming back? You were over him right? Wrong, you still had feelings for him. Deep deep deep down in your heart. Some where in there lay feelings for Sasuke Uchiha.

You could not disagree, you knew they were there. What would you do if he really did come back? Would you run up to him saying you love him and missed him so much? Or would you walk yup to him and slap him and say how stupid he was? What would you do, that thought lingered inside your head.

You put that picture down and grabed the photo album. You slowly opened it, afraid to look but you had too. The last time you touched it was about four or five years ago. When you were crying over the Uchiha.

You decided to open it up to a random page. And it had to be the page of pictures of the day you loved the most. You sighed at this fact. You couldn't look away from them, or even close the album for that fact. Your eyes glued to this page.

They were of you and Sasuke painting your room. The first one was of Sasuke with a roller, he had a hand in his pocket. He had a smirk on his face. You got a close up of him cause you smeared paint on his cheek. He had on an old black t-shirt and some old tan shorts. You smiled at the picture, another one was of you squatting down filling up your roller. Sasuke got a nice picture of your ass. And you looking over your shoulder slyly. And another of your two with small paint brushes in your hands. Both holding the others wrist. You were trying to get paint on each other.

You knew who took that picture, cause there was a picture of them under it. It was of Kakashi, you were standing there laughing holding the paint brush. Cause you painted a smile on Kakashi's mask. He always had it on so wanted to see his. But he wouldn't show so you made your own. It was kinda blurry, you guessed that Sasuke was laughing too.

"You miss him still don't you, Name."

You slammed the album shut and looked at your door way. Your little sister was standing there. She saw your red eyes, and how puffy they were.

"No." you said slamming the book on the ground," what do you want anyways?"

"Tenten is here to see you, she said she has something to tell you. It is either good news or bad news to you."

"Send her in."

You sister walked away. You put the album back in the box. And covered it, then hugged it. You couldn't lie anymore, you did miss him. You missed his kisses, his big bear hugs, running his fingers through your Hair Color hair.

You heard footsteps walking down the hall then stopping in your door way. You slowly looked and saw your other BFF. Tenten, she was there for you when Uchiha left you. You saw you cry some many tears. She helped you get stable again. Enough to walk on your own, and make it through half the day without crying.

"Thinking about him again Name?" Tenten asked in her calm cool tone.

You looked at her, feeling the tears come back and run like a river down your cheeks.

"What do you think?" you cried, sliding the box back under your bed.

Tenten came over and out you on your bed. She held you in her arms. You cried into her shirt. She stroked your long Hair Color hair. You clutched her shirt and cried.

You don't know how long you were crying but you cried. Tenten calmed you down, you were sitting up now. She wiped your tears away and smiled at you.

"Name, you ok now?"

"Yes, thank you." you said wiping the last of your tears. You tired smiling at Tenten. "So what did you have to tell me about good news or bad news?"

You saw Tenten's smile disappear, she looked down at your comforter. You froze right there and then.

'No.' you thought.

Your eyes grew wide and you bit your lip.

"He came back didn't he? He's coming back and you want me to go see him?" you asked not even looking at your friend.

Tenten looked up at you. Her eyes were sad and looked sorry. "I'm sorry Name, I just thought maybe you wanted to talk to him or something. Clear things up. Bitch him out, kill him."

You sorta chuckled at the last thing she said. "When? When is he coming?"

"Tomorrow, meeting him at the bridge."

"Ok, I'll see if I can. I might not cause I don't want to see him. So don't be surprised if i'm not there." you said sounding serious or trying to at least.

Tenten nodded in agreement. "But do you think you can try at least. I don't want to force you to do something you don't want to do, but please?"

You searched her face, you didn't know why you agreed to see him. It was almost like you wanted to see him. Have his arms around you again. But then again you didn't. Like you were afraid you'd get hurt again. You were confused on everything. Maybe sleeping on the idea would do something.

"Ok, I will try. I'm gonna go to bed. I am so tired." you said rubbing your eyes.

"Ok, see ya."

You hugged then Tenten left your room. You closed the door then walked to your bathroom and took a shower.

You came out in a towel. Walking to your dresser, opening the very bottom drawer. That's where you kept his clothes. You knelt there, hand on knob staring at it. Slowly but surely it opened. There some of his shirts and pajama bottoms sat. Un touched for years. You picked up a shirt, brought it to your face and smelt it. Yup, still smelt like Uchiha. You closed the drawer and stood up.

Tossing the shirt unto your bed, you grabed your pajama bottoms and a black cami and put those on. You crawled into bed and stared at the ceiling. Like it was gonna tell you what to do. You didn't realize how tired you were, cause soon your eye lids closed and you fell asleep.

You sat on the edge of your bed. Sasuke's shirt laying next to you. You stared at your hard wood floor. Your hair covering your face like a curtain. Today was the day Sasuke came back. You sighed and lifted your head. Looking at the wall. But then looked next to you, on your left was your jeans you were gonna wear.

You stood up slipping them on. They had holes all over. Toward the bottom was frayed beyond repair. You had on a white t-shirt and a sage green hoodie on. It was a zip up hoodie but you cut the sleeves off. You left it unzipped. Walked to your shoes and slipped on your gray track shoes. You left your hair down, brushed it a little. Sighed then walked slowly down your stairs. Taking your sweet ol time. You didn't live far from the bridge. So it would not take you long to get there.

Your mom and sister in the living room. Your mom watching TV and your sister playing with her dolls. You walked pass them not saying a word. Your mom knew where you were going to you didn't need to say anything.

'There's the bridge, I see it. I see everyone standing there. They look happy but aren't I? Shouldn't I be happy? Sad? Why do I not feel any emotion right now?' you thought.

Your hands in the hoodies pockets in the front.

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark

You stopped a few feet away from the bridge. It hit you right there and then. You couldn't go any further, it hurt you to much. You couldn't bare it. You felt the tears coming back.

'Oh of course, they hit me before he comes.' you thought.

You turned on your heel, deciding to head back home. It was to much for you. But Tenten was walking toward you. Looked like she just go there.

"Name can't do it?" she asked rubbing your arms.

"I don't think I can." you said biting your lip to keep the tears in.

You saw Tenten look over your shoulder.

"He's here." she whispered walking past you.

You stayed turned around, not wanting to see him. With his gorgeous eyes and silky hair and soft skin. He was perfect you weren't. You heard everyone say 'Oh my god' or like 'Your late Sasuke!'. You knew Naruto had said that one.

And there are voices that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind

You took a deep breath, slowly you turned back around. Your heel digging into the dirt. You had your hood up. You looked at him, he still looked at gorgeous as he was five years ago. You froze in your tracks. You couldn't take your eyes off of him. Sasuke looked around like he was looking for someone.

'He's looking for me?' you thought.

You felt your stomach turn into a knot. Sasuke looked at you, you froze. A shiver made it's way down your back. You were breathing deeper now, and more offend. Your eyes locked with each other. But then Sakura's head blocked your view. You were thankful for that. Neji Shino and Shikamaru were not crowding Sasuke. They were off to the side. You walked over to them. Shikamaru was asleep, Shino was being quiet. You walked to Neji and stood in front of him.

"You ok Name?" he asked turning to face you better. He was leaning up against a tree.

"I can't do this Neji, I just can't. I'm gonna go home." you said.

"Ok, whatever you need to do. I don't even now why Tenten made you come. Go home Name." Neji said patting your shoulder.

You mouthed thank you and then glanced at Sasuke one more time. He was still looking at you. You then turned and walked away from him. Far away, didn't want to see hear or breath him. Needed to get away from him fast.

Your paced picked up a little. Hurrying through the streets of Konoha. Trying to get home and away from everyone.

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

You walked into your house, no one was home. It was about noon, so your mom and sister probly went to your grandma's for the day. They always do every Saturday. They wont be back till later tonight.

You slipped your shoes off and closed to door. Your back leaned against the door.

'I thought I could do it. I thought I was strong enough. Apparently i'm not.' you thought walking away from the door.

You walked into the living room. Opened the living room window cause there was a nice summer Konoha breeze. Then you plopped down on the couch. Your face buried in the pillow that was there. You turned your head and looked at the blank TV. You grabed the remote and turned it on.

You went through all the channels like four times. You got frustrated turned it off then chucked the remote at the other end of the couch. You sat up, burying your face into your hands.

"What am I suppose to do?" you said.

"What do you mean what are you suppose to do?"

You froze, your eyes grew wide. You knew who that was, you did not need to be an idiot and turn to see who it was. Cause if you did, you would meet his gaze and wouldn't be able to look away. Your hands slowly went down your face. They stopped at your lips.

You heard him hope in through the window, and walk to you.

"Name, what do you mean what are you suppose to do?" he asked again but this time a little more serious.

'You can do this Name, you can face him. You can do this. Just turn your head and look at his face.' you thought.

Slowly your head turned, you saw his chest but then your eyes wondered up. You meet his gaze. Then you stopped, your eyes and his eyes locked on. Not one of you gonna look away. You felt your self stand up, facing him.

Sasuke grew up a lot you thought, he didn't look like a little kid so much anymore. You both were seventeen now. Almost adults.

You stared at him, not knowing what to say.

"Name, what are you suppose to do?" he asked again this time taking a step closer to you.

You didn't even move an inch. You stood your ground, slowly you dropped your arms to your side. Still looking at him, but then looked away. You grabed your own arm biting your lip. You had to say something and now was the time to.

"What am I suppose to do with you?"

"What do you mean, Name."

"I mean, am I suppose to be happy that you came back finally after five fucking years. Am I suppose to be mad, yell and curse at you. tell you to get out. Am I suppose to run and jump into your arms crying saying how much I missed you and that I still love you? Am I suppose to slap you and say that your stupid, your so stupid. I don't know what to do with you." you said sighing deeply.

Your eyes were all teary or watery. You could see guilt all over Sasuke's face. Written right on his forehead. You saw him look away, sadness in his eyes. Was the from you? Because you weren't happy to see him? What was this sadness?

You didn't know why, but you took a step toward Sasuke. You could tell he was trying to hold a couple tears back. But you, hell you just let a couple slip out. Only a couple.

"Your right Name, what are you suppose to do. But I said that I would come back to you. And I did, those five years I spent training all day and al night. I did it for you, I thought maybe if I did that I could see you sooner. But it didn't, I tired Name, I really tired. I missed you, there was a time I wasn't thinking about you. I still love you and you may not love me.-"

'I still love you Sasuke Uchiha, I really do. But I don't think I can tell you this right now.' you thought.

Oh how so bad you wanted to jump into his arms and hold him tight, saying 'Never leave me again Sasuke.'. You stayed right there, you looked away. Looking at the dumb blank TV again. A tear slipped out of your eye. A soft hand wiped it away.

You turn to see Sasuke standing right in front of you. His hands on your shoulder, a tight grip. Like you were gonna run away from him or something.

"Name, do you still love me?" he asked. The way he said, it sounded like he was begging you to still love him. Like he was nothing without you.

You felt yourself go weak and fall forward. Your hand covering your face, tears coming out again. Your head lightly landed on Sasuke's chest. His arms wrapping around your tiny body. His strong grip made you feel safe again. Did you really want to do this? Did you really want to forgive Sasuke that easily?

Yeah you were, you wanted him back in your life. You were nothing without him. Like you didn't belong. Your wrapped around Sasuke so tight. Sasuke pulled you closer and squeezed you.

You were not going to let him slip away again, never. And you were gonna make sure of it.

"I missed you too Sasuke. There wasn't a time when I was not thinking about you. I tired many times but never could. I love you too much and I need you on my life. I am noting without you. When I am with you I feel as though nothing could go wrong. I love you Sasuke, I love you Sasuke Uchiha." you cried into his shirt.

He held you even tighter kissing the top of your head. His hands cupped your face and you looked at each other.

"I love you Name, i'm so sorry."

You hands held his, they were still cupping your cheeks. You couldn't resist anymore. Your arms went around his neck and you pulled him in. You lips met. Cause Sasuke to jump slightly then relax and pull you closer. You opened your mouth for him, and he went right in. You let Sasuke take over you. Take over your body mind and soul.

Oh how much you missed him. Mouths opening like fish out of water, he moved from your lips down to your jaw then your neck. Leaving butterfly kisses all the way to the crook of your neck. He licked you there and sucked for a sec then went back to your mouth. He caught you off guard so your mouth was open. And his tongue slipped in.

You two stood there, in each others arms, making out. Trying to make up for lost time. You never wanting to let him go. Sasuke never wanting to let you go. You broke away after about ten minutes for air. Both of you gasping for air.

You looked into his onyx eyes, they looked happy and calm. You smiled so did he. He kissed you one more time then hugged you.

"I'm never letting you go ever. Never." he said taking in the smell of your hair.

"Promise me this, never leave me ever ever ever ever leave me. Ever." you said rubbing his back. Your fingers going over his muscles. He had a very sculpted back. You likey.

"I promise Name, I will never leave you. But answer me this."

You looked at him. "What?"

"How did you forgive me?" he asked, searching your face for an answer.

You smiled when he asked this. "I listened to my heart. It said that I still loved you and needed you in my life."

You both smiled and kissed again.

You were so happy to have him back. Have your baby back in your arms again, forever. It never hurts to listen to your heart. And you were glad you did.