((NOTE: The section in quotes is from the musical Jane Eyre and does not belong to me. It belongs to its respective owners and writers.))
"My dear one, I brought you a lily today,
For the roses were frail,
And the petals fell away…
But still, please sleep…
Our secrets will keep,
Till we talk this time tomorrow."
I miss you so,
Though I never dreamt I would.
Even your anger is still a presence in my life…
Maybe you're still here, and I,
In my ignorance,
Haven't found you yet.
But…
Where would you go?
I know I was never good to you.
Often we hated each other…
Even tried to shame one another.
Yet…
I want you somehow to forgive me.
I really do love you.
Do you love me too?
Or was it just the passion of the moment…?
By God,
I miss you.
I don't even know if you can hear me.
Or if you even care.
But please…
Find some place
In your frail heart…
For me.