Do you love me now?
We know that we both are broken.
Can we stop fighting now?
Can I just kiss you instead?
I love you so much please just tell me the same.
You stare at me coldly and ignore my every word.
Please just return these emotions that I give to you.
Please just hold me close to you.
You say you don't care and say I mean nothing.
I rather love you than fight you.
Please just hear me out.
I love you so much.
You will never hear these sounds.
My love has no meaning it means nothing at all.
You tell me to stay quiet.
I know why you do.
You feel the same way that I do.
All the rest don't want to know your truth.
Is being loved by them more important than me?
I thought that you were going to actually admit it one night.
Everything seemed so perfect that day.
You were holding me close.
I finally felt safe as if somebody cared.
Then you left me all alone.
Here in the darkness.
Why can't you just admit?
Just stop hiding from the truth.
I love you so much it hurts.
Please just say that you love me too.
Do you think that you'll miss me?
When you hear the news.
If you get the news
Maybe then you'll admit what you feel for me.
I won't hear so it won't mean anything to me.
My blood will look nice splattered on the walls.
This room will be a slaughter house by the end of this night.
You know this is the same date that we first met?
Of course you have always tried to forget.
I know you remember and my death will never let you forget me.
I'm with you forever in memory.
My spirit will be with you forever after tonight.
Your guilt will eat you up inside.
The metal of this gun feels so good in my hands.
It shines so beautifully.
I don't think a mirror does this any justice at all.
These white walls deserve some color to them.
The dead of the night will be interupted with the sound.
The sound of my love for you being screamed out.
You won't have to hear me speak of this ever again.
Three years of torture have finally come to an end.