They were taking him from me. They couldn't, they wouldn't. I was his legal guardian! They had no right to do this! He was my little brother and no one will keep him or me from coming back to each other.

My footsteps created a small splash as I ran as quickly as my legs could carry me in the pouring rain. My only goal was to at least say goodbye. Dylan and Alistor were going to take him in but he had refused at first telling everyone he was better off with me and it almost worked. Almost .Someone filled a form of me being emotionally unstable and not being home all the time which led into my two older brothers having custody of Cailen. My feet tripped over something but I barely registered it, I continued to run all the way to my house.

When I finally got there he was being pushed into one of the cars. In his hand was a small teddy bear I had given him when he was about 4 and I couldn't help but see him as that little boy again. My legs kept me going I had to get to him and bid him farewell. He couldn't leave without me seeing him for what may be the last time. I kept on going as fast as I could.

"CAILEN!"

He turned to see me and was about to approach me when someone held his wrist and told him not to just then a police officer kept me for going further.

"Please just let me say goodbye to him!" I pleaded

"I'm sorry miss but we had strict orders of not letting his former guardian have contact with him today"

"Please just let me hug him one more time, please he's the only thing I have left" I said tears trying to force its way down my face.

"I am sorry but I cannot let you go" he said with a sad expression

"I am his sister you cannot keep me away from him" I yelled

I watched for a second what he was doing he was mouthing something to me I could make out an I love you and with that he got in the car

"Cailen I love you too" I yelled after him hoping that he could hear me

The car started to drive away. I finally let some tears flow while I kept pleading to the heavens for this to be just an awful nightmare. But the rain didn't stop neither did I woke up in my room. My body finally gave in from all the physical and emotional pain I was suffering right now.

This couldn't be real he wasn't being taken away from me! He just couldn't! I was not accepting this… I could not!

"Alice?" A voice cut through my thought I looked up to see my best guy friend

"Kiku! They took him away from me! They took him away!" I sobbed in his shoulder while he awkwardly embraced me

"Let's go inside I don't want you getting a cold now" he said before placing his umbrella on top of me and leading me back to my house. Once in he told me to go get a shower and some dry clothes.

Once I did what I was told I went to the kitchen only to find Kiku cooking something.

"Are you feeling alright Alice?"

"Not really"

"Do you want me to stay or you want to come over to my house?"

"I am going to stay here I just need some time alone Kiku. Thanks though"

"That is alright I will just keep you company until we finish eating and I'll come back tomorrow morning to see if you are alright"

"There is no talking you out of this are it?"

"No"

Once we finished eating he bid our goodbye telling me he'll come early in the morning. I watched him go before I broke down yet again. I felt abandoned I knew if I were to disappear no one would miss me after all my brothers and sister hate me. Most of the people I know hate me. Kiku is teased and isolated because of hanging out with me. So why stay? Why cause more pain? If I did die they would mourn me for a while but they will move on. I passed a nearby mirror and stared at my reflection I was plain normal there was nothing more to me.

No, that is not it

I was not normal I was less I didn't deserve to be alive that is why everyone hated me because they knew it! They knew I was not worthy.

I stared at myself once more before shattering the mirror into a million pieces. Well why not be kind? She was raised to be a lady after all and ladies were always mature, kind, and elegant. With that in mind I took out a piece of the shattered glass and searched for my bottle of painkillers before going to my room and picking up my finest dress. It was a lovely midnight blue strapless dress that had some layers in its skirt, matching shoes and proper jewelry complemented the gown. I slightly curled my hair letting it fall freely in my back but before I put any make up on I wrote my final words for my brothers and friends before finally applying some make up on my face. There now I look like a lady and let's go on with the moment everyone's been waiting for.

I swallowed the pills and opened some deep wounds on my wrists and neck before lying down in my bed closing my eyes forever.