Lost

by Ai-Itsumo

A poem via Chi's emotions and thoughts. I was really bored at school one day and I was in one of those writing flunks and Poetry helps to get out of those for me. Don't ask why.

Lost

Lost, I can not find a way,

'Can you help me?'

That's all I say,

Can't you see?

I need someone,

Someone to find me,

To save me from the weight of a ton,

A ton of responsibilities,

That are not mine.

I am lost in my emotions,

Can you help me sort them?

I have no notions,

To expell them of existence.

If you can help,

Than please tell me.

I want to live amongst you,

As a normal person,

With emotions, feelings, thoughts of my own,

But then, you disgrace me.

You tell me I'm not human,

Maybe it is true,

But must you say it out loud,

Where we become struck with the realization?

If I am not human,

And I am not machine,

What can I be,

Other than a horrible monster?

It may be your caring,

That gets me through the day,

Or maybe it's when you tell me,

Every thing will be okay.

You praise me when I do something right,

Correct me when I'm wrong,

You try to convince yourself,

I'm not human at all.

But appearances are deceiving,

And I keep on thinking.

Maybe I CAN be human too,

Someday, just for you.