CHAPTER 1
This is my first story ever and I'm nervous that no one will like it and I hope that someone really does so here goes it. Disclaimer I don't own Glee (I wish I did but I don't.)
Okay so this is the new redone version of What We All Want. I'm so sorry that you all have to re-read the story again but it had so big holes that I hopefully filled up so you're getting a better story.
Rachel+Puck
"Noah despite the fact that what I'm about to say might hurt I think that this course of action is indefinitely for the best considering the course of that our relationship has taken. I think we should….",said Rachel trailing off trying to think of what to say.
'Oh God she's breaking up with me.' Noah thought with sadness.
Puck could feel it deep in his body that she was going to break up with him. Not that he would ever admit it.
'It wasn't fair just because I wasn't Finn didn't mean I don't have feelings. Yeah I'm tough but I care and I actually like Rach a lot.'
Also something he wouldn't admit and would never tell her or anybody else.
'God it always comes back to Finn doesn't it. Finns quarterback, even though I'm the better player of the two of us, and he so stupid people thinks he's nice so I can't be most popular. Finn gets the girl I want and then I find a new one and she wants him to'. Noah thought with anger and envy in his mind.
'He even gets my baby.' He thought bitterly, even as a little voice said in the back of his mind 'Quinn said it could be your baby not that it was who knows who else she slept with she is a lonely, desperate Cheerio' But he ignored that voice.
It's just not far. Finn was the one making goo-goo eyes at Rachel (which causes the entire pregnancy mess by the way) but Quinn still chooses him over me. And he chose Quinn over Rachel but she likes him better anyway. He practically cheats and still wins, he chooses football over Glee and still wins, and he chooses to string along Rachel and still wins.' Noah though. The situation finally really getting to him with this on top of everything else.
'It's not fair don't I deserve at least one good thing in my life. Berry's a good thing, hell she's a goddamn great thing but, I can't have her because of him-can I? He thought rhetorically a little voice in the back of his mind saying "No."
'Berry's the only one who believes in me, thinks I can be anything but a Lima Loser, says I have the potential to go far in life, and is always pushing me to be the best I can be. She never even doubts me until she has absolute proof I've done something wrong-so why can't I get her. She makes me want to be a better Jew and a better person in general. Is this God's way of punishing me for being a bad Jew?' Noah thought.
Rachel POV
'I can't believe I'm about to do this but it is the right thing to do considering my feelings for Finn. Oh I hope Noah takes this well. Noah who's sweet, kind, and gorgeous. Noah who's much too good for her. Rachel thought with dread and guilt filling her.
'The Noah who chose you over football and popularity unlike Finn' A voice whispered a voice in her head making her guilt heavier.
'You really want to break up with him. You're not going to get any better than him. Quinn's pregnant she's effectively trapped Finn forever. And do you really want to be with Finn who leads you on and breaks your heart even though Quinn's a bitch and everyone knows it. Noah's just as nice if not even nicer than Finn. He changed for you, chose Glee for you, took a slushy to the face for you. He's gorgeous even more than Finn, he proved that he could be a leading man that he can rise to the occasion when needed. Would Finn do that? No he wouldn't and you and I both know that'
'That's right he chose me over everything important to him. Oh Barbara what was I about to do? She thought in shock.
'Break up with a perfectly nice, sweet, absolutely gorgeous guy. Not to mention the fact that he's Jewish, musically talented, and actually likes me Rachel Berry the social pariah of Lima, Ohio. When am I ever goings find another guy like him again? Never that's when I'm going to find someone like him that's when. He may not be Finn but he could be even better. He stuck by me through everything and I'm going to stick by him too.
"Noah I think we should take the only logical step in this relationship available considering how serious we are about each other. Well considering how serious I am about you. It's highly presumptuous to assume you feel the same way about me that I do you. Do you feel the same way about me Noah?" Rachel said in a rush fidgeting just a little in a slight hurried and insecure tone.
"I get Berry but dudes don't talk about our feelings. I haven't dumped you yet, despite the fact you haven't let me touch your boobs, so yeah you can assume I like you. I'm not saying out loud that I like you just that you can probably assume I like you." Puck said trying to play it off like it doesn't matter.
"Well Noah as I w saying I think we should take the only logical course for our relationship. I think we should meet each other family."
"WHAT" Puck said starting to get nervous parents never like him unless their cougars who wanted him. But he knows her fathers are gay and he doesn't swing that way. The Puckerone liked the ladies very well. And he knows that father's hate him on sight because of the Mohawk.
"I know my father's would love to meet you and that I personally would like to meet you mother and sister. So I was thinking Saturday or maybe this Friday we could meet each other. I understand if you are somewhat hesitant to meet the men who raised someone as great, talented, ambitious, and strong minded as me. But rest assured that it could be maybe a simple introduction then you could leave, with some minor technicalities as they probably know your family from temple, but maybe so hobbies, your extracurricular activities, maybe what sports teams you like from Dad, nothing too in-depth." Rachel said trying to be soothing and placating due to the look of fright on Puck face but just making him a little more nervous.
"Berry dads hate me it's the Mohawk it screams badass to everyone father especially and they always have. And there are two of them so it's double the hate for me. And you don't want to meet my family. My sisters a 10 year old punk little brat who hasn't got the Puckerman badassness down yet. And my mom's a psychotic Jewish mom. That's ten times worse that a regular mom. She'll try to get us married immediately and probably kidnapped you so you can't get away. Because I know she's going to think I'm as soon as she meets you going to screw this up because I'm a screw up like my dad." Puck said going from nervous to nervous-anxious at the end of that rant.
"Oh Noah everything will be all right. I know I haven't been the best girlfriend ("Yeah, you still haven't let me touch your boobs at all yet") in the world. And I'm not the easiest person to get along with. But I'm going to try and change that for because you're so sweet to me. And I want this between us to work so I'm going to give it my all" Rachel said sincerely.
Rachel's words touched Puck in a place that hadn't been touched by anyone that wasn't family in a long time.
His heart.
Sighing he said, "Look Berry that sounds good and all but I don't think you listened to a word I've said at all. So if you it means that much to you and I get something out of it we can meet each other's parents."
Seeing the ecstatic look overcoming Rachel's face and not wanting to let her win or seem weak he stopped her before she could get started, "Look it's not about to be all sunshine and rainbows you have to meet my family first if we do this, "he said sternly.
Thinking it over and agreeing to the terms she nodded her head.
Seeing her nod he continued with his terms, "And you have to do something for me."
This made her stop and hesitate. She knew while he liked her he liked her legs and chest even more than that. Give her a little credit she was raised in a house with two male figures who didn't hide the horrors of man from her at all. And she was afraid of what he would do to get more of both of them. Gathering her courage and take a deep breath she asked him what he wanted her to do?
His response was only a smirk and a mischievous look in his eyes.
(To be continued….)
