Everything I touch oh it dies

Same old empty feeling in my heart

Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

And I see her as I fall asleep

Never to touch, never to keep

'Cause I loved him too much

But I dived too deep

I'm sorry Michonne

I'm sorry Rick

"Michonne Look At Me!"

With a quick head turn , Michonne faces Rick with a odd cold demeanor , one look she never looked at Rick with

"What Rick ! What you you want me to say!"

"Say you love me ! Say you want to make this work ! Say you'll let me in ! Anything ! ," Rick said with both hands raised in pure frustration

Kneeling down in front of Michonne who was sitting on the edge of the bed with a glass of wine in her hands

Darting his eyes over the beautiful features that belong to his long term girlfriend and ex wife , a girlfriend that is breaking his heart in half

How can a beautiful woman such as herself can be so cruel to him? Was he not enough? He put her first in everything he do. He doesn't eat unless he knows she has

For the love of everything he gave up his job just to move in with her in the city . He rearranged visiting rights of his son to spend more time with her . He compromised everything for her and she compromised nothing

Taking a slow sip of wine from glass , she smiled and looked at Rick with a bored expression

Leaning down to the point where her face is directly in front of his , she spoke with a steady tone of voice, "If you don't know how I feel about you now then I shouldn't have married you in the first place like my father said because you don't know me at all"

With that she pushed him off of her and made her way to their shared bathroom for a much needed shower

"Michonne I'm done giving my all to you if you can't even give me a damn inch!"

Quickly Michonne pushed the dress that was at feet to the side and rush to Rick and pushed him to the floor and pushed her finger in his face , "Dont you fucking dare say I don't give anything because that's ALL I FUCKING DID WHILE WE WAS MARRIED ! I gave up going to law school to support your dreams of being some small town sheriff! I moved into your dusty ass house from your daddy that was a horrible man! I lied to keep your ass out of jail because of that dumb desperate bitch Jessie! I even let your white ass back when you fuck Lori not for the first... not the second time... BUT FOR THE THRID FUCKING TIME! , " she yelled with every bit of emotion she could feel

Never before his Michonne express this much anger at him before. Even when she gave him the divorce papers. Her anger was deep rooted and pure. This what he wanted to see. Her to feel something , for the longest she was a fake smile and blank mind to him , making it easy for him to take advantage of , but if he knew Michonne like he knows he do , she knew what he was doing .

If only she showed her emotions when they were on the edge of their marriage or when he began to not give a fuck about anything

No she was in fault for his flaws in their marriage, he takes all blame for the meaningless sex with women who was not his wife but he needed something that felt like something. Michonne became cold in all ways when their son Andre died. Rightfully so , but Rick blamed her.

He blamed Michonne for moving on like Andre was never there . He blamed Michonne for never wanting to talk to him about their son. How could she block him from sharing a deep sadness for the lost of him

His Michonne was broken and he didn't see that. He saw a heartless bitch who jumped right back into work as soon as she was off of bed rest. Every day and every night she would work work work . Sometimes not even coming home . And when she was home , she wasn't really there. Every kiss was broken off by her . Every touch was push away. Every conversation was cut short because of her. He pushed , of course he did. He understood that she carried Andre for nine months and was taking his death extremely hard. So he fought for his marriage

Every time she pushed , he pulled

Fighting for signs that his Michonne was still in there but none was there .

Regrettably he fell into a need of affection. Any type of affection. Rather it was flirting from women at the store to woman bending over his desk .

He knew it was wrong but he didn't care . At first he wished Michonne would catch him in the act of being in between Lori or Jessie legs but it never came . It seemed as though when ever he had this sinful sex with them she wouldn't come home. Of course she knew what was happening but he didn't care that she knew because she never confronted him about it so he continued fucking the two women

Oh would he give anything to take it all back now. But he doesn't regret his son Carl. Carl was a blessing, his second chance of being a father . His only wish was that Carl mother was Michonne and not Lori

Watching his girlfriend stand and take a deep breath until she calmed down , a smile formed on her face . That damn fake smile

"My work Partners is still coming over for dinner and you know how much work means to me so I hope you can be on your best behavior Saturday ," with that she made her way to the bathroom and slammed the door

I'm sorry Michonne

I'm sorry Rick

Hello you guys ! I was listening to 'Let Him Go' cover by Birds and got this crazy Idea for a one shot .

I love me some Richonne and wanted something quick but heartbreaking to read for people.

Did you like it?

Should I make this longer than a one shot?

I wanted this one shot to show two different views on a sad situation. They both are sorry for different reasons and even though Rick obviously is super wrong for cheating and having a child outside his marriage, Michonne has faults of her own. Did you see her faults? Or the downfall of their marriage completely on Rick??

I want to know your opinions

Thank you