Hello everyone! Sorry the actual first chapter I wrote last year was crappy and uninteresting. It had a lot of mistakes and it made me cringe every single sentence. So, here is the rewrite! I'm feeling neutral for this one, however. It's just a few pages after all. It's not very long. For those who reviewed, favorite, and followed, thank you very much! I have been a very bad author and I apologize. As you can see, I'm the only person working on this story meaning it will not be very good at all. I'm very sorry.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN VOCALOID
Chapter one – a broken heart of a masked stone
Rin Kagamine
You'd think there would be no hope for me. No one can save me. Not my character or academic excellence. I was always that one person in every school to make fun of for having a good trait. I never knew why they would tease a person just because they have a higher chance of getting into a better future.
But as time went on, I stopped caring. Whether they laugh, making fun of me, teasing me, or throwing silent hurting words at me. But why, if it's so silent, why do I hear each and every word they throw at me? Why does it pierce my heart as if its daggers forcefully thrown at me? Is that the way words work?
They come out of a pig's mouth as sharp unavoidable daggers then pierce through your heart as if my heart is just the training monkey used to sharpen their skills?
Yet, I stayed ignorant. I tried to. I kept a calm, bored, and stoic face, a straight posture, and a heart steady. But we all know that my heart is already in pieces. It's just trying to be strong. Trying, oh, so hard to be strong.
I just calmly led my way across the hallway, too bad It's not much of a silence. I just kept walking, focusing on the book in front of me. I just walked on and on to my next class.
"Thinking she looks so good just cause she excels on everything."
Ignore. Ignore. Ignore. Just ignore it, Rin!
I just focused on the book. I can't let myself break down. Never. I need to be strong. No one should see the weak, help-less me.
I made it in my class, I sat on my arranged seat. By that, I blocked every and everything I might come to hear, spacing out. That might be good, yes, but once I know it will be my one mistake, it won't.
Len Kagamine
"Waah~ Len, you're so perfect and handsome! DATE ME!"That's what they keep telling me. All they want are my looks, my looks, my looks and my looks. I may be wearing a black wig and yellow contacts, hiding my true identity, but it seems my boss found the wrong disguise for me... And plus, what would they even benefit from having me? I'm worthless. I'm cruel, mean, disgusting. I should be the one in the depths of hell, receiving punishments. Or maybe even, death.
I'm a monster. Yeah, that's right. That's the only correct way to summarize me. A Monster.
A big, grumpy, ugly monster.
That just happened to have a lot of fans. I cursed under my breath. I'm supposed to be considered as a monster, why do they still think otherwise? Even after what I've done?
"NO LET ME GO!"
Rin perked up. "Mommy?" She asked herself. The little girl with short honey blonde hair that had a ribbon on top walked towards her door. Opening it, she was greeted with a dark and empty hallway. She looked around, her heart beating loudly in her ears. An intruder just came and her parents told her to stay in her room. But, to hear those screams..
Little Rin walked fast but hesitatingly slow. She didn't know what to do, she had no weapon. "HEY STOP!"
"Daddy?" Rin thought aloud worriedly. She reached a door. That one wooden door kept moving, as if someone kept banging on it. Rin heard her parents' screams loudly until it suddenly stopped. She became worried for her parents. But she was scared, if she were to die…
She slowly opened the door to reveal…
It was as expected, her parents were dead. They looked like they were showered with their own blood. Their eyes lifeless, their mouth agape, their bodies thrown over each other like garbage.
Rin took a breath the slumped down. On her knees, she opened her arms up to covers her ears. She stared at them. Her parents. Dead.
She screamed, and screamed and screamed. She thought, "What an awful day." She kept screaming, her eyes shift from one direction to another. That is, until she saw what stood behind the pile of her parents.
Blonde hair, steamy, violent blue eyes. A knife in hand. He seemed to be bruised, as if her parents put up a fight. Rin was confused. Why would a little boy kill her parents?
The boy then ran towards the nearest window, jumping out and disappearing.
Rin heard police sirens outside and footsteps coming closer to her. Neighbors must have heard her screaming and called the police. Or maybe her parents did? She didn't know. Rin stopped screaming, voice lost.
She looked up at the police officer. She began to wonder. "What should I do here from now on?"
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A tear. It was one thing they weren't expecting from their classmate. They thought she felt no emotion considering her actions. It felt...weird.To think that emotionless girl, Kagamine Rin, would shed a tear.
But of course, no-one knew what situation she was in. No-one in this world did.She was just a shadow. Like a hated ghost, full of sorrow and heartbreaks. But they will always look at the outside of that ghost. The outside, where it's scary, unavoidable, and creepy and the inside, where it's just begging for help, which will benefit you in the end.
Why did it have to be this way?
"Kagamine? Are you...crying?" After that was said, murmurs were filled in that room. And Rin couldn't take it.
I tried to hold it in. I really did.
"I'm sorry..." A mutter was heard from her. "E-eh?" Her teacher stuttered. "May I please visit the nurse's office?" She looked up, her face filled with tears, well not until she wiped them off of course. She stood up, looking blankly into the teacher's eyes. "Y-yes, you may." The teacher stuttered again, wondering what in the world is happening.
Kagamine Rin took her school bag, and went for the door. As soon as she reached it, she looked back and bowed in respect. She then went, leaving the class confused. Rin stopped behind the closed door, relieved she hasn't snapped and burst. She took a deep breath, "Why did the teacher have to point it out?"
She then went for the nurse's office, telling the nurse that she needed rest and had permission from the teacher. She received a nod from the kind brunette nurse, Meiko.
"I just hope they wouldn't talk about it tomorrow."
