How loud do I have to scream?
How obvious do I have to be?
How quickly did you make me fall
Yet make me better at the same time?
No one else has ever been able to make
My demons vanish so fast
And yet you will probably
Never know the amazing way
You have eternally changed me.
I miss your face when you turn away
Your jokes when you fall silent
But most of all, I just miss you right now.
Because since you've been with her,
You haven't been spending time with me.
Forgetting our in-jokes, our routines
Because I wasn't quick enough
And you chose her
Don't mistake me - I think she's great
It's just she's not me.
But she makes you so happy
And that is far more important to me
Than finding a way to tell you how I feel.
So I'll smile, feelings stay hidden,
Be the best friend I can possibly be
Be there for you every minute of every day
And remember at the end of the day there's always hope.