Warning:
This fic will be a bit dark; contain of bloodshed, violence, incest, evil thought, some intimate moments, betrayal, manipulation, and so on.
And lastly, Code Geass is not mine, I take no profit of writing this, and the grammar is horribly terrible.

If you continue on reading this, then you are on your own.
You've been warned, seriously.

Code, Geass, and Unholy Love

-Chapter 1-

Some brownish leaves were being hovered by the gentle wind, flowing through the sophisticated air that was about to lose. CC stared at the endless black sky that full of sparkling stars, so beautiful yet so lonely. How could people see the beauty yet at the same time they ignored those loneliness was beyond her. It didn't matter anyway, the stars never voicing their thought, they only showed their warmth.

She felt an irony in the stars. Was it because she too, never voicing her loneliness? Perhaps. But even so, was it wrong to have a wish for someone to be aware of that simple fact? CC sighed, to live in solitude was never a good thing.

But things started to be better when she engaged in a contract with that exiled prince. It was unlike any other life she had experienced in, the life she had when she was following her previous contractor was just.. normal, some of it seemed even boring to her. But, the time she spent with him was.. nice. The time she spent with Lelouch made her felt.. alive. She, the immortal witch, felt alive? How could she thinks like that, even she herself didn't know, but she just felt it, she was alive.

CC turned around, leaving the stainless window in silence. Her amber eyes were gazing at the silhouette of her demon emperor that was sitting upon his throne. Tomorrow was the day where everything ended, his lies were about to be ended. His great plans, his fights, his everything, were about to come to an end. Lelouch vi Britannia was about to be killed in a matter of hours, and the new era of Britannia Empire was about to be birthed. But all those things didn't bother her at all. The only thought that came to her mind was that she'd live her solitude life, again. The life she hated, the life that made her "dead" inside. It felt.. sad.

CC shook her head, there's nothing she could do to change Lelouch's mind. She had to bear with it, but still, a little voice in her heart, or rather a little life in her heart was wishing for some miracle to happen, a miracle that could sway her from the loneliness that soon would come to embrace her.

"CC, is something wrong?"

His voice was gentle and genuine, he must had been practicing that tone a lot. She appreciated it, no, the truth was she liked it. He was the only one that ever put such gentle and warm tone for her. No one ever did that, she was just an immortal witch after all. No human had ever treated her as who she was. For them, she was just a witch, a code bearer. Not that CC cared about such things, she was used to it. But this man was different. He treated her like a lady she was, even though they sometime had some little arguments, but those arguments were just a means to amuse themselves. In simple words, they enjoyed being in each other presence, but neither CC nor Lelouch would admit that though.

CC flashed her usual silly smile to Lelouch, "What is that 'is something wrong?' mean? Are you, the demon emperor, worrying his witch?"

She could see the man lips were twitching, he must felt annoyed by her. Not that she said that just to see his annoyed face, it was just a habit that she could not leave, it'd feel awkward if she started to talk nicely with him. He would smile in victorious smile if she did that, CC didn't want that.

"I am."

Those two words stunned CC, but it only last for second before she got herself in control again, "I know," she muttered in a low voice.

"I know you know."

"I know that you know I know."

"Your point?"

"Nothing."

CC looked amused at his growled face, even if she knew that the emperor was being serious, she could not help but felt nice at seeing his annoyed face.

The demon emperor stood from his throne and walked closer towards her, "Walk me out, will you?" Lelouch asked in a gentle tone while trying his best not to growl.

"It's a pleasure, your majesty." CC replied in a silly tone, enjoying the efforts the emperor had mustered.

"Come on." Lelouch asked as he forcefully captured CC's left hand with his right hand, CC did try to resist but stopped her struggles when Lelouch asked her not to resist.

They walked in silence through the hallway, hand in hand.

The palace was almost void of voices, no sounds could be heard as no one could be seen. It seemed the maid or anyone tasked with whatever here was no longer in the realm of awareness, or the emperor had instructed them to leave? Perhaps, but CC didn't know yet, whatever the emperor was planning to do would likely answer why the lack of noise.

"Are you wondering why it is so quiet here?"

CC shifted her head to the man, "I'm wondering whether you'll bring me to your bed or not."

"W-what? I will never do that!" Lelouch protested with flustered face, the fact that he was holding her hand gently seemed lost to him.

The sight brought smile to her lips, it always felt nice at seeing Lelouch's embarrassed expression. The looks was hilarious, if only she brought a camera along, she would no doubt framing this looks of his just so she could embarrass him again and again.

"So, why is it so quiet?" CC finally asked, acting oblivious about the recent words.

"I've asked them to leave. I want to have a special night with you, don't think of weird things! I just want to leave a big impression on you, so that even if the world hates me, people curses my name, and I will be remembered as the demon emperor, at least you will remember me. Knowing that after my death you'll still remember me, it washes away my fears."

CC stopped walking, forcing the 99th emperor to do the same. She held her gaze at the emperor's violet iris, "You're being cruel, Lelouch," she said. "Asking me that while you know what kind of life I shall endure."

The emperor gave her a weak-knowing smile, "Am I being that selfish?"

"You've always been one," she gave him a deadpanned.

"Even so, I still want you to accompany me." The emperor muttered as he guided her to wherever he intended to.

It took no longer than five minutes for them to arrive to the palace's back-yard, where a very beautiful sakura tree stood majestically as if welcoming them with a cheerful smile. CC couldn't help but shocked at seeing what lied under the big tree; a set of Hanami's things completed with a quite large size of pizza.

"That Pizza, I made it myself, with the chef's help."

"You made it?"

"Yes, i.. want to thank you for everything. You've always been there with me, even when all people betrayed me. Though, you did betray me once, didn't you? But I understand, after all you've been through, it's only natural for you to act that way, I can let that slips my mind."

"There's no need to thank me, it is our contract. Besides, tomorrow you will die, don't you want to curse me for giving you the geass?"

"The geass is a gift, it brings curse, true. But I still consider it as a gift; without it, I cannot bring the world into this state, I cannot turn this world into a gentle place that Nunnaly dreamed of. You have given me a tool, a great tool. You have aided me in many things. You have saved me from my numerous death. And do you expect me to hate you because of all of that? I'd never hate you; I simply can't. Besides, with or without geass; I'll still die in the end. After all, the only one should kill is the one who prepared to be killed."

CC was so fascinated at listening to his smooth speech, every words he said, it warmed her cold heart as if it was lid up by numerous candles gleam of fire. The candles became one as if forming a very comforting lantern that fulfilling his heart with eternal warmth.

"Besides, demon will never curse his witch," he said that with a very charming smile that somehow made her happy. "Now then, let us enjoy the hanami in this silent night."

CC could only nod as the emperor guided her to the waiting tree, her left hand rested comfortably in his right hand; sometimes he squeezed her left hand to make her more comfortable, she loved it every time he did that.

CC eyes snapped opened, revealing amber iris that could captivate anyone who's gazing at it. It was those dreams again. Almost every night she had dreamed of the same dream, it always came to her night despite her hard efforts to forget it, the dream was just too stubborn to leave her alone. Sometimes the dream last longer, sometimes it was contain of several moments, and some other times it was just a special moment like the one she just had recently. It always about Lelouch, and her, and their moments. And it hurts, the dream had hurt her. It remained her that she was alone, in this forsaken land, living in solitude; it brought tears.

CC woke up from her chamber and sat silently, she stared intensely at the reflection of herself on the only mirror in this house provided by Lelouch. It had been a year since Zero Requiem, and the more time passed, the more lonely she felt. Honestly, in these several hundred years, she had never felt this lonely; even her cheese-kun could not ease this feeling of hers. Empty, it was the only word that could describe the state she was currently in.

She used to it, CC knew that, but still.. she felt this, the emptiness slowly had devouring her sanity. CC admitted it, she could no longer hold it, the truth that she was falling in love with her demon emperor. But, it was just too late. No matter what she would do, her Lelouch, her emperor, her beloved, would not return to the world of living. She was alone, now and forever, living in solitude.

If only she had realized her feeling sooner, if only she was not too stubborn, if only she put hard effort into stopping him from executing Zero Requiem, she would certainly still have her emperor with her. If only..

Slowly, both her hands arose and clasped in union, her eyes closed. Tears leaking out of her closed eyes, anyone who saw this scene would be able to say how hurt and lonely she was. Her lips started to open, murmuring some silent words into this emptiness. For the first time since her gain of immortality, CC prayed, to whoever that was listening, for her to be returned to her beloved.

2017 a.t.b, Shinjuku Ghetto, Area 11

Lelouch watched the truck that momentarily almost collided Rivalz's bike, it seemed whoever the driver who drove the truck was not okay. A green particle appeared above the truck, forming a beauty woman with long green hair, she had amber iris that captivated his sight. The woman was staring at him, she said some words that he somehow could listen to, "I find you", before the particle was brushed away by the wind. Being a curious person, Lelouch decided to pursue the woman by coming closer to the truck.

He didn't bother to check if the driver was okay, his main objective was that green hair woman. Lelouch climbed the truck, he checked everything that could satisfy his curiosity, but he found nothing that shown the woman was here. Aside of the Glasgow, the only thing that stood the others was the capsule. Wanting to know what inside the capsule, Lelouch jumped in the truck. Right after he jumped, the truck continued moving, going to wherever the driver intended to. Lelouch didn't mind though, he could leave this truck easily whenever he wanted to.

"Attention! Surrender yourself, if you do that now, you might have a chance at savin-

Lelouch didn't bother to listen to whoever asking the driver to surrender. He walked closer to the capsule, he checked the capsule's surface and examined it. The capsule was black and big enough to contain a human, but there's no way that woman was inside the capsule, right? Wanting to make sure that was not the case, Lelouch decided to open the capsule. He walked encircling the capsule, but hearing the door that separated the front and back truck was about to be opened, Lelouch hurried himself to hide behind the capsule. From the door, a woman with short pink hair walked to the Knightmare in a fast pace. She took off her white shirt leaving a knightmare's pilot-like uniform.

Lelouch somewhat felt familiar with the woman, as if he had seen her somewhere before, but could not remember where. He watched as the woman entered the Glasgow cockpit and started to activate it. The back door was opened, and that woman used her knighmare's slash harken to attack one of helicopter that gunning the truck and then the helicopter exploded. The woman then brought the Glasgow out of the truck, the back door was closed right after the Glasgow jumped.

So these people are terrorists?

Lelouch mused, it seemed the terrorists had stolen this capsule from the britannian and the britannian didn't like it and decided to hunt them down. Clovis rarely showed any concern towards things such as small terrorism, it meant whatever inside the capsule was quite important, it only increased his curiosity though.

Lelouch decided to open the capsule. He hurriedly looked for a way to open it, after a minute or so, he found a big button above the capsule. He jumped on top of the capsule and pressed the button with his foot, he then jumped back to see his work.

The capsule slightly opened leaking bright light for a few seconds before fully opened, revealing that green hair woman with mesmerized amber iris. The woman glanced at him for a few seconds before she fell unconscious. He hurried himself to the woman, he moved her out of the capsule and carried her in his arm. Just after that the truck suddenly stopped, forcing his body to fall on top of the woman. He stared at her upper face before standing himself up, he then broke her free from any binding that bounded her.

Having learned in martial art since he was thirteen, his instinct was sharp enough to warn him of someone's presence. Feeling that someone was about to attack him, he turned around and brought both his hands in a cross shape to block the kick sent by a soldier. The kick was strong enough to push him, but Lelouch had trained himself in the past three years in some martial arts, thus he could balance himself from the push. The soldier jumped back a few feet, he didn't attack him, the soldier took off his helmet showing of a very familiar face he thought he could no longer see.

"Lelouch, it's me, Suzaku!"

"Suzaku, you survive?"

He didn't mask his surprised, it was a genuine surprised feeling seeing his late friend survive and healthy. He could not help but smile, the smile only last for second when he realized that his friend had joined britannian's army. Lelouch frowned, he didn't like what he was seeing.

"Yes, I survive. It is good you survive too, that's mean Nunnaly also survive?"

But Suzaku's still his friend, he cared for him and his sister, Lelouch would let the fact he's one of britannian soldier aside, for now. Their friendship was worth more than that simple truth.

"Yes, Nunnaly is okay. I'm surprised to see you are joining the very empire that crushed your country, I'd never think you of all people doing such thing."

He watched as Suzaku lowered his head for a moment, as if debating himself whether to tell his reason or not.

"I.. have to do this to achieve my dream." Suzaku said with a low voice. Lelouch wanted to know what his dream was, but by the way he said it, it was highly unlikely he would tell. Might be Suzaku didn't confident to tell him yet, some other time he might, that's if he had gained enough confident. Not that Suzaku lack of confident, but whatever his dream was seemed to be so important for him.

"I see."

"Your physical strength is improving far better than seven years ago. I'm surprised, it's not easy to block my kick like you did, you must have been exercised yourself. I never think you would do that, you hate sport after all."

"For my dream to materialized, I have to be strong."

"So you still insist on fulfilling your promise in destroying Britannian?"

"That I do."

They stared at each other for a minute before Suzaku cut off their staring contest and asked whether he was a terrorist or not. Of course Lelouch refused to be labeled as a mere terrorist, he explained that he accidentally fell in the truck when he tried to help, which was a lie. Suzaku didn't need to know that this woman was the reason he was here. Being Suzaku he was, he accepted his explanation without any doubt.

Just then Suzaku explain that he was told the capsule contained some dangerous poison gas, he was surprised when he know this woman was what being held in the capsule. It infuriated Lelouch that even after knowing they had lied to him he still saw Britannian in a positive thought.

Lelouch carried the woman in bridal style and walked out of the truck, Suzaku followed his led afterward. Just after they had been outside, a number of soldiers were waiting for them with guns directed at them.

"Stupid monkey! Even the britannian noble doesn't have any right to know about the capsule." A man that seemed to be the soldier's commander spoke.

Hearing that, Suzaku ran towards the man, "But I was told the capsule contains of poison gas!"

"You don't have any right to retort!"

Lelouch watched the interaction with a wary minds, he needed to plan an escape route.

"But, as an appreciation for your achievement, I will let this slips my report. Private Kururugi, use this gun to shoot the terrorist."

Suzaku turned his head at Lelouch's direction and complained, "He is not terrorist! He is just a normal student who accidentally got caught in this mess."

"You..! It's an order! Didn't you have sworn your loyalty towards Britannian?!"

"That's.. true. But I cannot kill him."

"What?!"

"I will not do that. I cannot kill a normal people like him." Suzaku said and turning towards Lelouch, he said all that while smiling at Lelouch.

"I see.. then, die!" the captain shot Suzaku at his back.

Lelouch eyes widen, "Suzaku!" he screamed loudly.

Suzaku fell to the ground, the soldier commander averted his gaze on him, "You look like a britannian student, but you're not quite lucky." He paused for a moments, "After you take that woman, kill the student." The man directed his voice towards his soldier, which they humbly accepted.

But before they did what they had been told, the truck exploded in a sudden. Lelouch without wasting time took advantage of the explosion and escaped.

Lelouch ran as fast as he could, he needed a way to escape those soldiers. There's no doubt that they'd pursue him just to get this woman. He was quite good at fighting, but it didn't mean he could take on a group of gunned soldier, it was a suicide, he still needed his life for his and Nunnaly's sake. He ran straight ahead and stopped at a safe hallway when he realized the women had gotten her consciousness and was staring at him with these beautiful eyes of hers.

He put the woman down and he sat a few feet away from the woman, he leant against the walls and stared at the woman. He didn't say any words, he just stared at her liked she stared at him.

Lelouch sighed, this woman irked him. He guessed that if he didn't start then the woman would keep her mouth shut.

"So, will you tell me as to why you were in the capsule?"

"I'm their experiment object."

"Why?"

"I'm immortal."

Lelouch blinked once, twice, he then shook his head and stared back at her. "Care to repeat?"

She looked amused by his outward reaction, "I'm immortal."

"I see. It's hard to believe though, but it makes sense judging from Clovis's response after the capsule was stolen. If the words about his experiment on you gotten out, he will lost his position as viceroy. Knowing Clovis, he will do anything to get you back."

"Do you believe what I just said?"

"May be. But if that's true, they must have been torturing you. I can think of the things they have done on you, and I'm sure it was not a good thing."

"I'm used to it."

"I see. I've a question though, did they try to impregnating you so they can see if you can pass your immortality to your child?"

The woman's eyes widen and her mouth was gaping open, but it only last for second before she got over it. She flashed a silly smile at him, "Do you think they did that?"

"I see, that's mean they did not."

"Oh, you can read people, can't you?" the woman asked in a silly tone, the fact that he could read some of this woman's face reaction didn't bother her at all.

"One more thing, what did you mean when you said "I find you"? Did you look for me?"

"Perhaps."

They just stared at each other for a moment before the woman suddenly starting to scream in agony. Lelouch hurriedly rushing at her side, "Are you okay?" he asked somehow worriedly. But the woman failed to hear his voice as her awareness was slowly fading away. Sighing, Lelouch laid the woman body gently and sat silently beside her unconscious body. He could not leave this girl just like that, even though sometimes he felt indifferent toward anything beside his beloved sister, somehow his mind was telling him to wait for the woman's awaken.

—n—

Human often lived with lies and deceptions, almost every human did that. Finding one pure human was one of bordering to impossible task, although not something impossible, at least to his brother and the others she was the gentle and innocent little sister, that's counted as one, wasn't it? Oh how right they were, Nunnaly mused. But was it wrong to lie and deceive? Nunnaly didn't find any wrongness in that particular things, lying and deceiving and masking face, all seemed natural to human. To continue on living, people would cross any line that stood in the way. And so was Nunnaly. She would cross any line that stood in her way to be with her beloved, with a smile on her face if that needed be.

Now in her room, she was staring with her lilac iris at reflection of herself. She was not blind by any means, no one knew that, not even Sayoko, not even her big brother Lelouch, her beloved. This was her secret, the one she intended to keep for herself. Perhaps she would reveal this secret later in an appropriate time, until then no one should know.

The only problem was that she was crippled, her leg couldn't be functioning. But it was okay, she could handle it just fine. This way, her brother would still be as caring as he was. Although she would be pleased to have her movement back, but when her grand plan complete, her lack of movement wouldn't be a problem.

But first thing first, she needed to insecure her position with his brother to ensure that the end was hers. Lately, the girls that gunning her brother were just too many, but she was glad that her brother didn't even put a glance at them. His action indirectly translated as "know your place, bitch", of course she was the one who translated it that way, the bitch would never understand that after all. And there was another one, that orange haired troublesome bitch. She was the closest bitch that stood in her way. She was also a member of student council, the same went with her beloved brother, it put her as number one on Nunnaly's the most hated bitch list. But she would handle that bitch, in due time. For now, she needed to please herself by watching the video of her brother's naked form in bath that she secretly recorded, her body was itching to be lunged at her beloved.

Of course she already locked the door, after all, she could not risk the maid to know. That would be troublesome.

With that in mind, Nunnaly brought out her laptop and switched it on; she had three hours before her afternoon class started.

South Africa, Area 19

It was not a good day for Marrybell mel Britannia. She was just finishing her usual business in South Africa when the Emperor commanded her to head to Area 12, as soon as possible. She almost screamed to that uncaring face of her so-called father, but held herself for the obvious reason. She didn't want to risk irking that emperor of her father and see her grand plan crumbled before her very eyes. She would die rather than failing her goal, and thus she played the gentle yet strong and loyal princess persona to Britannia, to a perfection. Even if sometimes it tiring her out, but seeing her beloved of a brother, even if it was a video, was enough to make her smile.

This time was just similar to the usual time; her routine activity when she had a spare time to spend.

"Are you ready, your highness?" her knight as well as her childhood friend, Oz, asked.

"Of course Oz, we'll be busy once we arrive to area 12. Besides, I'm already missing my belov-

"You should forget about that, Marry. Lelouch is your sibling!"

"Half-sibling!"

"That is still counted as sibling."

"Now now Oz, nothing can stop the union between lovers, even that sibling crap."

"Forget it or I'll not play the video."

"Fine. I'll forget it okay, I'll forget it," she said half-heartedly, for now anyway, and when the time comes, no one will stop me, not even Oz. Of that, I'm sure, she added in her mind.

Oz played the video that was recorded by her special agent she sent to area 11 to conduct a special mission: to record her beloved daily life. Marrybell watched the video with a glint in her eyes. Oh.. how beautiful her beloved brother was, Marry felt the heat was consuming her body by just watching his video.

Oh who was that bitch who dared to lay a finger at her beloved? Ah, it seemed she was the granddaughter of Ruben Ashford, the one who was sheltering her brother. She guessed she should let her be, after all, that blonde girl didn't seem to lust at her beloved. So it was okay.

Ah, there also that cripple girl, her half-sister, Nunnaly. That girl was having her beloved affection all for herself, and the fact was that cripple girl was enjoying every tiny bit of that moment. It irked her, she felt jealousy was taking over her mind. How that little bitch snuggling in her beloved embrace, how that bitch enjoying her beloved kiss, how she did that with innocent smile? She wanted to murder that little bitch. But.. that would leave her beloved in despair. That cripple bitch was the reason he was alive, if she took her from him she afraid that her beloved couldn't continue on living. That's why, she needed to strengthen her army, her political position, and then claimed the throne for herself. And then she could have her beloved as her emperor. No one would stop her. And when that time came, she would give her beloved a new reason to live before she could eliminate that cripple sister of his. Of course she could spare that bitch life if she could behave properly, she was after all a very good woman, and soon would be that cripple bitch sister in law. She could tolerate her presence, couldn't she?

She shook her head and brought back her attention to the screen, it displayed his brother who's standing alone at the rooftop of the school building. He was gazing at nothing, as if seeing far beyond what existed before his eyes. What he was thinking? A way to obliterate Britannia? Perhaps that was the case. But too bad for him, Marrybell would not allow that since she needed the empire to fulfill her desire. Of course she didn't mind to let him destroy the empire if he did what she would ask him to do. She would go as far as to assist him in destroying their father if her beloved promised her to complete her goal. Ah.. she would prefer that one rather than continuing on this path. But just in case her beloved failed to see the reason, this path she took would help her to make him understood the reason. For her, for him, for their future; Marrybell would sacrifice anything just to see her dream came true.

Back to Area 11

"Are you okay?"

CC's body shaken at hearing that voice, it was so familiar. She was not mistaken, that voice was the voice that she often heard in her dream. Her beloved voice. But how was it possible? Was she somehow had fallen in sleep in her heartfelt pray? And now dreaming about the voice?

"Are you okay?!"

There's no way it was a dream. CC forced her eyes to be opened, slowly her amber irides started to see the reality.

"It's good that you are awake."

CC stared at those violet irides, she didn't know what had just happened but the guy in front of him was no doubt her beloved.

"Lelouch?"

-End Chapter-