Author's Note: Okay, I was sitting here one day, listening to Shinzou Democracy, and I suddenly decide to write something, woo. The song is really good and it almost made me cry. Anyways this ficcy is about my OC Shio. He has two names, Shio and Taion, so you won't think it's two different people. The italicized words are the lyrics from the song, Shinzou Democracy. Reviews are nice, but don't be too critical. It's my first ficcy.
I can't look at him. Those bright green eyes that match mine. The ruffled black hair that stops at the neck. The smooth and pale skin. The slender frame. I can't look at it. I don't want to look at it. Who was this person I was describing? Me. I can't look at myself. I shouldn't be able to look at myself. The man standing in front of me stared with his bright green eyes at me with the dull look it always has. I turn away and run. I don't want to see those eyes look at me. I don't want him to look at me. I don't want Taion to look at me.
I stop and cry.
Crying by myself.
Simply crying by myself.
Not a single soul could see the tears that were falling.
And if this pain turns into shame, from the pity that I gain,
Everything will just continue in this way, turning.
No, come back. I want to see you. Shio, don't run. I'm not the monster that you think I am. I run behind him, only to lose him in the nothingness in front of me. Where am I? Where is he? Where are we? I want to see you Shio. I want to see your brilliant green eyes, and your soft black hair. I want to feel your smooth skin and touch your slender body. What was that sound? Was it...crying? I followed the sound of the sobs. I found it. It was the fallen angel that I had been searching for. I reach out to him and softly hug him. Gently, I whispered in his ear.
Don't leave me alone.
I don't want to be alone.
From now on, let us become
So much wiser than we are,
So much kinder than we are,
So much stronger than we are.
We will do away with the things that bind us down.
Why? Why was I crying with this monster? What has possessed me to do this? But I cried with him and he cried with me. Wherever we were, no one could see us cry.
And our hearts will become just as one.
And here's a link to the song. The cover is by Rib.
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