What I really want is a normal life

I want to be able to like anyone that I feel that I can

I don't want to feel insecure about anything anymore

because I know that deep down,

I can be me again

These feelings of pain and abuse,

they overcome my life and all that I am.

You're manipulating game is over,

starting today.

I am done being used and played with.

You're mind games have been going on long enough.

This pain that you have caused is going to ruin the rest of my life

if I don't stop it.

I want to feel happy with him,

to be able to feel how I did with you before this happened.

You're done playing with my head