"I don't have anyone."
He says it like it's a fact of life, nothing to make a fuss about. Just something normal, like having blonde hair or brown eyes. But it breaks my heart something bad to hear it. He should have someone, just for him.
Derek is the Alpha, he made Isaac but still, he looks to me for answers. And I…I feel responsible for him, like I'm somehow meant to protect him from all the bad stuff. Cause he's had enough of it in his life, his dad beating him up and all that, he deserves some happiness.
That day on the field when he was knocked down…man, I swear my heart stopped for second. No, not Isaac! I remember running, shouting, kneeling down in the mud almost choking with fear of what I would see. Never been so relieved in my life as when he got up and rejoined the game.
So maybe I could be the someone for him, maybe I already am? I don't know…Stiles says I'm an idiot and I should just kiss Isaac and to hell with all this analysing stuff. But…Allison. I don't want to hurt her, as much as we're no longer together she still means the world to me and I feel like I owe it to her to at least tell her first before I do anything. Which kinda leads back to whether I am gonna do anything about Isaac?
Maybe I already am.