Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Naruto or anything else relating to the work of Masashi Kishimoto.
Warnings: Language. This is Yaoi, I think… so if you no like, you no read! There's something called a back button. One more thing this chapter is a lemon, somewhere along the way, I believe I'll put it near the end of this chapter.
Summary: Falling in love with someone you just met, was one thing. The thing was that Sasuke managed to fall for someone with a dark, and violent past. Now he got himself involved in thing the other didn't want him to experience. Sasuke was determined to stay committed to him now matter what happened.
Title: Wavering Hearts
Sasuke groaned as the sunlight was forced upon his face, due to his mother opening the curtain.
"Sasuke, now's not the time to be wasting in bed, sweetie, there's work to be done." Mikoto flinched slightly as she ran into a dangling web.
"I convinced your father to let me wake you. You know how that man works, it was best that I came." She said removing the sticky web from her face.
Sasuke groaned and pulled the covers up higher. Normally he would get up earlier but today he didn't want to do anything but lie here, in his warm, comfy bed.
"Sasuke I said get up now. Or would you like me to wake up like your father does?" Sasuke sat up immediately to meet the narrowing eye of his mother and then smirk when he shook his head.
"Good, it was a waste of water any way… your foods on the table in the big house. We need you to go into the mill today; I hear the Akimichis' got a lower price on their dough."
She stopped at the doorway, just before reaching out for the knob. She stomped her foot, hard against the floor. She smiled at sound of the started raven rumbling on the bed.
"It is best if I return here to find an empty cabin, Sasuke." Mikoto said sternly. "I will expect you finish by lunch." She said before leaving.
"I'll expect you to finish by lunch." Sasuke mimicked getting up.
Sasuke ducked down when there was a slam at the door. "I heard that."
"Damn that woman…" Sasuke began to dress, locating his work shirt. He slipped it on buttoning up each of the round beads.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he reached under his bed pulling out a pair of boots. Slipping them on him, he began walking to the door. Opening it he stooped as he saw his mother standing at the door, hands on hips.
"Good." With that she turned to leave. "I doubted you for a moment."
Sasuke made a face to Mikoto. She gladly returned it. "Your father maybe right, you need to act your age, you're a grown man now, Sasuke. These little games aren't appropriate anymore."
"You sound just like father." Sasuke said bluntly.
Mikoto sighed. "Itachi went through this phase too."
"Stop comparing me to Itachi!" Sasuke yelled throwing his arms in the air.
"Don't raise your voice with me. Sasuke I wasn't. I was stating that-"
"I don't wanna hear it." Sasuke interrupted.
"Sasuke. Sasuke." Mikoto rubbed her temples as Sasuke stalked off.
Sasuke walked down the dirt path leading to the village. "Who does she think she is?"
'My mother.' He thought. 'Well besides that.'
He continued his way passing a few small huts and cabins. He waved at a few people who knew him.
"Sasuke, is your father still trying to mine those damn mountains?" A man who Sasuke believe was the local fish monger.
"I believe so." His family was known for their work as black smiths. His father owned a mine up on the mountain. If he remembered right they're still trying to support the walls to prevent a cave in.
"Good, I could use some new hooks. I believe we could propose a trade?"
Sasuke smiled. "That would be nice, but my mother or father will deal trades."
"Very well." The man nodded. "Good day, Sasuke."
"As well." Sasuke nodded back.
Continuing his walk he came upon the bakery. The smell of fresh loaf of bread filled the air. Walking in the building, he was greeted by big woman. "Sasuke, came to buy some loaves?"
"No, my mother I believe would like some flour." The big woman began to laugh getting off the stool she was sitting on.
"Mikoto, always wanting to do everything herself. Well I believe it's an Uchiha thing."
"Hmph." The woman had to laugh.
"Ah, don't mind me rambling."
"I'll have Chouji bring it over, you can pay then."
Nodding Sasuke turned to leave. His stomach began to growl.
"Someone's hungry. Miss breakfast?"
"Maybe…." Sasuke said rubbing his stomach.
"Here eat this. You're going to need it." She turned back and found a fresh loaf of bread.
"No it's fine, ma'am." said Sasuke holding up his hands.
"Don't be so modest, it's on the house. Take it; a man needs food to grow up, nice strong. Maybe you'll grow up to be as strong as Choza." The lady laughed.
Sasuke's stomach growled again, a little louder this time. Sasuke rubbed it a little.
"I think I will take your offer…" he said finally giving in to his stomach.
Laughing the lady tossed him the loaf. "It's still warm, enjoy." She said giving him a warm smile.
Catching it, Sasuke took a bite of the loaf and managed to say, "Thank you…"
Arriving at his home he noticed the pairs of boots by the door of the big house. "Father's home…" Shadowing his eyes with his hand he looked at the sky.
It was almost mid-day, it was odd for his father to arrive this early, unless something happened or something important came up.
Slowly opening the front door, he walked in quietly. He father didn't like being behind schedule nor did he like interruptions.
"Sasuke? You home, sweetie?" Mikoto's soft voice traveled through the room.
"Yeah," he answered back.
"Uh… can I speak with you for a moment…?" She sounded hesitant.
"Sure." Sasuke went to the kitchen, to find his mother seated at the table.
"Sit." She simply said.
Sasuke bit lip nervously. Was he going to be lectured? What did he do this time? He couldn't recall doing anything wrong… well not anything that they could have found out of.
"What is this about..?" he said taking the seat across from her.
"Sasuke, listen I sent your Father has received some… requests…"
"Requests?" Sasuke said tilting his head.
"Well… more like demands the way your Father told me but… they're asking to wed you to the daughter of the Yamanaka's…"
Sasuke shifted uncomfortably as his Mother's intense gaze.
"You know that nice young woman, Ino right? I'm sure you've met before…"
"Listen Mother, I don't want to be married… at the moment."
Mikoto smiled, "I told your Father that, but he keeps insisting… I convinced his to let you decide but you have shown any desire towards any woman…"
Again he felt uncomfortable, where was she getting at?
"It's because I haven't found the right one yet…" he said bluntly.
"Sure…"Mikoto's smiled. "Listen you know your Father has small patience… he keeps saying you make your move or he'll do it for you."
Mikoto's hand reached across the table to grabs Sasuke's. "Listen Sasuke I know… don't worry I'm not disappointed or mad. I just want you to be happy."
Sasuke squirmed a little. "What do you know exactly?" he asked slowly.
Mikoto laughed softly. "You're smart Sasuke; you know what I'm trying to say…"
Sasuke narrowed his eyes at his Mother, then his eyes widened figuring it out, he started blushing slightly. "How…?"
"How?" she said grinning. "I'm your Mother, I pick up on things, and you don't really think you could have hid it from me. Call it Mother's instinct when you know your kids aren't telling you something… or everything."
"So… you really aren't mad?" Sasuke said curiously.
"Why should I? It's not in my part to judge you, as your Mother I will support you and your decisions." She said squeezing Sasuke hand lightly.
"I hope you find yourself big strong man, who will protect you and treat you, right. I'll be happy if you are. As long as he doesn't do anything to hurt you in any way there won't be any problem from me."
Sasuke smiled contently. "Thanks… but… um…"
"Does your Father know this? No… not yet at least." Mikoto answered before Sasuke could finish. "He's your Father he has to know at some point. How he will react is another thing… but whatever happens I'm here for you okay."
Sasuke nodded, his heart felt a little lighter knowing his Mother accepted him, his real self.
It was a hard thing for him to hide, on the land they were on; it wasn't often that a man revealed he was attracted to another man. Everyone reacted differently, he heard various scenes. He was too afraid to tell his parent, anyone for that matter.
"Your Father is asleep in the other room. An accident occurred in the mines today." She squeezed hands a little.
"He's fine, don't worry. It was a cave it near the deeper section, no one was hurt, they're still checking to see if it's safe to continue."
"And Itachi?" Sasuke asked.
"Itachi? I don't know… he left early this morning but he didn't say where he was headed."
Sasuke got up. "Thank you, Mother… for everything"
Mikoto stood up and began rummaging through some of the cabinets. Pulling out a big pot she said, "Well I'm going to make lunch… I'm sure your Father will be waking soon."
"I'm heading out then Mother."
"Where to exactly…? I want to know where you are. I'm getting a little worried about Itachi..."
"I'm sure his fine but I think I'll head for that small waterfall, uphill."
"How far uphill?" she asked leaning the pot on her hip.
"Uh… it's not too far for me to get lost. Don't worry Mother I've been there dozens of times."
"So is that where you disappear to every now and then?" she said knowingly.
"Maybe…" Sasuke said sticking out his tongue.
Mikoto stuck out her tongue too. "Get going before I change my mind." she said and then turned to leave.
Sasuke exited the big house and waved good bye to his Mother who exited with him, it looked as she was headed to the well.
The trip to the falls wasn't a short one but it wasn't too long. Sasuke took his time getting there, looking at scenery.
The trip was dangerous since he left the boundaries of the 'safe zone' as they called it. There were wild animals here, though Sasuke had yet to meet a dangerous one.
Arriving to a small area full of giant boulders, he stretched a little. It was a short climb up the steep slope but it then was a little ways from the falls.
"I hate these rocks sometimes…" he mumbled to himself as he bumped his knee on the edge of one.
Sasuke let out a breath when he made it to the top. He followed the sound of water gushing as he made it to the falls.
It wasn't very big but you fit two people stacked on top of each other, to reach the top… well very tall people so three at most.
It was the biggest of many smaller falls as they made it down the side of the mountain until it emptied out in the ocean, or least Sasuke assumed.
The small lake under it was deep enough for it to reach Sasuke's mid torso. It was fun to swim, the water was cool. After a long day he could bathe, he stashed some bars of soap under some rocks.
There was a sand bar on either side of the small lake, reaching up to the foot of a tree before turning into grass.
Sasuke began undressing; removing all of his clothing, there was one around this fall could be in the middle of nowhere. The nearest village that Sasuke knew of was back the direction where he came from.
Once in the nude he entered the water, slowing making his way to the center. His arms swished around the water as he slowly emerged himself.
Sasuke dunked himself a while before making his way to a pile of rocks near the bank in which he his stash, of soap bars of course.
Removing the top rocks he randomly chose one of a few. Placing it aside he covered the rest again.
He dipped it a few times it the water to get the suds started, and then he began scrubbing his body.
Scrubbing his torso, and then his shoulders, then arms. Slowly washing down till he reached his navel. It was in a way pointless to scrub under the water since it would be immediately wash away, but Sasuke enjoyed doing it any way.
First bending over he washed his calves, slowly moving to his thighs, then his inner thighs. He rubbed slowly across his manhood. Pressing harder on it, he closed his eyes.
His fingers played around with the sac, twiddling around each ball. Slowly he grew aroused, he slowly jerked himself, and it's been far too long since he done this. It felt so good; he could never bring himself to touch himself back home.
Sasuke slid his fingers down to the base and back up to the tip, slowly he pressed his thumb down on the head.
He stopped much to his displeasure when heard he heard noises coming from the other side of the falls. Then he heard a man's voice, it was cursing, it didn't sound too pleased. He didn't know what to do.
Slowly a shadow emerged from afar, and then a man walked out of bristle, making his way to a pile of rocks. The man was tall, blonde, he was built, and geez those arms were huge. He was two heads taller than himself.
He didn't notice Sasuke as far as he could tell. He was frowning, mumbling nonsense. He seated himself on some of the rocks, and began working on the buckles of the boots he was wearing.
The blonde man took them off dumping them to the side. He then took off some really old worked what looked like socks. The blonde man took off the coat he had on and he saw muscles under the light shirt he was wearing, it hugged his chest nicely.
The blonde was grumbling something, it sounded like he was cursing out someone, Kiba. It sounded like and his grandma?
He stood up reaching or the string that held his pants up and stopped, locking eyes with Sasuke. Sasuke was dazed for a moment, feeling small under his gaze. "Oh… uh… Hehe… hi…" the blonde said uncertainly, scratching his head lightly.
Sasuke raised his hand in reply. "H-Hi…"
Sasuke stood there waiting for something to happen, until the blonde said, "Listen… I'm not in the mood to wait… so I'm… just gonna continue this… um… by the way my name is Naruto…"
The name sounded familiar, he heard it before but it was too vague to remember. Naruto hesitated a moment, he was in deep thought.
"My name's Sasuke…" he said not sure why he gave this stranger his, it was respectful to one's name if the other does too, right?
Naruto nodded and studied his face. "You don't know who I am…" he muttered under his breath. "Listen, Sasuke, I really didn't know people went out this far but… I… It's been a while since I last bathed so…"
He didn't for respond or an answer, Naruto continued undo his pants. Sasuke turned around giving Naruto some privacy. Sasuke was so tempted to turn around, his mother taught him to be a good boy but there was his desire to look and a part of him touch the blonde, Naruto.
Sasuke waited and waited for what seemed forever until he heard the water splashing. He turned around to see the blonde's back. He noticed a few scars on his back; he wasn't from around this area, unless he got into a lot of fights.
Was he a bandit, or some kind of rogue? No, he would have tried something by now. Where was he from if he wasn't from here? He doesn't seem like the bad guy Sasuke seen or heard in the police building his cousin worked at, but they seemed more violent just by looks.
Naruto had an interesting face, it seemed gentle, but it looked like he was a blunt. Maybe he was? Maybe he was like those big strong handsome guys that had the brains the size of peanuts. Maybe that's how he got all those scars, for being a dim witted idiot.
That wasn't his type of man per say but if he can support him and his needs, he will be willing to look past that. Most of the men he seen were built but they were nothing compared to this Naruto. The question now stood did he have the brains to him?
Speaking of which, could he trust this man, this stranger, he didn't even know? He seemed to be the perfect man for any woman or man. He was strong or at least he had to assume, he meant just look at him, he was huge. The thought lingered for a moment huge. Huge.
Exactly how big was he? He must be a decently enlarge; he was practically a giant to his standards. Sasuke was so tempted to look at his length. It was a burden that he had his back to him. Just then Naruto began to water out of the water heading towards the rock he first sat upon.
Was he done already? How long was he out? Sasuke bit his lip, his cock twitching a little, when he saw those round lumps Naruto called buttocks. Tempted to give them a good squeeze, they even had butt dimples.
Panicking when he was fully on shore, he ran to him tackling him onto the sand bar. Naruto turned around when he heard something running only to find the raven in midair.
Sasuke landed on top of Naruto, pressing on top of the blonde's hard chest, legs around Naruto waist practically straddling him. Sasuke moaned a little when his arousal rubbed against Naruto navel, his face shot bright red.
"What are you doing?" Naruto asked bluntly, slightly amused and a bit irritated. He wasn't exactly angered with him well not when he was rubbing against him like that he couldn't.
Sasuke stuttered gibberish, his words not wanting to make sense. "I-I… I was…" He could have sworn his face got redder when Naruto smirked.
"It gets really annoying when the people start to do stuff to draw my attention, but I must say you're the first to see me like this and the first to get ravished like this." Naruto said flipping their positions.
Sasuke gasped as the blonde assaulted his neck, licking and nibbling. "Ah…" Naruto hand pinched his nipple, causing to moan.
"Mmm… I like that sound you make…" Naruto stopped licking Sasuke's neck and flicked his tongue at Sasuke's nipple. Taking it into his mouth sucked on it hard.
Sasuke arched his back in pleasure, as Naruto's tongue continued to play with his nipple. The blonde bit it gently and then tugged at it with his teeth. Sasuke pushed the blonde of him. "H-Hey… that hurts…"
"Sorry… Maybe this is a bad idea…" Naruto silently thought about it one more time. "This is… Sorry about that then, I must be going…" Naruto got up leaving Sasuke dazed, panting, and still so hard.
"W-wait…. Where are you going?" Sasuke stuttered as he snapped out of his dazed state.
"To baa chan's but you don't need to know that…" Naruto said, trying to find a reason why he gave out that information. "Anyways… I have no business here anymore…"
Sasuke panicked, he couldn't just leave like this. He opened his mouth to say something from stopping the blonde from leaving. "I-I…"
Naruto seemed amused as he dressed and still the raven stared at him, he met his, onyx against azure, Naruto seemed to be lost in the raven's eyes as Sasuke into Naruto's.
There was a silence as they stared upon each other. Naruto flinched suddenly, "Excuse me…." Naruto said grabbing his stomach and a hand to his mouth.
Sasuke couldn't help but worry. "Are you okay…?" He got up and cautiously approached him.
"I-I'm fine…" Naruto stood up abruptly and turn towards the direction of the raven. The look Sasuke was giving him, stirred something inside the blonde both that cause some distress.
"Why is this happening…? Especially now?" He thought to himself.
Sasuke studied him a little while. "You sure?"
"Yes. I'm-" Naruto suddenly stopped moving altogether, his body tensed for a moment then relaxed. "You know what? I think we should have some fun."
The blonde's voice was different yet the same. I soft blue eyes, were now replaced by lust-filled one. Naruto licked his lips hungrily, his eyes just eating at Sasuke body.
Sasuke knew he should be afraid or at least freaked out in the slightest by the sudden mood change but he couldn't help being turned on more, damn what is wrong with him? Naruto slowly strode towards smirking, stopping in front of the raven.
Sasuke gasped when the blonde picked him, his legs automatically wrapping around Naruto's waist. The blonde's hands felt him up and down. "You're practically hairless… I like that…" Naruto licked Sasuke neck, sucking at it roughly.
"Mmh… Ah!" Sasuke bit back a moan when he felt a finger slowly slip between his chicks. The blonde played with Sasuke's entrance, pressing his finger in slowly.
"Mm… you're tight… really tight… is this your first time?" Sasuke moaned as a second finger slipped in. "Hm…?"
His fingers moved in and out painfully slow. The blonde began scissoring him. "Ah!"
"Answer me." Naruto said sternly, stopping all movements.
"Y-Yes…." Sasuke barely breathed out, panting as still recovered from his assault. Naruto smirked as he continued thrusting his fingers.
"I'm going to enjoy this..." Naruto walked back the rocks, set Sasuke down. He blonde sat down pulling Sasuke's head between his legs. Sasuke's face redden, Naruto's cock twitched as Sasuke's breath trickled it. "Suck."
Sasuke stared at massive piece of meat in front of him. His lip began suddenly dry, there was a deep urged to taste it. Naruto grabbed Sasuke's head and pulled him forward, with his other hand grabbed his member.
"Tch. You're so slow." Naruto slapped Sasuke's face with his member. Sasuke's mouth opened in the slightest, tongue venture out to lick the passing member. Naruto shivered when he felt the raven tongue lick him, then hid back into the hot cavern he called a mouth.
Naruto rubbed himself between Sasuke's lips. "Open." Sasuke blushed but obliged. As soon his head was in, Sasuke's head was shoved forward; he gagged a little when Naruto struck his throat.
Sasuke swirled his tongue around the head, swirling around the base. Sasuke felt a thick vein running up the shaft. Naruto pressed forward and the crown of blonde pubs tickled Sasuke's nose, he inhaled deeply, taking in the scent.
"You like that don't you. Yeah… just like that…" With one hand Sasuke grabbed the base of Naruto's member, started bobbing his head. Sasuke alternated between rubbing his tongue on his head, and slowly twisting Naruto's shaft while bobbing.
"You're good at this… Mm… yeah…" Sasuke looked up to meet the dazed eye of the blonde. He felt pretty good about himself, he'd never done this kind of thing before. He heard about it from some of the women in the village or from what he remembered from his fantasies.
"Fu… I can't take this much longer…" Naruto said forcing the raven's head much to Sasuke liking. He whined a little looking up to the blonde. Naruto smirked at the innocence in Sasuke eyes. "It's not over yet."
Naruto stood up and looked down at Sasuke's. Looking at the raven's eyes was mesmerizing. Naruto studied the raven's features, his eye were onyx, deep; they stirred something inside him every time he looked at them. His face was soft, kind; it looked like he was born a silver spoon.
Gazing upon the raven's lips they must have been soft. Naruto lowered himself to the raven's face, eye's never faltering. Slowly their faces inched closer together, closing the distance, their lips met. It was a simple kiss, and then there was another and another.
Sasuke closed his eye's allowing Naruto to dominate him. Sasuke's lips parted slightly, Naruto taking note and slipping in his tongue. Sasuke opened his eyes in surprise, and then slowly closed in them again. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's waist pulling him closer.
Sasuke gasped separating their lips for a moment before Naruto recaptured them in desire. Sasuke moaned, as their tongues lapped in his mouth. Sasuke wanted more; he wondered to himself why he never tried this sooner.
Sasuke wrapped his arms around Naruto's neck pulling them closer together deepening the kiss. It was dance, a fight for dominance, one Sasuke put up a fight for but he had a preference to submit.
Naruto separated their lips and Sasuke could have sworn he heard him growl. "I'm sorry but I can't hold back anymore…"
Sasuke gasped when in a flash he was on his back, Naruto hovering over him. Naruto slowly positioned himself at Sasuke's entrance. "W-Wait…" Sasuke said managed to say overcoming his initial shock, but it was to no avail Naruto pressed forward pushing himself into Sasuke.
Sasuke cried out a silent scream as Naruto pushed his head through his tight ring of muscle trying to eject him out. "Damn… you're so tight…" tears formed at the edge of Sasuke's eyes.
Sasuke began digging his nail into Naruto's back, probably drawing blood, but he was too distracted to know for sure. Naruto felt the raven whimper, he felt bad. The blonde licked at the raven's neck, sucking every now and then.
Naruto recaptured the lips on his soon to be raven; there was no way he was going to let someone else have him, no matter what Naruto said. He was probably enjoying this too. The blonde easily slipped in his tongue, exploring the depths of the raven.
Sasuke's mind was in different places at once, he couldn't think straight, not without Naruto still forcing his way in, his tongue mind blowing him. Naruto and Sasuke let out a breath of relief as soon as Naruto was fully inside him.
"Fuck… it barely went in and it feeling like I was about to come." Sasuke was still panting hard, trying to catch his breath that didn't seem to come. "I didn't hurt you that bad, did I?" he said grinning sheepishly.
"N-No…" Sasuke panted out. "Not really…" Sasuke gave Naruto a weak smile.
"Tch." Naruto wiped away a tear from the raven cheek. "You're practically crying…"
The blonde licked the shell of Sasuke's ear. "You ready because I'm going to move now…" he whispered into his ear.
Before Sasuke could fully answer him, Naruto slowly pulled out to the tip, and then slowly push back in. "Ah…" Sasuke clawed at the sand to the side of him.
The blonde slowly picked up the pace, stretching him as he went. Sasuke felt the huge shaft sliding inside of him, rubbing his walls, the friction was unbearable.
"Fu… this is… so good…"" Naruto licked his lips, the blonde moved Sasuke's legs over his shoulders. "No holding back now."
A part of Sasuke was getting thrilled, and then another part of him told him it was going to like a bit-
"FUCK!" Naruto ruthlessly began pounding into him. He came, and he came hard. Sasuke's eye watered, he clenched his teeth. "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…it feels so good…"
"You have an interesting language…" Naruto grunted as he continued to pound in to the raven. "…but then again…"
Naruto shifted a little moving the raven closer to him. Sasuke back arched, mouth gaping, as the blonde hit the bundle of nerves. Sasuke was seeing stars and saw white spots in his vision.
"Right there… fuck… yes, there, harder…" Sasuke managed to breathe out, still clawing at the sand.
Naruto suddenly pulled out completely, leaving Sasuke sad and relieved. He was going to complain when Naruto flipped him, face planting into the warm sand. "You… AH!"
The blonde then entered him again, feverously continuing to pound into him. Naruto grabbed the raven's hips and began thrusting into him at a harder, faster pace. Sasuke barely managed to pick himself up, rest his weight of his arm that threatened to give out at any minute.
The sound of flesh hitting flesh, surrounding the pair, wildlife seemed have calmed and left.
The sounds of nature were drowned out, everything stood still, silent except for Sasuke's impeccable moaning and the sound of ruthlessly smacking of flesh.
Naruto hold on Sasuke tightened. "Damn… I'm so close…" Neither could think anymore. It was too much for both of them. Sasuke closed his eyes; teeth clenched as Naruto went even faster, driving himself more into him.
Sasuke felt the shaft inside him swell slightly. Then it happened, "Naruto!" said Sasuke as he fell once more, landing face first, the orgasm was too much for his arms to handle. Naruto's teeth clenched as the raven began to tighten around him; he wasn't going to last long now.
Sasuke gasped, when he felt burning pain on his neck, but was quickly numbed. He felt drowsy, sleep was taking over him. Dazed he felt Naruto lick at his neck, thrusting slowly as he tried to milk everything out of Naruto. Sasuke felt arms wrap around him as sleep finally took over.