Sea Breeze
I woke up felling lost, not knowing where I am. I looked around the room and suddenly remember: I was in my room, the summer vacations already started and Percy was here too. Just that I didn´t find him yet. I thought about last night, and how was one of the best nights. I remember him kissing me with passion, his green eyes never away from mines, his hands on my waists, on my breast, on my neck. Then are first time come running to my mind, how nervous we are, how weird the situation was: we just wanted to say that we loved each other no matter what and that If we didn´t survive after fight to Gaea we at least we would have given all. Last night was different we have all the time with us, and we were not risking our lives.
Suddenly I came back to present and though about how my love to Percy feel endless, how we were meant to be. I looked around the empty room and I knew where to find him, I dressed up quickly and go to the nearest beach. His favorite place in the whole world.
When I reached to Montauk I walked immediately to the water looking for him, but he wasn´t there. With tears running through my face I sat down in the sand, hearing the waves and the seagulls, breathing the essence that reminds me of him while as I remind myself that he is gone. A sob come from deep within my chest, and I begin to tremble, I force myself to calm, because he would never wanted to see me this way. He would want me to be strong, but above all happy.
I think I have not felt happy in a long time but I tried to calm my breathings, inhaling and exhaling with the crashing of the waves. I thought about him again, like I been doing since I lost him. I grab sand in my hands and think in his smile, his green sea eyes, the soft of his hair, the silly thinks that he used to say and his love for his family and friends. His loyalty and his sacrifice.
I think of how much I loved him, and how much I still love him. I took a deep breath and I stand up from the sand, every time I need to be with him this is the place I come, the sound of the ocean always makes me feel better, in the same way it used to calm him.
I took one last look at the sea and I watch the deep and vast, the infinite ocean: the only place apart than my dreams when I can be with him. And suddenly the wind change and just like every time I came here: I feel him. The sea breeze moves my hair away and gently caresses my face and is in that moment, that I feel him as If he was by my side. It is in the sea breeze that I feel him surrounding me, still protecting me, I feel his touch against my skin and feel his aroma, I hear his soft laugh and a kiss on my forehead. And, just like every time since his death: I know for sure that I will be with him again.
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