The Untold Past

Prolodge

As told by Rune herself...

I was circled in my bed, hugging my knees tightly with my tail wrapped around myself. I had always wanted to remember my past so badly... I just wanted to know who I truly was. What I found out... what I truly was...was a monster. I disgusted myself. Thinking about it, my whole life has been one big fat lie. I'm a lie... Everyone knows me of that sweet, caring yet ill-tempered lemur girl... that was only half of me. The other half was a bloodthirsty, deranged, horrorable monster. Nicatia. I HATE that name. If I were to somehow get slip in to and I found myself facing "Nicatia", I'd literally rip her face off. So, in a sense, I hated myself. I did. I did hate myself. I felt dirty.

I found myself wondering, what if the others knew? Sure Skipper already knew, but I think now that he remembered, he looks at me differently. Would that be the same with the others? Would Shade, Trixy and Marlene still be my friend? What of Private and Rico or Julien and Maurice( Mort I really didn't care about)? Then it hit me. What if Kowalski didn't love me anymore?! What if he found out what I did, who I was, and he hated me for it? What if he got scared of me?

I started to cry. I cried because I was afraid...I was hurt...I wanted to disappear.... So, now, whoever you are, I tell you my story. I only ask one thing; please, please don't judge me. When you're finished with my story, please don't think of me differently. With saying that... here's my story....

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A/N: Ha! You all have to wait to hear it! Mwahahaha...haha...haha...ha....yeah....

So, what's Rune's terrorable past? What exactly happened to the young lemur that made her doubt herself when she remembered her past actions? Find out in the next chap!

P.S. Sorry it's so sort. I promise the next chap shall be longer!!