Break up
by
nexa_alex & xCrazyKindOvWeirdx
Disclamer: We don't own Card Captor Sakura!
Hey there!
This story was suppouse to be only an oneshot but become a multichapters with - a lot of - help from xCrazyKindOvWeirdx (by the way you should read her storys, their not CCS, but are great!).
Here it is 'Break up':
Sakura P.O.V.:
Here we are again, fighting over nothing. It's always the same thing. When did it start? We weren't like this. We never used to fight. I don't even remember why we were fighting anymore.
He's saying that I don't hear him, that we don't talk, we only fight, and that he's had enough….
Wait! Is he breaking up with me? No... No… No…
I love him! I can't live without him… I never did.
Yes we fight, but I still love him. Yeah, so I usually don't say it, I never did… only once or twice. But… Hell… that doesn't mean I don't love him.
We've known each other since… like… forever…
Well… I think he was already there when I was born. He has always been there when I needed him…
When my mom died, when Steve broke up with me. And I've been there for him, always… when his dad died, the years of training, the elders talk…
And I don't think that I will make it through if he leaves me, I love everything about him!
When did I start to cry? Oh yeah… when he said he had had enough…
I have to stop it, he used to say that he don't like it when I cry, and the last thing I want is his pity…
Syaoran P.O.V.:
Shit… she's crying… she knows I can't stand to see her crying, she can't do this to me! Damn!
Why the hell am I doing this? I'm hurting her; I'm making her cry…. That's the last thing I wanna do… I love her so much, so damn much. I can't stand the sight of her crying, I would prefer to kill myself than make her cry… But…
Damn! I hate every time we fight! It begins with nothing and it ends with us mad at each other. And it's always me that has to admit that I was wrong.
It's not like I say 'I'm sorry'. I only hold her when she's calmed down, and it would be all ok again.
Until we fight again… like what? 15 minutes later? Ok… I'm exaggerating, two or three hours after the first fight…
Why am I saying all this? That I want to break up with her? It's not like I really want to? I only want to stop fighting with her…
Yeah… that's it I wanna break up with her because I have had enough of fighting with her. If someday we had a really ugly fight and we never talk to each other again? That I really couldn't stand… yeah… because I really could never have enough of her…
Normal P.O.V.:
Brown eyes looked into emerald ones.
"I wanna end it, Sakura."
"What?" she asked bewildered.
"I don't think I can handle it anymore… I've had enough." His face was cold and void of emotions.
"Are you breaking up with me?"
"Yeah." It was his only answer.
"You're sure?" she asked a little of hope in her voice. Like he would change his mind.
"Yeah…" No such luck.
"Okay…"
Silence filled the room, an awkward silence that both wanted to avoid.
"Well… then… I guess…" he didn't know what to say. What should someone say when just broke up with her long term girlfriend. And… bestfriend since birth. Silence meets them again.
"I think Tomoyo is calling me, I've to go…"
And she dashed out the door, tears starting to fall again.
He just stood still, head down, tensed and regretting already what he had just done. But now, nothing could be done.
Normal P.O.V. - Tomoyo's:
"He broke – up – with – m – e – me – To – mo – yo"
"Shh… come on Saks, it's ok…."
Sakura and Tomoyo were at Daidouji Mansion, on the heir room. The just-single girl was crying in her best friends lap, lying on the bed, and Tomoyo was trying to make her best friend feel better.
"No it's not! I wanna be with him!" Sakura Sobbed "I don't wanna be his friend! I wanna be his girlfriend! I wanna… I wanna… I wanna kiss him, and hug him… and I wanna be in his arms..."
"Shh… it's gonna be ok…"
"And if he gets a girlfriend? I wouldn't take it… I… I…"
"He would never get another girlfriend, he loves you!"
"Do you really think so? It's just that if I love someone I would never break up with that person…" she cried, desperation in her voice.
"I'm sure he does… wasn't it you who told me that you couldn't take all the fights you two were having?"
"Yeah but I never thought of leaving him!"
"You know he hates fights!"
"Yeah but…"
Tomoyo made her get up and held her face, making her look into her eyes she said:
"Shh! I'm telling you he loves you! If I'm telling you he does, then he does! End of discussion!"
"I love you, you know that?" Sakura asked cleaning her face off tears.
"Yeah, I know that! Now! Put a smile on that pretty face and show him the precious minutes he's losing of having you in his arms!"
Normal P.O.V. - Syaoran's:
Eriol was working at the office when he got a call from Tomoyo telling him that sakura was crying on her lap, because of his cousin! He had rushed over to see Syaoran, and found him sulking on the sofa, staring at a blank T.V. Syaoran was now perched on the edge of his sofa, he had just finished telling Eriol the story. Eriol was pacing in front of the fire, he was frustrated with his cousin. 'I can't believe this! Tomoyo is furious… Sakura is devastated! He is stupid idiot! This is all because of one of their fights?! They have them all the time!'
"You know that was the stupidest decision you made in all your 17 years of existence?" he stated in a dry voice. He was too angry to even look at Syaoran.
"…" Syaoran had his head in his hands, he wasn't really listening to Eriol, he felt his eyes fill up with water, but quickly blinked back the tears, he regretted what he had done, but couldn't do anything about it now.
"And you know that she's the second beauty in this town…" Eriol continued… he new he was rambling, but he trying to think of a way to fix this.
"…"
"And that the second that the male population of this school know she is available they will be all over her…"
"…"
"And that beside being an beautiful angel on the earth -"
"Hey!" Syaoran stated annoyed, how dare Eriol say that about his girl, wasn't he with Tomoyo?!
"Hey nothing, isn't that what you used to call her?" 'Oh…' Syaoran thought, his jealousy was already getting the better of him! What happens if Sakura got another boyfriend?! How will he act then?! 'That won't happen, I wont allow it… I will get her back.' He thought calmly. "She's still a walking angel on earth," he stated, letting Eriol know that he did regret breaking up with her.
"Well, latest news told me about now she's being -" Eriol began…
"Such a beautiful, kind, sweet, attractive, generous, giving, charming, sensual, irresistible, stunning, happy, energetic, adorable, pure and beautiful fallen angel!" Syaoran interrupted, he was thinking of all the happy times, when they first admitted they liked each other, the first kiss… 'I hope she forgives me…'
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oh and i'm portuguese and Jo AKA xCrazyKindOvWeirdx is english!
soooo.... sorry any mistakes!
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