Hikaru,

It's always been "our world"

If not, "the world except us"

We never belonged with them

And they never belonged with us

No one could compare to you

Not the moon, the stars, or the sky

No one would ever do

And I don't need a reason why

I hold your hand when I'm afraid

Thus I know I'm not alone

And if you'll smile and clap for me

There's no talent I won't own

I gaze into your eyes

And know that you will care

Day or night, rain or shine

I trust you to be there

I know you'll be there to save me

Whether I drown or fall

So, big brother, I was hurt

To find that you never loved me at all

I hated her, Haruhi

The one you called "my love"

She was stealing my beloved brother

The only one I have

You tucked her in last night

You even slept by her side

I watched you sleeping peacefully

Cursing as I cried

You stopped waking me in the mornings

You stopped helping me out of bed

And all the time I saw her

You keep running through my head

I want you back big brother

She's but an intruder in our land

I will make sure she goes away

If you lend a helping hand

Brother, come back to me

You're the only one I know

Mommy and daddy already left

So why do you have to go?

Hey Haru, don't be selfish

I need him more than you do

What would you feel Haru

If you lost your brother too?

You'll be beside me forever right?

Or was that promise dead?

Though you told me not to cry

A million tears were shed

What if I asked you to choose?

I wonder what you'd say?

That you love her more

But even so, you love me anyway?

To be second best is your eyes

Will never seem quite right

I'll do what it takes to get you back

And get her out of sight

But I saw you really happy

With a smile I've never seen

You're so much happier with her

Than with me you've ever been

You laugh like no tomorrow

Will ever come your way

And you've never slept so peacefully

Unless she's in your day

You keep giving her flowers

Your silky hair she adorns

She slumbers on rose petals

While I must hold its thorns

So let me walk away

Before I seriously get hurt

I don't understand how I suddenly became

The stranger in your world

Yes, I mean goodbye

And forever, I might add

It's been real great big brother

I hope she makes you glad

Sincerely,

Kaoru