Never Again Will I Love You
Edward wanted to talk to me at his house. I agreed quickly, I was stupid. When I arrived everything was covered in sheets and the others looked horribly sad. Alice began tearless sobbing, Jasper didn't look any better from all the emotions. It hit me immediately. "You're leaving." I had asked my voice cracked in odd places. Edward merely nodded. I began crying, The Cullen's one by one tried to comfort me, even Rosalie.
But I wouldn't stop because the one I wanted to comfort me didn't. Edward. His face was neutral as his family no doubt was screaming at him to attempt to comfort me. Then he turned and left. The Cullen's had no choice but to follow, I fell to my knees sobbing hysterically.
When I looked up they were all in their respective cars. Edward just drove away not even looking back, but as the others left they all turned and waved, pain and sorrow filled their faces Jasper was the worst, the other emotions hitting him hard. Slowly they all vanished into the distance to. The last thing I saw before they all left was the back of their cars but I heard their sobbing as well.
I. Was. Dead. For weeks I droned on and on like a zombie, My friend Jake couldn't even help me, I turned to writing poems to express my feelings, never speaking, never doing anything, I wrote many poems in the first month, all them about the Cullen's. I realized I didn't hate them….well not all of them.
That first day I realized I hated Edward was the day I changed completely. I turned Goth/Emo. My friends were astounded. Angela and Ben stayed close though. I didn't cut myself like other Emos did, I merely moped and wondered whether or not Jasper had been like this when he had been Emo/Goth.
A few months after I became my new self, I was visiting the Cullen's house, like I did every day after school when I heard a familiar sound I turned around and saw a stragne vampire.
Her name was Christine, I could tell she was a veggie. She asked me why I was here at a house she assumed I knew had once belonged to vampires. I explained everything to her, She was shocked.
I begged her to change me, she agreed, so she bit me then faked my death while I was burning.