"You. You stupid idiot! I am going to kill you, you, you! I can't even find a word that describes you!" he said as he cornered izaya holding a long metal pipe in his hand. Izaya stared at the blond with a smirk.
"Well looks like you finnaly cornered me shizu-chan! Ha, Ha, Ha! You always say you are going to kill me, but you know what? You never manage to kill me, now you've managed to corner me and have a pipe of steel in your hand" smirked izaya "what are you going to do now? Its your choice shizu-chan. You can either kill me or walk away."
As shizuo stared at izaya he gritted his teeth and decided that the flea was right. He could bash his head in with the metal pipe and watch him bleed, or he could walk away. As he stared at the smaller man he called flea he felt a feeling he had never felt before for him. He gazeyed into his marron eyes and dropped the pipe. "Sh-sh- Shizu-chan? Why are you staring at me like that?" asked izaya with a terrified tone in his voice. Shizuo couldn't help but smile as he kept gazing into izaya's crimson eyes. He felt something. Something that filled his heart with warmth. No he though. No this cant be what I think it is! Shizuo took one last look at izaya's eyes and turned and ran. He ran all the way to his apartment.
Finally he reanched his apartment and ran in and locked the door behind him. "Oh no." he said out loud. Could he possibly be feeling the feeling he swore he would never feel for Izaya? Was it really what he thought it would be? Was it….love? No he thought. No I don't love him, I don't love him! "GOD DAMN IT! I DON'T LOVE HIM!" he yelled. Suddenly he felt dizzy. His head felt like it was exploding. His sat down and decided to sleep it off, but he couldn't his head was rushing with these feelings , these feeling he was unsure of, these feeling he had for Izaya. Izaya he thought. He saw his crimson eyes and smiled. Then once again got dizzy. He sighed and decided to get up and call shinra. Whatever he had he was sure that the underground doctor could cure it.
"He-hello?" asked a sleepy voice.
"Shinra. Shinra its me Shizuo. Shinra, there is something wrong." Said Shizuo.
"Oh no! Did you, did you crush someone's face again? You know if they need plastic surgery then I'm going to screem! I am tired of fixing all your mistakes, and if you have ANOTHER wound then I've had it up to here!" yelled Shinra.
"Shinra! Its not that. Its, its. I don't know what it is, all I know is that I had finally had the chance to kill the flea! I had him cornered. Then he said I could either kill him or walk away, and I don't know what came over me! I saw his eyes….his beautiful eyes…. Then I turned and ran Shinra, I ran away." Said Shizuo.
"Ohhh!" exclaimed Shinra , "I might not be the best at this true love thing but I do know that this kinda sounds like that your in-"
"DON'T EVEN GO THERE! I don't love that man and I never will!" yelled Shizuo, and with that he hung the phone up. I cant love him he thought. He is Izaya Orihara, the flea that he had hated since he first met him in high school. But that feeling. Could he possibly love him? The more he thought of Izaya the more the feeling of deep intrest and …could it be could he Shizuo Heiwajima love Izaya Orihara? I don't know he thought I don't know, but I will deal with this tomorrow.
All the time he slept he dreamed of no one else but Izaya. He dreamed of holding Izaya in his arms. He dreamed of kissing Izaya tenderly.
*Yawn* As he awoke he found himself squinting at the bright sun that engrossed him. Then it dawned on him he had dreamed about Izaya all night. Not bad violent dreams yet dreams of him caressing Izaya. He finally relized his true feeling for him. He realized he loved him. He quickly jumped up and brushed his hair and teeth and ran out the door in search of his lovely Izaya-kun. He ran and found Simon standing in his usual spot handing out Russian sushi flyers.
"Simon! Simon! Oh Simon, Have you seen Izaya around could you possibly tell me where he is if you have?" pleaded Shizuo.
"Hmm…I don't know Shizuo. Why? Are you planning to throw another vending machine or are you planning to bash his head in with a street sign? Oh and I heard about your encountering with him, and I also heard you had a metal pipe fixing to push him to death, but the most strange thing was that you walked away, I'm wondering why you walked away. Could you tell me?" asked Simon.
"Oh…..erm..um…Yea I walked away. You wanna know why? It's because he has some information that I wanted and if I killed him then I wouldn't get it know would I? And I thought you were smart Simon! Ha, ha, ha!" Lied Shizuo
"Oh. Okay well I believe I saw him heading to Shinra's " said Simon.
"Why that rat!" yelled Shizuo as it gained him some stares. He is going to take my Izaya! How dare he! He thought. Immediately he left Simon handing out flyers and dashed off toward Shinra's .
