Author Note:

Hello, this is my first fanfic so bare with me. Please review any questions or suggests and I try to firgure out how to get back to you! This is what I imagened for Nessie and Jake. It's got some action later but it is mostly love stuff. Oh and I swear it will get better! The first few chapters are rough just read on :) Please Read, Review, and above all else enjoy! :)

I do not own any of Stephenie Meyers wonderful work. But the plots and any new chacter's are mine.

Intruder/ POV Renesmee-

Leafs rustled in the wind, and I could almost taste the sweet scents of elk and prong horned deer that loomed in the air. My mouth watered at the thought of some real blood instead of the repulsive human food they've been forcing down my throat. I winced at the idea of having to choke down another one of Esme's "award winning" omelets. Then, top of having to swallow it I also had to act like I was enjoying it! Jacob kept nudging his head in my hands. I touched his cheek and he nodded politely, as one who disagreed greatly only could.

Mom bolted forward towards the sound of the creek and disappeared down towards an elk. I could hear deer slurping down water, but I was also aware of another nose. Thinking nothing of it I whirled forward and pounced bringing down the biggest one. Mom got an elk and Jacob didn't get anything. He just chased them away barking and laughing.

"Okay I'm done. Anyone want to head back yet?" I hollered to the air and carcass at my feet about 5 minutes after getting my blood.

"Sure, honey, let's go back before Dad and Aunt Alice start worrying about you." Mommy whispered suddenly standing only a foot behind me with her hand in my hair.

Jacob stood up and frowning. "It's ok Jake, I know you can defend us but you know how he worries now that the battle almost took place and 'May be on the verge again soon'."

Even though it had been almost 2 years since the "battle" and I am grow to the size of a 12 year old.

"Race you back," I yelled about 2 seconds after taking off. Jake caught up with me and before I knew it Mom was in front of both of us snickering.

Mommy stopped abruptly sending me flailing forward hitting the ground with a 'thud'. I could see her tense up. A low growl started in Jake's throat and escaped his mouth. Looking up into the trees I tried to figure out what was going on. When all the sudden Mom ran off into the trees toward the west away from both the creek and the house. Jake inched closer to me and howled. Twirling my finger through the hair on his back I tried to calm him but mostly trying to calm myself. Being close to him was oddly enough the only way to just relax… I told myself, just relax she might have just found a bear or something.

I could easily tell something was wrong, anyone could, but I couldn't figure out what. Listening to the sound of the forest all I could hear was stirring leafs and a few birds which sounded like beautiful music. My ears and eyes had failed me this time but maybe I could smell whatever was wrong. Inhaling only the scents of pine and firewood I had to get away from Jake if I wanted to really know what was wrong.

I simply touched Jacob's huge furry head showing him pictures of momma running, What's wrong? Where is Mommy? He blinked then sighed trying to figure out whether or not to tell me.

"Please," I begged out loud this time. He waited a few moments nodded west and I stared in amazement.

Beautiful, glistening in the sun was a vampire. Now my nose worked and I could smell her sweet scent of vanilla and sweet pea. I sighed at the sight of something so breathtaking, envy washed over me like a storm. I glowered at the newcomer. Searching for some type of emotion on her face none had showed up, she looked blank. I notice she looked almost like a pixie. Instantaneously reminded me of...

"Alice," I gasped.

Mom had her by the head and neck ready to snap the vampire in a second. I knew it wasn't Alice, but the similarity between them was astounding. This vampire neither had Alice's hair nor height. The stranger was a little taller than momma and was skinner too if that is even possible. She had to only be 17 at the oldest. She had milky blonde hair that fell onto her shoulder. It waved like a never ending tide from the root to the tips and it even twirled almost perfectly to frame her face. Her porcelain skin glowed in the sunlight.

She had long dark eye lashes that complemented her eyes well. Her eyes where… Jake cut me off in thought when he rumbled the biggest growl yet. Even I was a little shaken by the nose. Jake hoped in front of me, hair rising up on his back.

"Jake calm down, she can hurt you like Jane," Mom warned.

He was nowhere near calming down. She took a few steps closer to us,trying to spread her shield, and shoving the vampire along.

"Explain yourself," Mom glowered releasing the tight grip on her head just enough for her to speak.

"I'm looking for my sister," She gasped out with a light southern accent, "I am Cynthia Brandon, and I've been searching for my sister Mary."

Mom gasped but kept her grip tight. I could see she knew something we didn't. I looked at Jake, but he kept his eyes on the foreigner and reviled no emotion.

"Were does your sister live?" I asked cocking my head to one side as if I was a detective trying to make the best of a case that had few clues.

"With the Olympic coven, or at least that's the last I heard…" Cynthia trailed off staring into the distance.

My Olympic family had no one by the name of Mary or ever had to my knowledge. Grandma Esme told me once about a friend she had by Isle Esme named Mary but I was absolutely sure we weren't talking about someone from South America. Cynthia was talking about someone from Washington, Forks Washington actually…

"My family has no one by the name of Mary, Please leave us to hunt in peace," I pleaded hoping she wasn't thinking of torturing us.

Mom snarled when Cynthia stared at me in amazement. Her eyes wide and mysterious. No other vampire I had ever seen had these eyes. They were not black with thirst, or liquid gold. They shimmered a washed out gray like the sky before a light storm. It made me wonder if she had contacts, but why would she need contacts to find her vampire sister in the woods, with no humans?

Then she snapped back into reality. "Sorry for you inconvince and I showing up unannounced I will leave." Cynthia said quickly spilling the words out with no sorry at all.

Suddenly I caught a quick glance of her eyes again. They had changed into a bright cotton candy blue. Mom must have trusted her enough not to hurt us because she let go of her head and neck and simply rested her hand on Cynthia's shoulder just in case.

"Actually we are sorry. Why don't you come over to our house to try to find your sister?" Mommy asked in an inviting tone.

Jacob snared obviously not agreeing with that at all, and like always Jake and I were on the same page. We did not know this person and I did not want her in the family house.

"What why?" I asked so low I hoped Cynthia wouldn't hear. Mom dropped her hand had was standing in front of me glaring.

"Just think about this as much as possible on the way back, tell Jake that too," she snapped.

I glared at her and stalked off towards Jake.

"Jake, Jake, Jacob Black!" I shook him until he took his eyes off Cynthia, "Ok I get that she is stunning and all but can you try and pay attention to the problem at hand. Mom said to think about her as much as possible on the way home, which by the way you are staring at her won't be hard. Maybe daddy will have a plan for her by the time we get home."

Jacob looked at me with wide dark eyes, then his eyes flicked towards Cynthia and made a disgusted face like when I drink blood from a cup in front of him. I smiled, and then we started running.

We ran ahead of Mom and Cynthia. About a mile before we got to the big house Jacob phased so dad could hear him clearly too. A just seconds later I was standing in the middle of the huge inviting living room explaining to the inter family what we just saw. Uncle Emmet looked excited probably thinking 'Oh, new meat' or something along those lines, but Rosalie punched him and his face fell. Grandma was lounging in a recliner Grandpa Carlisle lost in thought sitting on the arm of the chair next to her. Daddy was by my side with a stern look on his face glaring at Aunt Alice who was standing in a corner hand in hand with Jasper.

Jacob answered most questions, like "What was she doing when she looked at Renesmee?" and "What was she doing to try hurt you?" both of course from Jasper trying to strategize whether or she was a threat. I of course explained Mom was on her way so she could tell them why she was crazy and bring a stranger into our house.

"What did you say her name was?" Alice asked all the sudden after having a vision.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, her name is Cynthia. She actually looks a ton like you Aunt Alice. It was kind of creepy." Auntie Alice stumbled over and luckily leaned onto the couch for support.

"What, what did I say?" I asked.

"Oh, honey, you didn't say anything wrong. It's just Alice might know her and she previously thought she was… err… gone." Daddy whispered in my ear.

I looked up at him, "but who is she? Why did Aunt Alice know her?"

Kneeling down to my height dad said, "Your auntie had a sister outside of our family before she become our kind. She doesn't remember anything about that life, but not too long ago Alice did some research and found out she had grew up in Mississippi and had a sister. Alice never assumed her sister was a vampire because she has a human niece still alive in Biloxi, Mississippi. She didn't see Cynthia coming, and she can see every vampire..."

Why is it that the only one who tells me stuff is Grandma Esme and Mom? And then when it is too late everyone else start to talk! Enraged that my father could be so calm and formal like it was the eighteen hundreds and everyone talked mellow during a crisis. Alice just nearly passed out and it was my fault! Now my mother is coming with a new aunt I have only met once, and that one time I was brat. I exhaled realizing I was completly out of breath.

"Breathe Nessie this isn't your fault. It's going to be ok, see Alice is already back on her feet." A husky voice lulled into my ear.

"I know Jacob but it seems so… my fault!" I protested not even realizing how close he was to me.

Dad cringed when Jake even touched me. Everyone else could hug me, play with my hair like, even dress me I was some life size barbie, but not Jake, not my best friend always there when I need someone the most. So he only hugged me when I needed one and never did anything to upset Dad when he was around.

I sighed and he rubbed his huge hand on the small of my back, "Yeah I guess your right it's not my fault it's my…"

Jake cut me off before I could growl the word 'mother's'. "Don't put this on your mom either that will make her feel worse than I know she already does putting us in danger. She just wanted Alice to meet her , uh, new sister."

"Yeah I guess. You win." I put my hands up to surrender.

He laughed and questioned, "don't I always?" Then my favorite lopsided smile appeared across his face.

He's smile was happy and sweet. It melted my insides. Oh my, what was I saying Jake was my best friend and like 5 years older than me! I was so into Jacob's smile I barely noticed the commotion.

"Alice?"... "Cynthia!"

Alice and Cynthia both yelped and danced towards each other to embrace in a long hug. You could tell they where sisters when they were together, they resembled each other so much I would have thought they were maternal twins. Together they both swayed in unison. They only difference was the height, hair, and those eyes. Cynthia's eyes still looked that revolting blue color. How did she get them to change?

Everyone was across the room either talking in low hushed tones like Carsile and Jasper or hugging and introducing themselves like Rosalie, Edward, and Grandma. The only one left on my side of the room was Jake crammed into the couch, so turned to him and sighed really loud so he would hear and ask what was wrong.

At first he looked at me with a level of perplexity that even made me confused for a second. Then, he simply got up, took my hand and brought it up a couple of inches from his cheek. He wouldn't make me show him my thoughts unless I wanted to. I quick put my hand to his cheek and remembered how she had gray eyes that turned to blue, and then I let my hand fall. I sighed again.

"Weird. I was thinking the same thing, well kind of. I thought it was weird that her eyes were gray in the forest but I never noticed them change. I assumed she was wearing contacts." Jacob explained.

I watched the new comer very closely. "Don't like her much, huh?" Jacob asked so low only I could hear even if someone was right next to us. "Nope. She's got something. I know it."

"Nessie, Jacob, come say hello to our new guest." Carlisle said with the fakest smile I've seen in awhile.

Jacob snorted and I could tell what he thought 'Oh Joy, a new bloodsucker that makes even Carlisle suspicious'. We walked over and introduced ourselves to Cynthia.

"Hi, sorry about my attitude in the woods it was impolite. I'm Renesmee by the way but everyone just calls me Nessie or Ness."

"You can just call her Renesmee," my mother said squeezing my shoulder, "We don't need anyone else calling her Nessie" She glared at Jake. When I was really littler she was ok with the nickname my bestfriend had given me. It was when I was eight and a grocery store clerk asked for my named she smiled and said, "Oh like the Loch Ness Monster?" My mother had, had enough.

"Hey, I'm Jacob Black. Nice to meet you," then he held out his huge hand.

She took it ever so slightly and shook it with great delicately.

"Where have I seen you before? You look very familiar." She asked studying him up and down.

"Besides the forest today nowhere." He responded as if he hadn't just told her he was the huge russet wolf in the forest today.

"Oh I see you are a werewolf, that good to know. I thought that smell was me." She said in utter disgust.

"More like shape shifter but werewolf works too." He responded try to make an attempt at sounding smart for once.

It failed and mom and I laughed for a good minute before Jacob hit us both lightly on the back.

He kept his hands there as he said, "Well I should really go home now Billy is probably worried sick that I ran away again or something."

"Not calling for a few days can do that." Daddy said mockingly.

"But Jake you can't go," I pleaded, "Pretty please with a cherry on top!"

"Renesmee Carlie don't do that to him you know he has to his family too." Mom growled, boy did she have and attitude lately.

"Fine," I gave in, "just come back soon ok?"

"You know I will." He said ruffling my hair and I believed him he always kept his word.

He turned around facing the door when Grandma Esme ran into the kitchen yelling "Wait, wait! I have something for you and your family."

Then we heard a lot of banging and crashing. When she walked out she carried a huge Rubbermaid tub of cookies. "These are for you and Billy and please save some for the pack. And give them our thanks."

"You really should stop doing this Esme. We all feel bad eating them. It's like we are enjoying eating up all your time. But thank you." Jacob thanked sincerely.

"Oh it doesn't take that long to cook 5 dozen cookies, and it's the least I can do for you boys, really enjoy!" "Thanks," Jacob hugged her and waved bye to everyone, "See you guys later." I watched in amazement. Everyone said bye like we were all the best of friends, even Rosalie. I was confused but maybe Jacob was starting to become a part of our family.

Jacob would come back tomorrow and I would have my best friend back again, but for now I had to deal with my new Aunt. She went up to the "powder room" while Esme was rummaging through the kitchen for Jacob's cookies. Maybe she would come out and have rainbow eyes this time. I made a face.

"Renesmee, honey, what's wrong?" Alice asked.

I showed her pictures of Jacob's wolf eyes big and wide, then his human eyes, then my eyes, mommy's old human eyes from a picture I saw once, her eye's now, then dad's, and I kept going with everyone vampire I knew until I got to Cynthia. I showed the memory from the forest were Cynthia was staring at me after I told her to leave and her eyes where gray, and then I should them when they where blue, and now with Cynthia walking down the steps they where green.

"Let me look." Alice said with my hand still placed on her cheek.

Alice moved away from my hand and stared at her sister in pure amazement.

"How did you get your eyes that color!" Alice asked in baffled voice.

Cynthia looked at her trying to process what he sister had just asked. "You, you don't remember?" Cynthia asked.

Everyone in the living room went silent and Emmet's Baseball game went mute.

"Uh. No obviously I don't. What happened?" Alice responded quickly.

"In the asylum, you have to remember, when mom and dad first checked us in…" Cynthia was saying.

"Wait, wait you where in the asylum too! Why did they put you in there?"

Cynthia looked totally gob-smacked, "You really don't remember any of that do you? Yes I was in the asylum. I got checked in the same time you did, because I could make people feel things they never wanted to. They did a lot of testing on us you got a pill that you luckily never swallowed, and I, well I got a shot in my right temple causing my vision to go impaired. Then the next day after the right one wore of and I could see again they shot me in the left temple and I couldn't see for a day. I knew they had done something so my powers, that weren't yet powers at the time, wouldn't work. Weeks after weeks I tried to get my powers back so I could break us both out. Then one day a worker at the asylum, who I later found out was Cater, showed up in my room coached me on how to get my powers back. He said something like 'I know what you are going through and you will soon need to know how to defend yourself.' Besides the fact that he worked in the asylum I couldn't image he had any idea what I was going through." She stopped talking for a minute and I thought to myself what, for the lack of a better phrase, what bull.

Emmet, totally engulfed in the story, said "What happened next!"

Then every eye in the room was on her.

"Well Cater helped break out and said he would help Mary, excuse me, Alice break out too. I was convinced enough not try to break her out too. Cater told me to buy a ranch in the new town of Long Beach and he would find me there in a few weeks. More then a few weeks went by before he showed up. He told me you were safe now and out of the asylum. We fell in love and he well he bit me on my 18th birthday. After I got over the horrible long stage of a newborn we adopted a little girl named Brooke, although she is a grandma now and no longer little. She is your niece Alice, well I guess you other niece."

She glared at me then started talking again, "Cater got into the battle of Mississippi in 1976. That was one of the battles the Volturi came and wiped out everyone involved including Cater." She winced at the thought, and I felt bad for not believing her and that her second half died.

"I'm sorry it's just hard for me to talk about that part," She apoliziged. The whole room was silent and had mouths to the floor, even momma's whose human fidgeting hadn't quite settled in yet. It must have been a reflex or something.

Grandpa Carlisle was amazed and asked if he could do any test.

Grandma Esme laughed and said "Dear I think she has had enough testing for one night." I looked outside and sure enough it was night.

I was absolutely sure if Daddy heard it was night he would bring be back to our house to sleep.

Not even two seconds later, "Honey, are you feeling tired? Maybe we should bring you back home for the night."

He had his hand in my curls waiting for my answer. Of course it didn't matter if I said 'No I'm not tired I want to stay here and listen to more of Cynthia's stories'.

I just put on my best fake yawn and said, "Yeah I guess. Beat you there."

And I was out of the house in a split second. I could hear him only a few steps behind me as I ran. I thought I was going to win but when I opened the front door he was sitting on the cream couch and "reading" mom's copy of Romeo and Juliet.

"Hey I'm glad you made it. I almost thought you go lost. Oh and your 'Best Fake Yawn' needs some work," he smiled,

"Are you hungry or anything? Mom still has raw veal for you in the fridge."

"No dad I'm not hungry I went hunting this morning remember? And how did you get here so fast you where right behind me?" I asked and laughed at the same time.

"Well im stronger, faster, and better looking than you." He laughed.

"Yeah, ok dad. Whatever you say."

I walked by and patted his shoulder. I could still hear him laughing when I walked into the bathroom. I got on the scale, 127 I wrote down on the sheet Grandpa Carlisle gave me. Most people would have said that the scale was broken because my waist line is still only 19", but it's because vampire skin is denser or something. Then I lined up with the ruler on the wall. 5' and .5". I grew a whole half an inch today. That's a lot compared to the last few weeks.

Usually I only grow a tenth to a quarter of an inch, and it had been slowing down immensely by the weeks. This was my thesis to convincing Mr. And Mrs. Cullen to register me for the second semester of school. I would be starting half way through 7th grade. I would probably be smarter than most of the kids but I promised daddy I wouldn't go overboard. I had to come up with reasons for months to let me go to Fork's Middle School then about 2 weeks ago I proposed my idea.

"But what would people think about Daddy and I only graduating a few years ago and having a daughter in 7th grade?" Mom had asked me.

"What happens when you are 5' 5" and all the other kids are still 5'?" Dad's main questioning was about my size and how I would be able to explain to the other kids that I was taller and stronger than them but tiny, hot, and white?

"Everyone is going through puberty so they are all growing and uncomfortable, no one will even notice I'm different." That was the best answer I could come up with for dad and they both bought it, but mom's main drawback on the other hand was hard to find the answer for.

"Carlisle could have adopted me," I said first because I looked more like the Cullen's then the Swan's.

"Or I could be Alice's blood niece staying with you guys until my mom comes back from a job she took in Tokyo," they both loved this last one.

My story had become. I was an athlete from Thunder Bay Ontario, which is why I had white skin and was very strong. I moved to Fork's to visit my Aunt Alice who I was a blood relative, while my mother Cynthia was taking a job as a forest ranger at the Olympic National Park.

Seemed good enough to me and dad, but momma had another idea. "No, no, no I don't want you going to Fork's. Charlie would have a heart attack if he heard you would be coming into town every single day for school he would feel the need to protect you constantly," she tried to convince me but I didn't by it.

"Well where do you suggest I go then?" I retorted.

"We will take you to Port Angeles every morning. Or drive you way out to Neah Bay," She persisted.

"Those are both an hour away, mom. You are going to try to wake me up an hour earlier then need be just to drive me to a school I wouldn't need to go to." I snipped.

At the time I didn't think I was being bratty but now I can see why the next day Alice lectured me on ways to resolve a conflict.

"It's just, honey, Forks is to dangerous. We want to stay here for as long as possible and putting you in public school will be to risky." She convinced me, for the time being, to consider going somewhere else. La Push? Daddy nodded a no but I had another trick up my sleeve to help me with that one. Jacob Black and the wolf pack.

"Sweetie are you ok you've been in there any awful long time."

"Yeah mom I'll be right out I just have to brush my teeth." I yelled through the door.

"Crap," I muttered to myself while digging through every drawer in the bathroom.

Band aids, no, gauze, no, cotton swabs, no! Where is my freaking tooth brush! Last drawer, my blue tooth brush and tooth paste. "Finally," I sighed. While brushing my teeth I wondered how long it had been since I came in here, longer than five or ten because my mom was home already. 15? 25? 30!

What if Jake was back, just sitting in my room waiting for me to come in and tell him how my new Aunt Cynthia was? What if Jake wasn't back yet and I would have to fall asleep wondering if he was protecting me yet? A million similar questions popped in and out of my head before I got to my room. About to knock on my door I realized mom was behind me.

"Expecting someone?" she asked.

"Not really, just Jacob." I replied.

She knows Jake had come to "tuck me in" almost every night since I was a month old. She said she had always been ok with Jacob being my best friend. Jacob had been her best friend too once now there was a couple people ahead of him. Dad didn't know and he never would because I never ever thought about it.

"Oh ok, well let me tuck you in first. Mother always come first. And I kinda wanted to talk without your dad around, so don't think about this." She announced.

Dad around? He must have went hunting himself. We walked into my pink and purple girly girl's room. Everything was spotless as usual nothing had been touched, Jake hadn't come yet.

Momma snorted, "I guess we need Esme to change your room again." As she held up my plaid pink comfiture and then starred at my pink walls.

"Yeah," I sighed walking into my huge closet, "And I think Alice needs to stop changing my wardrobe."

There were seven racks from ceiling to floor just of jean madness shorts, pants, skirts. Then on the hangers I had a whole wall of sweat shirts and sweat pants even though I hated both, too hot. On the back wall was a dresser that touched both walls on either side and went half way up the wall to the ceiling. That was full of pajamas, underwear, tank tops and such. There was one wall full of shirts hung up in color groups. I called it the rainbow wall. I sighed and put on my simplest pj's, but sadly it wasn't simple at all. The top was silk with a lace back, and the bottoms were silk shorts that had the most intricate designs along the sides.

Slumping into bed momma started babbling, "You know I love you Renesmee, and I wouldn't want to hurt you in any way possible but I'm afraid I might."

I was confused, usually her wishing me good night was a story about before me when her and daddy fell in love or when dad left and Jake become her best friend. They never started like this.

"What's wrong? Is someone hurt?" I asked.

"Uh… No one's hurt. It's just I was thinking maybe you should… err… leave." Admitted Mom.

"Leave, wait, you want me to leave?"

What was she saying? Why? I must be in trouble for being rude to "Aunt" Cynthia. No maybe the Volturi is back for me. What if they changed their minds and thought I was uncontrollable? Whoa Nessie exhale I had to tell myself.

"No it's not like that. Well, yes, I did say leave but it's not moving and your not in danger or trouble. I just thought you might want a vacation, with me." She explained.

Oh, a vacation. Cool I've never been outside of Washington before. Maybe we could go to New York or meet Grandma Renee!

"Cool, where are we going?" I asked trying not to sound too excited.

"Well that's the thing, I wanted to take you to South America to see Nuheal again. Then maybe we can make a pit stop in Florida on the way back to see Grandma Renee."

"Awesome! When?" I blurted out.

I had to go to school in a few weeks so I imagined it would be soon or over summer.

"Well that is another thing, you would need to miss some school. I was thinking next week Monday. January 17 through February 29. How does that sound?" she demanded rather then asked.

"I would really like that you guys could always sign me up for school later, right? And besides a month and a half away from daddy might be good for me." I questioned the last part considerably.

I loved him more than anything and I would probably spend the whole time missing him. Away from my dad, my own father, my protector? Then it hit me like a 10.10 Rector Scale level earthquake, unpredictable, uncontrollable. Jacob? A month and a half away! No! No! NO! No way was she taking me way from my father and my best friend, my brother, my protector! No she was not, someone was coming with whether it be Rosalie, Alice, Emmet, Esme, Jasper, Carlisle and especially Daddy or Jake someone was coming. I was not going to spend a full month away from my family just to go to South American and meet my only human Grandmother!

"I know it will be tough leaving everyone but I think you need a break. While we are in Florida we could go to Disney or the beach. I've always wanted to go to the Disney!" she said trying to sound excited.

I was nowhere near excited. Besides we couldn't go to Disney or the beach or anywhere sunny, which is practically all of Florida, we are vampires for crying out loud. Mom was rubbing my back now lucky she didn't need to breathe anymore, because if she was in my shoes she'd be half dead. I just lay down on my bed. I knew this trip was not, not going to happen. I had no choose I had to go, my mother had set her mind on it and lately that would be enough. I sat up not thinking about the consequences of leaving for a month and a half of who'd miss. Who'd never get to meet at school.

Who'd house I'd could have my first sleep over at and said, "Well I think a vacation might be good for me and I might need to discuss it with some people but I won't think about it much, promise." I sighed long and hard.

"Well thanks but you know you can't just forget about leaving Jake and daddy. It will be hard leaving your best friend. Did I ever tell you the story about when I had no one? Jake left, daddy was gone, and Grandpa Charlie was out hunting Jacob." She asked, of course I had heard the story.

I had heard all the stories from before… me. Most of them I had heard more than once which was ok sometimes. My favorite had always been when momma found out when Jake was a werewolf and how Paul had started a fight.

I guess I would just have to hear it once more, "Not all of it."

"Well, it all started out with Mike Newton and the movie…."

She went on to tell about how Jake got mad at Mike and left because he got mono which wasn't really mono at all. Then, how Jake spent weeks ignoring her phone calls, etc, and then finally she worked up enough courage to go down to La Push and demand Jacob tell her what was going on. Jake just said to go away because it wasn't safe and she would get hurt, which of course momma already was hurt and didn't care if she got hurt again. Then Jacob snuck into her room that night, against all orders, and tried to help her guess what had happened because Sam had told him not to tell anyone.

"And Paul just went ballistic and then there was wolf…" she had ended the story.

That was usually how this story went sometimes she would cut parts that weren't important and add ones that where interesting, like one time she told me about the dream she had to help her figure out what happened to Jake, although it wasn't a dream it was a night mare.

This story though she really stressed about how she felt when Jacob ignored her. How it made her life hell without anyone. I grimaced at the thought of Jake ignoring me, he was my older brother and if he left I would die inside. I guessed that's what she meant about 'I wouldn't want to hurt you in any way possible but I'm afraid I might'. Being away from the two people I loved the most, I think not. I thought about this a while. I laid face down on my stomach, mom twirling my hair around in her fingers.

Sighing I said, "Why do we need to go on vacation? And so soon! Monday is only two days way what if Jake doesn't come back in two days? I won't get to say bye and it will be like I am ignoring him, naturally we would tell Dad and when Jacob came around he would tell him right?" I urged for some answers.

I heard a brisk sigh, I guess she was getting better at the whole human thing.

"Alright I'll tell you. I just didn't want your dad to find out, but I guess he would find a way somehow anyway." Finally some answers, now I just had to stay awake.

"It's, well, it's Cynthia. I don't think she's…" long awkward pause and another sigh, "She is she, or who she claims she is anyway."

I gasped but I was just teasing mom, I don't really think Cynthia is lying to us. That's one huge lie to come up with just to meet the Cullens, besides we aren't a very interesting family.

"I know I felt the same way, so surprised! But she had one single flaw. Brooke is not Alice's niece's name; her real niece's name is Cathy. And she is only 42 and only has a daughter named Lenya who is about you age, no grandkids, so she is no grandmother." I looked up at her stunted, she was still playing with my hair, but her expression was harsh but passive.

Why would Cynthia lie? Wait, how could momma know this? I expected this, and I knew she was bad news! How couldn't I have realized this sooner! Oh, wait, no one ever tells me anything. I then I sighed a long heavy sigh.

"So are you scared she want to hurt me or something?" I asked half expecting no answer.

"I think she is a spy or something. I don't know. It sounds crazy but."

Yes it did sound crazy but my life was crazy, my mother was crazy for having a half breed child, my best friend is crazy wolf style, and my father is crazy for invading everyone's personal privacy.

"The way she acted in the woods was, different. Like she knew me, and she knew you and Jake. When we were walking back she asked if she could meet you and if you still 'lived off you protector'. Creepy right? It's not just me who thinks that's frightening?"

She stopped while I was half asleep. Of course it was creepy, she knew me before she meet me. On top of that she knew I was friends with Jake and that he was my protector. But it had to be Alice's sister she looked exactly alike!

"Momma, how did you know about Cathy when even Alice didn't? And how in the woods did you know she was like Jane?"

I yawned and closed my eyes.

"You father and I did some research after Alice found out her name and where she grew up. We found out she has a niece and a nephew but her nephew died in a car accident a while back. We opted out to not tell her about him. That is when we started searching for her niece and found a Cathy and Lenya. I knew she was like Jane because the minute I walked near her I got a slight headache."

Wait was she saying my dad knew too! Then shouldn't he be worried for me too? I held my had to her cheek to show her this.

"Yes, dad is worried. Alice got to him though. I still think he has an itch to find out more about this Cynthia, though." She sighed. Then I heard nothing. I was out.

I dreamed of a vacation a normal human vacation with no diamond skin, no creepy stalker aunt, and no nightmares of running around in a forest alone. I saw the trees outside of the Cullen's and Jacob, Sam, and Seth all fighting. I tried to yell. I tried to stop them but whenever I yelled it came out as just air floating out of my lungs. I tried harder to run to them but every time it seemed as if I had reached them I found myself further and further back.

Then it all stopped everyone gone. I could hear waves crashing against a boulder in the distance. I was at La Push. I had never gone to La Push before not even in a dream. Jake showed me pictures a while back but that was it. I had met everyone there only through Jake and Grandpa Charlie. Sue was sitting on a log about 10 yards away from me when I turned around I saw the tides settling over the creamy sand and then washing bits and pieces of it back into the great ocean.

"Renesmee is fine. I'm leaving tonight," long pause and some mumbling.

"No way! Sam… Not for that long I can't do it not that long."

I was seeing and hearing through someone else's mind. Jacob. I started shivering not from the cold or anger but from desperation and sadness.

"Jake? Are you sure you want to do this?" a low but not unusually low voice said, Seth or Embry I guessed.

"No." Jake snapped, "I don't. Do you think Quil or Paul would want to leave. I sure the hell don't."

"Seth don't give his any ideas he has to." The Alpha remarked.

I felt a funny tingle in my lungs and a growl escaped my lips, but they weren't my lips. I heard Sue sigh, get up and stalk off.

"Come on Sam lighten up. Have one of the young ones do it. Heck, I'll do it." Seth said punching Sam's shoulder.

"No it's too dangerous." Sam hissed. "Then why don't you do it?" I said.

"Because little Ms. Imprint here is too chicken to leave Emily alone for a week," Seth laughed at his own joke.

Sam slugged Seth right square in the ribs.

"Ooff… See if I were Paul, I'd be naked for the night and you'd have your hand ripped off. Lucky you, I'm not."

"Both of you quit it," I barked, "I'll just go. I'll just leave tonight, before she wakes. I'll leave a note or something."

I sighed and then an emotion I wasn't very familiar with crashed into me like one of the waves hitting the boulder. My whole body went numb and I wasn't sure if it was Jake or me feeling this pain.

I was running when I finally remembered my last dream. I was a wolf, still Jacob. I had a scent, vampire. Quivering with excitement I ran fast with each stride 15 yards long running out of the forests of La Push. Then I stopped losing the scent, well Jacob stopped, and I looked around no longer in La Push. It smelled dry. Dry like a I was in a prairie. How did? How did I get here miles from Washington? I looked up at the sky. It was nearly four in the morning telling from the stars. I was standing along a hill in the middle of a wheat field. It was suddenly all too much the pain, the loss, the cracking noise of my hart as it ripped into a million pieces. The sky fell. I jolted awake.

"Jake…" I cried.

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