Title: I wish I was a boy…
Summary: Let's relook the entire series of d.gray-man with Allen as a girl! May include multiple pairings Yullen, lavi x allen, lavi x lenalee or tyki x allen. Rated for possible lemons in between scenes…
Disclaimer: I wish I could but… I do not own d.gray man…
a/n: I know that the story of a female Allen is a overused storyline here… well… we can't help to think that Allen kun had such a cute face and it'll be a waste if he wasn't a girl :3 (dances around)
Allen: What?! I DO NOT have a girly face!!
Me: You do…
Lastly, this is my first dgm fanfic so please do review
Allen: Hey! Don't change the subject!
Me: lalala (runs away)
Chapter 1: Painful Memories
For as long as I could remember, mana was like a father to me and he treated me as his own child. For an orphan like me, life at the streets was never easy especially if you have a disfigurement everyone will either shun you or probably have you being put up on a freak show. Thankfully, mana adopted me and protected me from everything. And that includes my gender as a girl…
I was oblivious about it until I started noticing that girls around me were in dresses while I was always in pants. One day, while we were taking a stroll along the streets, Mana asked me if there is anything that I'll like to buy.
"Can I have a dress?" I answered and pointed to one of the shops that were selling them.
Mana give a soft but yet sad smile and replied, "Allen, you're a special girl so you should dress like a boy."
"Why, Mana?"
"Well… that's because the dress it will be difficult to move in it."
"Then, why do girls still wear them when it's difficult to move?" I asked innocently.
"That's because we need to keep walking."
"Why do we need to walk so much?"
"We need to keep moving on."
"Why?"
"You'll understand one day when the time comes Allen."
However… it seems that this question will never be answered forever… as he had passed on…
This was when fate took away the love that I once had and gave a dark twist in my life… a dark night that I'll never forget…
"mana…" I sobbed.
"Allen… you must keep walking…" mana said weakly.
"No… I want to be with you mana!" I cried.
"Keep walking… Allen…"
"No…"
"Don't stop… you must move on… you must not let anyone know…"
"What?" as more tears stung my eyes.
"That… you're a ga…girl…" and that was the last time I'll ever hear from mana again…
The following evening… I cried over mana's grave under the full moon. I didn't know for how long have I being crying. I felt so lost and lonely for the first time. I don't know where to go nor do I know how to move on…
"Good evening…" a plump man with an unusually large smile greeted me.
"Hu…Who are you?" I said in between my sobs.
"I'm the Millennium Earl at your service And you are?" the man's round glasses glinted as he tipped his top hat slightly.
"Allen… what service?"
"Yes… I can bring mana walker back to you"
"You can?" my eyes brighten up in hope.
Using the pink umbrella he held in his hands he summoned a strange looking metal skeleton out from nowhere.
"And now, I need you to do one thing for me Allen Walker… I want you to call out the name of the person you miss so much and it'll be complete and he'll be with you again"
"Really?" I asked and the man nodded.
I took a deep breath and shouted, "Mana!!"
A bright light shone onto the skeleton and the word mana was engraved on its forehead. The skeleton move and it spoke in the voice I missed so much…
"ALLEN WALKER! HOW DARE YOU…" I stepped back feeling confused. This was the first time mana shouted at me…
"WHY DID YOU TURN ME INTO AN AKUMA!"
"Akuma?" as tears well up in my eyes.
"How could you…"
"Now… mana I want you to wear him…" the Earl said.
As if in response, mana ran and charged at me with the sharp edge at the tip of what looked like his hands.
"Allen… I curse you!" he slashed his hand across my left eye. Other then a bleeding eye, an aching heart… my deformed left arm began to hurt from the attack… but wait… my left arm?
As though there was a surge of electricity, something had caused my left arm to transform into a sliver claw… and it seems to have a mind of its own it grabbed mana between its 'fingers'
"Destroy me…" mana said
"No…" I cried I had no control over what is about to happen next…
"What are you waiting for? Kill him and wear him" the Earl commanded.
"Destroy me…" mana said again before breaking free again to make his second attack.
"NO!! Not mana…" I screamed as my arm moved on its own accord and it head towards mana dragging my small body along… and it swung and slashed across my father… mana…
"Thank you… Allen… I love you…" he said before disappearing once again, forever…
That was when he appeared… a tall man with red hair stepped up towards me and explained to me why is it that I had to destroy him. "Akumas are machines made by the Earl to destroy humanity. They have no free will or freedom they were built to destroy humans. The only way to bring them salvation is to destroy them… and your left arm just did that…" he said.
"Your innocence saved him."
"Innocence…" I mouthed the word silently.
"This power has been bestowed upon you by God to destroy akuma… at such a young age… how unfortunate…" More tears came as the thoughts of me killing my own father reappeared in my memories.
"What's your name boy?" he asked.
"…"
The man sighed and picked me up and carried me back to his place. The man is known as Cross Marian. He gave me a set of new clothes and told me to change and freshen up. Quietly I accepted the clothes and went to the bathroom to change. I pulled of the stained clothes from my body and bathed after putting on fresh new clothes. I stared at the foggy and long mirror, something was amiss… my hands reached out to wipe the mirror… to my horror my once brown hair had become snowy white and there was a pentacle shaped scar ran down across my left eye and cheeks… I screamed…
This bought Cross into the toilet and seeing me sobbing in the corner of the bathroom he said, "Idiot… boys should not be crying…"
me: well… this is where the fun starts… Aw… Allen, you'll make a cute girl…
Allen: I DO NOT!
Me: You do
Allen: NOT!!
Me: Hey! well… if you didn't noticed Cross still thinks that you're a boy… so chill Allen…
Allen: "Still thinks" (sweat drops) but you still turned me into a girl
Me: (gives kitty eyes) Here! Have a dango, Allen and let's make peace?
Allen: you better have enough dangos to feed me throughout this story…
Me: Yay! Peace! R&R please?