Disclaimer: I don't own it....
Warning!!: Yaoi!!!! Suicide...
SG: Konnichiwa minna-san!!!!!!! I'm soooooo glad so may of you like 'Pure Love'!! I'm workin' on the sequel but school started back up....too much homework...you get the picture...
DG: yes..skool is evil..
SG: For once Yami we can agree on something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DG: -.-;;
Sora: riiiight..
SG: ooh ooh ooh! I'd like everyone to meet my new muse! Sora!
Sora: *waves frantically* HIIII!
SG: He's from Kingdom Hearts hehe
Sora: *nods and grins broadly*
SG: isn't he adorable?! *Huggles*
---Lyrics--- "blah" talking 'blah' thinking /Hikari to Yami/ //Yami to Hikari//
*** --- I feel stupid-but I know it won't last for long I've been guessing- I coulda been guessin' wrong You don't know me now I kinda thought that you should somehow Does that whole mad season got you down I feel stupid-but it's somethin' that comes and goes And I've been changin'-think it's funny how no one knows We don't talk about the little things that we do without When that whole mad season comes around---
There where once days when I never really favored sleep....it just came. It always seemed to waste hours away-hours where I could have been having fun. Those were the days when my life was going so well......almost _perfect_.
Those days are _long_ gone.
Now it seems, sleep is the only way I can escape the pain and torture that is my reality. Why does it always have to be so hard? Why I just have the one I love? Maybe..I should start from the beginning.
Around four years ago when I was 11 my dad returned home from one of his many archeological trips. It was right after dinner and I had just been called into the living room...
/*Flashback*/ (to prevent reader boredom)
A young, silver-haired boy stepped into the room in which his father sat with a small box placed on his lap.
The boy, Ryou Bakura, sat down next to his father and smiled up at him brightly.
"Here Ryou..." The father said quietly whilst sifting through the tissue in the box.
---So are you gonna stand there lookin' like the answer now? It seems to me-you'd come around I need you now-do you think you can cope? You've figured me out-that I'm lost and I'm hopeless I'm bleeding and broken-though I've never spoken I come undone...in this mad season---
Ryou's face lit up when he saw what his father had bought for him. It was a large, golden ring with a two-dimensional pyramid in the middle. Five large spikes hung down from the sides. It was fastened off with a simple leather cord.
Ryou slowly took the gift from his father and strung it over his neck. Surprisingly enough, despite it being gold, it was fairly light.
/*End Flashback*/
And ever since then....my life has been a living hell.
But then there is my so-called _friends_.
---I feel stupid-but I think I've been catchin' on I feel ugly-but I know I still turn you one You've seem colder now..torn apart, angry, turned around Does that whole mad season got you down? So are you gonna stand there-or are you gonna help me out? We need to be together now I need you now-do you think you can cope? You've figured me out-that I'm lost and I'm hopeless I'm bleeding and broken-though I've never spoken I come undone...in this mad season---
They helped me out for a while but never really were there for me when I needed it the most. They were too caught up in their own lives I guess....
I sigh deeply looking, for one last time, around my room. The lights have been turned off and the silver moonlight is the only source of illumination. I swallow hard, looking at the object that would end my life.
I bend back my wrist and allow the blade to _lightly_ penetrate it's skin. I wince as soon as a burst of pain shoots up through my arm. I pull the blade away, not able to bear the pain. Oh well, I had _cut_ it at least....if I was left alone for at least 5 min, I would die.
Death.
To think that word used to scare me, now it seems like praise. The best thing that could happen to me now. The darkness slowly starts consuming me.
But...the only thing I regret is something I'll never get to tell my Yami.
I loved him.
---And now I'm cryin'-isn't that what you want? And I'm tryin' to live my life on my own...but I won't And at times, I do believe I am strong So tell me why, why, why Do I feel stupid? And I came undone.... In this mad season---
~To be continued~ ****** SG: I had to shorten the song a bit..the rest was just the repeated chorus. Anyways, I hope u liked!!! Don't worry there's more.....I'm workin' on it! XD
DG: uh-huh...*yawn*
SG: oh! I'm going to try somethin' new with this!!! K....I'm in DESPERATE need for reviews.. so For all those of you who review((and leave an e-mail address)) I will e-mail you a hand-drawn piccy of your choice of either, Ryou, Yami Yuugi, Yami Bakura, Sora, Riku or anyone else you want.Just tell me their name and I'll try and find them if not I'll contact you and ask for another request....but that's only if u leave a review with your e-mail address((so I can send the pic to u)) Hope u enjoy the fic!(And if you say something very inspiring or leave a REALLY long review then u will get 2 or 3 pics ((it depends on how long or inspiring)) K? ) Oh and not to be bragging or anything but I draw pretty good..If you've seen some of my mediaminer work than you already know (they're all quick pics except for three of 'em) how good I am. K? Arigato!
Sora: you are desperate! ^.^;;;
DG: uh-huh
SG: yeah well whatever
Riku: wait....a pic of ME?! Since when have you like me?!
SG: since now!! *glomps Riku*
DG&Sora: -.-;; review
SG: Konnichiwa minna-san!!!!!!! I'm soooooo glad so may of you like 'Pure Love'!! I'm workin' on the sequel but school started back up....too much homework...you get the picture...
DG: yes..skool is evil..
SG: For once Yami we can agree on something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DG: -.-;;
Sora: riiiight..
SG: ooh ooh ooh! I'd like everyone to meet my new muse! Sora!
Sora: *waves frantically* HIIII!
SG: He's from Kingdom Hearts hehe
Sora: *nods and grins broadly*
SG: isn't he adorable?! *Huggles*
---Lyrics--- "blah" talking 'blah' thinking /Hikari to Yami/ //Yami to Hikari//
*** --- I feel stupid-but I know it won't last for long I've been guessing- I coulda been guessin' wrong You don't know me now I kinda thought that you should somehow Does that whole mad season got you down I feel stupid-but it's somethin' that comes and goes And I've been changin'-think it's funny how no one knows We don't talk about the little things that we do without When that whole mad season comes around---
There where once days when I never really favored sleep....it just came. It always seemed to waste hours away-hours where I could have been having fun. Those were the days when my life was going so well......almost _perfect_.
Those days are _long_ gone.
Now it seems, sleep is the only way I can escape the pain and torture that is my reality. Why does it always have to be so hard? Why I just have the one I love? Maybe..I should start from the beginning.
Around four years ago when I was 11 my dad returned home from one of his many archeological trips. It was right after dinner and I had just been called into the living room...
/*Flashback*/ (to prevent reader boredom)
A young, silver-haired boy stepped into the room in which his father sat with a small box placed on his lap.
The boy, Ryou Bakura, sat down next to his father and smiled up at him brightly.
"Here Ryou..." The father said quietly whilst sifting through the tissue in the box.
---So are you gonna stand there lookin' like the answer now? It seems to me-you'd come around I need you now-do you think you can cope? You've figured me out-that I'm lost and I'm hopeless I'm bleeding and broken-though I've never spoken I come undone...in this mad season---
Ryou's face lit up when he saw what his father had bought for him. It was a large, golden ring with a two-dimensional pyramid in the middle. Five large spikes hung down from the sides. It was fastened off with a simple leather cord.
Ryou slowly took the gift from his father and strung it over his neck. Surprisingly enough, despite it being gold, it was fairly light.
/*End Flashback*/
And ever since then....my life has been a living hell.
But then there is my so-called _friends_.
---I feel stupid-but I think I've been catchin' on I feel ugly-but I know I still turn you one You've seem colder now..torn apart, angry, turned around Does that whole mad season got you down? So are you gonna stand there-or are you gonna help me out? We need to be together now I need you now-do you think you can cope? You've figured me out-that I'm lost and I'm hopeless I'm bleeding and broken-though I've never spoken I come undone...in this mad season---
They helped me out for a while but never really were there for me when I needed it the most. They were too caught up in their own lives I guess....
I sigh deeply looking, for one last time, around my room. The lights have been turned off and the silver moonlight is the only source of illumination. I swallow hard, looking at the object that would end my life.
I bend back my wrist and allow the blade to _lightly_ penetrate it's skin. I wince as soon as a burst of pain shoots up through my arm. I pull the blade away, not able to bear the pain. Oh well, I had _cut_ it at least....if I was left alone for at least 5 min, I would die.
Death.
To think that word used to scare me, now it seems like praise. The best thing that could happen to me now. The darkness slowly starts consuming me.
But...the only thing I regret is something I'll never get to tell my Yami.
I loved him.
---And now I'm cryin'-isn't that what you want? And I'm tryin' to live my life on my own...but I won't And at times, I do believe I am strong So tell me why, why, why Do I feel stupid? And I came undone.... In this mad season---
~To be continued~ ****** SG: I had to shorten the song a bit..the rest was just the repeated chorus. Anyways, I hope u liked!!! Don't worry there's more.....I'm workin' on it! XD
DG: uh-huh...*yawn*
SG: oh! I'm going to try somethin' new with this!!! K....I'm in DESPERATE need for reviews.. so For all those of you who review((and leave an e-mail address)) I will e-mail you a hand-drawn piccy of your choice of either, Ryou, Yami Yuugi, Yami Bakura, Sora, Riku or anyone else you want.Just tell me their name and I'll try and find them if not I'll contact you and ask for another request....but that's only if u leave a review with your e-mail address((so I can send the pic to u)) Hope u enjoy the fic!(And if you say something very inspiring or leave a REALLY long review then u will get 2 or 3 pics ((it depends on how long or inspiring)) K? ) Oh and not to be bragging or anything but I draw pretty good..If you've seen some of my mediaminer work than you already know (they're all quick pics except for three of 'em) how good I am. K? Arigato!
Sora: you are desperate! ^.^;;;
DG: uh-huh
SG: yeah well whatever
Riku: wait....a pic of ME?! Since when have you like me?!
SG: since now!! *glomps Riku*
DG&Sora: -.-;; review