Use Your Words

Chapter One

Monday February 15th, 2010

Note- This takes place after Penelope dyed her hair red during season five.

The sound of his moans as he spewed out cum, finding his release then whispering her name, would forever live in her memory. It had been the most seductive, sexy, guttural noise he had ever made into her ear.

She had needed what they had last night. And she was pretty damn proud of herself for going out and getting what she needed most.

Penelope Garcia was in the midst of her own mini sexual revolution. Last night had been so exhilarating. She didn't plan to make it a habit but damn it had been fun.

Like uber awesome fun. She would never forget it, that's for sure.

She had a smile on her face all day at work. That was until the team came filing off the elevator, just as she happened to be walking by, and her eyes connected with the furious eyes of her best friend.

Gulp. Maybe he wasn't as okay with the whole thing as she was.

Penelope stood there frozen as her friends greeted her with round of casually tossed "Hey, Garcia," and a quiet, sedate "Penelope," from Hotch.

Derek waited till the glass door swung shut behind them and then he stalked closer to her, took her by the arm and said "We gotta have a talk right now."

He led her over to the stairwell, pushed open the door and followed her inside.

She could feel tension radiating off him. Hot, angry, frustrated waves washed over her. Suddenly she was nervous. It was all supposed to be in fun. What the hell was his problem anyway? They sure had a good time together last night. Wasn't it a little hypocritical to blame it all on her in the light of day?

He could have stopped it any time he wanted.

"Derek-"

"What the hell were you thinking?"

She swallowed hard. It wasn't easy to think with him standing so near to her and his eyes boring into hers as if she was under interrogation. "That it was Valentine's Day."

"Since when do we do that on Valentine's Day?"

"Look it was not a big deal. Its not like it was the first time or anything."

"Oh, it was a very big deal and you damn well know it!"

Her eyes searched his. "Why? I know we haven't in a while but-"

"Damn it, Penelope, you can't pull shit like that on me. Do you hear me? Never do that again because if you do...."

The nerve of this man. Screw him. That was the last time she would ever get him off. See how he liked those apples. "If I do then what? Huh? You're done with me, Derek? What are you threatening?"

"Just don't test me!"

"Oh, don't test you, huh?" Her voice turned sultry as she backed him against the wall. Just who the hell did he think he was to talk to her this way? He must have forgotten just who he was dealing with if he thought he could treat her like she was in the wrong for what they both wanted, did and enjoyed. "What will happen if I do test you, Hot Stuff? Hmmm? Will you punish me? Bend me over and spank me? I know you're lying to yourself if you think you're gonna give me up for good. Give us up and what we have. You loved every second of last night and if you wanna lie about that to yourself that's fine but do me a favor? Don't you look in my eyes and try to convince me I was out of line. I think your sticky sheets would prove you to be a big, fat liar."

"You use me one more time when your boyfriend isn't around and we're gonna see who is lying to themselves around here."

She narrowed her eyes at him, pissed off that he was such a buzz kill, and stepped back. "That would be you."

He stepped forward. His hands trapped her between the railing and his body. "If you're unhappy or unsatisfied with Lynch then you take it up with that man. You leave me out of it. I won't be messed with for your fucking amusement cause your boyfriend ain't doing his job and don't have what it takes to keep a smile on your face."

"Last night had not a damn thing to do with Kevin!" she screamed at him, tears coming to her eyes, and her anger doubling and tripling.

This was so humiliating. A part of her was starting to hate Derek for doing this to her. She pushed him away from her and headed for the door. It was only two steps but she didn't make it because he grabbed her and spun her back around.

He held her gently by her upper arms. Both their breathing was ragged. "It sure as hell has something to do with Lynch in my book. He's your man. What would he think about last night, huh, baby girl? You think that's cool when you have a man you claim to be in fucking love with, huh? Just answer me that much. Cause I know I'm not the crazy one around here right now."

"For your information last night was about me. It was some fun for me. Because I deserve to have all the fun I want and I will have it. I just won't be having it with you ever again!"

"Damn right you won't. Have your nasty, kinky fun with Lynch. What the fuck is he good for if not that? I know he ain't your best friend. He ain't the one you can tell anything to. Hell, I doubt he's the one you dream about. So tell me, Penelope, why the fuck are you even with that guy still? If you need me and stuff like last night to have some fun in your life?"

"Now that is the first smart thing you have managed to say all day, Morgan. I'm not with Kevin anymore. I got sick of him and I moved on- for me! And now I'm very sick of talking to you," she jerked away "and I'm walking away. Don't you dare try and stop me this time! You just talked yourself into never ever having any nasty, kinky fun with me again. And that, my friend, is really gonna suck for you. Cause what is it that you dream about?"

With that sneered out at him she turned, jerked open the door of the stairwell and walked quickly back into the bullpen, her face burning hot, her heart racing and her hands shaking. How dare he ruin what had been her good memory till he came along with his alpha male attitude problem!

Just because he was so jealous over Kevin that he couldn't see straight Derek decided he had some right to get in her face. Well he had just went way too far by yelling at her.

Now Derek Morgan could get himself off or find some slut because Penelope would not be talking dirty to him again anytime soon.

He had just put her in the worse mood and right when she was flying high because of her newfound sexual freedom. He would not ruin her fun completely though just cause he had messed up this afternoon. She was planning to keep finding ways to explore her sexuality and do all the things she couldn't when she was dating Kevin. She just wouldn't be doing it with stupid, rude, wants it his own way all the damn time, Derek Morgan.

And to think she had made him come last night. She would take back every word now if she could.

Note- So what exactly did our girl Pen say to Derek? Find out in chapter two's flashback.