# What's the point? # As I wake up from a long nightmare and the bed is sweaty. I survey my room for anything different. As it is all the same from the night before. I pull myself out of bed and put my feet on the cold ground. I stand up just to feel shaky like I'm going to fall over. I remembered how last night in my nightmare I murdered my whole family. The same one I have had every night this past week. Only this time I burned the house down. That had been the only change in the nightmare. After standing there for a minute. I then walked into the kitchen were my dad used to beat me. I started to think about my childhood. As a kid I never had friends. Everyone always would be a bully to me. Even one of the teachers slapped me twice before she was fired. In my family I was the only one still living. My dad died in a car crash I was with him but I was the only surviver. My mom was killed by cancer in her lungs. My sister shot her. And my brother who had bipolar and he jumped of a cliff. I was all alone. After my brother died I started having the nightmares. I heard a sound from my phone. It was a reminder that I had to see my councilor in 1 hours. I went back to my room and got dressed. I decided to wear a dark blue polo with a pair of black pants. As I put my shoes on my phone makes a noise again telling me I have 55 minutes. After my shoes are on I go and get in my car. When I am 5 minutes early. I waited for to be ready for me. When I get in I look around the room and then sat down. We talked for about how I was going and how I killed my family in my nightmare. Then I told her how I feel alone and nobody cares about me. How I felt like I am trapped in darkness and that nobody will save me. After that she tells me I am not alone and that there will be light. I leave for home. When I get back I decide to take a nap. I have another nightmare. In this one i was braking into people's homes and killing them. I then went to my family's house. I kill everyone but my younger sister. I take her and tie her up. I lock her in the closet and light the house on fire. I soon light every house on fire. I start to laugh as I hear my sister scream. I then jolt up in tears. I start thinking about my life. I think what's the point of life. I realize that life is a pointless thing. I get out of bed and run to the kitchen. I grab a knife and say goodbye.