Condemnation of a God
By: Monkan
Pairing: Thor/Loki
Warning: M/M, Rape, Ragnarök, Character Death, Sodomy, Pseudo-Incest,
Themes: Drama, Romance, Angst, Thriller, Mystery, Action.
Copyrights: I own nothing; all credit goes to Marvel and the mythology.
Full Summary: Loki has always thought that his brother has looked on him with desire, something he can't approve of. When one night Thor kisses Loki, he doesn't have time to say anything before accusations of sodomy are heaved on him. Thor, afraid of being found out, accuses his younger brother for the vilest thing in Asgard; rape. Things quickly spin out of control and before Thor can gather up his courage to save Loki, Ragnarok will fall onto the world.
A/N: Update rate will depend on the interest in this story. You like it? Let me know. Otherwise, updating will happen all in my own pace.
~ Prequel ~
"Stop it, Thor."
The blond thunder God stopped in his tracks when he came face to face with the other. "What?"
Loki shook his head in annoyance. "You are stalking me. This has to stop."
"I don't know what you are talking about, dear brother."
"Really, Thor." Loki said, his eyes narrowing. "You've been following me since the library. Since when have you ever been interested in the library? These are my rooms. There is nothing here but my privacy and still you follow me like a wild hog after food."
The older of the brothers looked at the smaller dark haired trickster, taking in everything of his form. "Can't I just want to spend some time with you? It's been a long time since we last shared an evening together. I miss those days." He said honestly.
Loki stared at his brother. He knew that those words were true. His brother was a terrible liar. Except when it all came to one dangerous truth.
He sighed deeply, letting his lungs and stomach expel all air before taking in a new breath.
"I miss those days too, but before we can spend time together you have to overcome your affection for me."
"Can't I have affection for my brother?"
"Not like the one you feel for me." Loki remained rooted but his green eyes spoke volumes of what he was feeling. "I've seen the way you look at me. It's not the look brothers give each other. I cannot return your feelings, and I won't do anything that will cause us both to fall from grace." Loki looked Thor over once before meeting his eyes. "I love you too, brother. But unless your inappropriate feelings for me stop, then I cannot be in your company."
He turned to leave when his arm was caught in a strong hold. The fingers held him secured in place.
"I will not have you walk away from me, brother." Thor whispered. "My feelings for you burn as strong as the fires of Hel. I will not let anyone else have you. Ever."
Sad eyes looked into the familiar features of the older God. "And if father finds out about your affections?"
Thor let go as if he were burned. He took a step back with a ghastly white face.
Loki let out a defeated laughter. "I guessed as much." He walked toward the doors of his chambers, and did not look back before he was safely inside his sanctuary. He let his back fall against the rich dark brown wooden door before letting his nerves fall apart.
"Oh, Gods." He moaned. It was getting out of hands.
You didn't need to be intelligent to see the desire in Thor's eyes. The boundaries between love and desire had been erased long ago from Thor's eyes. Even if Loki felt flattered that Thor wanted him of all people in Asgard, they were brothers.
It was not right, if anyone found out then there were no knowing what would happen, and to Loki it would be the worst. No one believed him anymore. The 'Prince of Lies', 'God of Mischief', 'Silver tongue', all nicknames that he had earned through the years of his life. If anyone thought he had done anything to approve of Thor's advances, then it would be him who would pay the price.
No one believed that their golden boy would be capable of such degrading feelings for your own sibling.
Loki's only option was to stay away from Thor for as long as needed.
TBC