Hi so I am really into Jasper and Bella fics but in my never ending scrolling I haven't quite found stories that portrait the personality of the characters I picture therefore this is my experiment to try and create the story that keeps pumping in my mind.I will gladly accept all of your reviews,suggestions and comments so feel free to point out if I am not following the intended path or if it is growing confusing or even boring./All credits to Stephenie Meyer/
"Avenge, O lord, thy slaugter'd saints, whose bones lie scatter'd on the mountains cold" John 18
It was 1863 when my change took place,a time when I was a silly young boy who entered the army under a false age. My glee could not be contained I wanted to fight, I wanted to create a name for myself hence why I gladly sacrificed and went to slaughter. My mother begged me to stay, my father looked at me with hurt in his eyes but I did not care ultimately my selfishness won, I wanted glory, I wanted the taste of victory like an elixir in my tongue. I was strong and a fast learner soon I acquired the necessary abilities in combat and strategy. I was fast climbing the ranks of importance between the army. On one of the civilian evacuations I met Maria, a beautiful, smart and lethal woman who seduced me and transformed me into a vampire then she continued to train me to be her Warlord. At first I thought Maria along her sisters were helpless woman who had stayed behind and were looking for a way out but they caught me off guard, their whole appearance so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing almost like angels standing in the desert territory. I fell entirely in their trap that is when I felt Maria's fangs in my neck and a nerve racking pain flashing through my entire body. I blacked out and the torture began, pain so strong I thought I was being devour by a fire, I felt like a force was breaking my bones repeatedly but then suddenly it stop and when I opened my eyes Maria was watching me with curiosity that I could feel my own and an overwhelming thirst in my throat. I remember her words, they are recorded in my memory.
-Hello Major I really hope you will not disappoint me-her voice so velvety and smooth-I have gifted you with a power mortals can only dream, you have ambition and that is just what I need but be sure to understand you are no longer human, you are now a blood drinking being, we feed on your old race. You now have strength, speed and appeal of the greatest predator. And indeed you are also special darling, you are able to feel my emotions as your own, you are an empath. You are my jewel. Be by my side or be my enemy-My mind was racing through all logical explanations denying what she was saying but the confidence which she was projecting made me realize that it was true even if I couldn't grasp it in my mind. An unknown loyalty came to surface which I would later recall as the sire bond.
-I'll stand by your side, my life is yours.
From that moment and forward I stood by Maria as her major. I trained the newborns we collected and dispose of the ones to weak for our goals. As a human I may have felt remorse but as a vampire if was like humanity did not matter anymore. I was not a monster I was a winner and I went through to hell to bring the heads of our enemies in a silver plate for Maria. Let it be because I had a blinding faith in her that was carefully controlled by her emotional manipulation but she had me right between her fingers. One snap and I would attack. No one dared challenge the God of War. I had the entire continent under my reign and every attempt to bring me down was pathetic even the Volturi, the guardians of our vampire world, felt the need to recruit me instead of destroying me.
*Flashback*
-"Jasper my boy you are talented and you could be a great asset to us"-Aro said
-"So you have come here to convince me of willingly just be your toy?"-I was bored and I could feel his determination to win me. Aro was such a greedy one.
Marcus stood there as indifferent to me and the only feeling I could get from him was insignificance-"Leave him Aro, he is comfortable being manipulated by Maria. What a mediocre warrior you are."
-"She is not controlling me!"-A loud growl escape me, one that made others back away yet he seem unimpressed
-"You are an insignificant boy who just happen to have the luck of winning a few battles,you are no worthy of our attention and yet my brother here seems to desire your power for he sees a future for you but I sincerely do not perceive one. You are impulsive, irrational and prompentous, you don't know how to control yourself. You are drunk in this string of luck but you will come down if you don't understand soon than you are inexperienced and need more training, physical and mental, and we can offer you that, we can turn you invincible and not just a temporary champion"
*Flashback ending*
That encounter with the Kings opened my eyes and freed me from Maria's claws. She did not let go of me easily, she felt betrayed that her own property would go away so she fight me but even if I had loved her my heart did not sutter to fight back,she was not so foolish to risk getting kill so she backed away. Volterra was the center of the law among vampires. I was trained for years until I was the perfect killing machine even though I had previous experience I had faults that needed to be corrected. Whenever there were incidents with nomads or rebellious clans the Kings would command me to fix it with all assets of our army at my implicit trust. When I first arrived at Volterra Marcus did not greet me with open arms I had to win his respect and trust but later he became like a father figure. He was the wisest man I had ever known, his long existence had been dedicated to study every knowledge that he could get his hands on. He resented Aro for killing his life mate and yet he stayed for he knew he had a duty as a ruler of vampires.
In one of my missions for the Kings I came across a seer. I had to play along with Alice when she came to me unexpected and demanding my company to fulfill her destiny with some golden-eyed vampires. It was my duty as part of the guard to collect every piece of information about them and consider if they were a threat that needed to be extinguish or not. So I travel with her to meet them pretending to be ashamed of my way of life so far and in a desperate need of redemption. A redemption they were willing to give me. The lead of the coven was Carlisle, who coincidentally was a known vampire to the Kings, Marcus told me he was at some point part of the Volturi but his ideals of the purity of the soul and his incapacity to stand being a natural predator made him run away from them. At first Carlisle had not had inhibitions, he participated in the revels and human huntings but his sense of remorse came out when he killed a human child after that he put his faith in his God, he try to persuade the Kings to change with him but they rejected his new conviction and he left. His faithful companion was Esme, a pretty woman who Carlisle had saved in his role as doctor of the ill. She was completely devoted to him. She had an overwhelming maternal personality and the moment she saw us she saw new children to care after. Then was the golden boy Edward, Carlisle and him had been together for quite a long time. He was changed as a reckless teenager and those traits perished in his vampire life adding his capacity to read one's mind making him believe he was invincible, in my opinion just arrogant and noisy. Then followed Emmet and Rosalie who were a couple. Rosalie was first thought by Carlisle to be Edward's mate but their personalities crashed the moment they met and the golden boy rejected her, for that Rosalie will always hate him not because he didn't want her but the fact that he insulted and tried to preach her about how she should had handled what happen to her, her own death. In time she found Emmet, a child like man, loving, lustful and god damn funny to be with.
So Alice and me arrived in the so called vegetarian family, Carlisle had the principles of not taking out a human life so they feed on animal blood instead and they even try to maintain a parade of a human family. We were first questioned on our past,our sudden arrival did in fact raise some uncertainty about our motives to join. Edward was the most reluctant to let us in mainly because he did not trust me. He was not the first mind reader that I had came across I knew well enough how to keep them away but in order to win his acceptance I let false thoughts reached him. Alice did not remember her human life but she knew she had the ability to see glimpses of the future that caught Carlisle attention. Then it was my turn to be on the spotlight, I limited my explanation to a wounded war soldier who had been traumatized with the never ending killings and lives my hands had taken and now that Alice came into my life and brought a light of hope to become something other than a killer who was tempted so often I followed her. My plan was to pretend to be the weak link of the family that way no one would suspect me when the Kings decided it was my time to strike.