It only takes one thing
A word
Or a bullet
And you are gone
But if you were past gone before
Is it still you?
Or am I shooting a disease
The monster inside you
Taking the one that I love, loved, will always love.
And your eyes are so clear
Like the boy I once knew
Was it only a few months ago,
The first time I saw you?
It feels like an eternity, spent with you
The blonde with the limp
I tell you that I can't
I couldn't, never
I can't end your life
Because the monster looks so much like you
The boy I once knew
But you beg, plead (please Tommy please)
And your eyes are sane again
So with my heart falling
I do it
And your life ends
By a bullet
By my bullet
I CAN'T STOP WRITING THESE DEPRESSING NEWTMAS POEMS HELP ME