I own nothing but Ryan, everyone else belongs to . I am just puting them in a human world. My first attempt at writing fanfiction, be honest and let me know if I should continue.
SPOV
"How does it look Amelia?"
"Sookie you look hot, total MILF"
"AMELIA" I can't help but blush as my ego is fed.
Looking in the mirror outside the dressing room of the boutique in downtown Shreveport, am pleased with what I see. My 5'6 , hour glass frame is nicely accentuated by the ice blue cocktail dress. The color goes nicely with my blue eyes and long blonde hair. Yes, I have finally gotten my pre pregnancy figure back with the added bonus of slightly larger boobs. Tara, my childhood friend had said I was one those pregnant woman everyone hates, because the only changes were my belly and boobs. The pregnancy was typical and easy unlike the grueling labor which end result was a 9 lb 23'in Ryan Eric Stackhouse. When I first laid eyes on my little man I felt a love and pride that I never knew I was capable of. But with that love came sadness that my son would not know his father. Being in the hospital and watching all the families come and go, while I was alone made my heart ache. With Ryan's father not in the picture I was going to be a single mom. The one good thing about being alone in the hospital is I got to be friend Amelia who was my nurse then and now is my best friend. With that thought I glance over at Amelia who has Ryan on bouncing on her lap. Ryan is the spiting image of his father, especially the deep sapphire blue eyes and same wheat blond hair. He even has some of his mannerism like that damn smirk when he is being mischievous. I smile looking at my son when my stomach drops when I hear my name being called.
"Sookie….Is that you?"
"Shit" I mumble but Amelia hears and gives me a questioning look. It's been 3 ½ years since I've heard that voice.
"Oh my god it is you, how are you, still living in Bon Temps?"
"Hi…. Pam , I'm well and only on the weekends you?"
"Good, We have relocated the Shreveport and I'm shopping for opening night of the club we're opening"
I knew who we were but I didn't want to talk about him. "Well that's ni…"
I was interrupted by Ryan pulling on the dress "Mommy carry me"
Pam's mouth dropped open and those sapphire eyes that where identical to Ryan's showed the realization, before she blanked her expression.
"And who is this ?"
SHIT…. she knows I know she knows how could she not I've seen his baby pictures and well let's just say they might as well be pictures of Ryan.
"Pam this is my son Ryan"
"Can I hold him ?"
"uh sure, here let me go change, Oh by the way this my friend Amelia"
I hurry back the dressing room to change and I hear the dreaded question.
"So Amelia how old is he?"
SHIT, SHIT ,SHIT, SHIT
"He'll be 3 next month"
Well that's her confirmation right there
"Hmm, well I must go it was nice to meet you."
I exit the dressing room and Pam is gone and I know my life is about to change.
"Who was that?"
"Pam Northman, Eric's sister…and Ryan's aunt"
"OH MY GOD she's going to tell him right?"
I had told Amelia all bout me and Eric and why he had no knowledge of Ryan.
"Oh yeah, …..let's go home, I don't feel like shopping anymore."
As Amelia drives us home I think back to the last time I saw Eric.
It was a week after I had graduated from LSU . Eric was in the shower while I was getting dress for us to go out dancing with Pam. His phone started ringing and since we were running late I figured it was her looking for us so I answered it. I was not prepared for what I heard.
"Hey Sexy I've missed you" said a purring unfamiliar voice . I didn't say anything I just held the phone I was about to tell her she had the wrong number when she started to talk again.
"Eric you there?"
"Who is this"
"Who are you?"
"Eric's girlfriend, and you?"
SILENCE
"I'm sorry" and she hung up. I closed the phone and tears quietly started to fall. He was cheating on me how could he. I had my back to the bathroom door and was so lost in my thoughts I didn't here the door open. Eric came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist to pull me to and started kissing my neck. I pulled away a faced him
"Sookie what's Wrong"
I push him away "what's wrong, what's wrong " I throw the phone at him "who is she?"
"What?"
"Don't play stupid Eric. she just called how long?"
"I haven't.. look it's not what you think."
"REALLY NOT WHAT I THINK, huh SEXY I've missed you that's what SHE said"
"It's just talking I haven't sleep with anyone else….but I have been meaning to talk to you, I think we need some time apart. This ,he gestures between us, is moving to fast . I want to be carefree with no responsibilities for awhile. I Love you I just need some me time"
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?"
He said nothing he just looked at the floor. After what seemed an eternity he finally spoke "We can still hangout and…." he trailed off as he ran his finger along my lips.
I was seething "and what? FUCK ? You honestly think I'll still continue to fuck you? Well you know what thank you for letting me know exactly what I mean to you. GO FUCK YOURSELF I NEVER want to see you again." and with that I stormed out of Eric Northman's life.
He continued to call me and stop by my apartment but I didn't answer the door or phone. Instead I packed up and moved back to Bon Temps. A week later I went to the doctor for a check up. He said he hadn't sleep with anyone else and strangely I believed him ,but I could be wrong and I wasn't taking any chances. Everything came back clear excepted for the pregnancy test, I was 2 months pregnant . I thought about calling him but I remembered what he said. He didn't want any responsibilities, he wanted me time. So my decision was made I was on my own.
I was pulled out of my thoughts with my name being called repeatedly.
"Sookie are you ok? Do you think he'll contact you?
"Amelia, I really don't know what he'll do and that is what has me anxious."