Disclaimer: I don't own these characters just this story I wrote

A/N: ok so this is my first Teen Titans fic, I'm gonna continue this later, but it would be nice fore some feedback, anyhow hope you dudes like it, I'm really doing my research on this stuff too. Yeah so I read it over, I must have been so out of it while typing this, there was so many grammar problems. They should all be fixed now though.


(Beast Boy's POV)

"Robin!" I yell running as fast as my human legs can carry me, wait a second, why aren't I changing into something that's faster? After thinking that over for a blip of a second I transform into a hawk and flap my wings as fast as it is possible to reach him, to reach the spot where Robin was fighting his arch nemesis, Slade. A misfire of Cyborg's sonic blaster, that I managed to catch sight of out of the corner of my eye, hit the roof of the large barn that we were fighting Slade and his lackey's in. The blast knocked a massive wooden beam loose from the ceiling sending it plummeting toward the ground where Robin was fighting with our masked enemy.

I fly past the large plastic barrels that fill the barn creating long rows that one could walk down but left little room for maneuvering; luckily it's a straight shot to our masked hero. The barrel's themselves are filled with a fowl smelling clear liquid. I can hear our greatest foe as he trips Robin's feet out from under him. "I can't let you and your friends stop me here, Robin." Slade picks up a crowbar that was lying upon the floor and then walks over to the boy wonder standing over him lifting the heavy tool to the side. "I am no where near complete yet." The masked villain swings the crowbar hitting our fearless leader across the shoulder; even from my distance I can hear a loud crack. Robin screams in agonizing pain and kicks Slade off of him, with a grunt the boy wonder jumps up to his feet clutching his arm. The scaffolding is dangerously close to crushing the both of them at this point; I mean it would be totally awesome if it were to crush and kill Slade, but not at the expense of Robin.

They both look up, apparently they just noticed their lives were in danger, and then there's the boom, the loud booming that's shakes my heart to a breaking point. The large hunk of wood sends the dirt upon the ground up in massive dust clouds, things seem almost as though they are in slow motion. At this point I revert back to my human state standing straight up arms limp at my sides, eye's wide and blank, mouth open in shock, I can feel the need to cry but am unable. The others also react; I somehow manage to notice in my daze. Cyborg is taken aback by the loud noise made by the crash looking back at first confused, then worry spreads all over his face as he notices where the object had fallen. Raven's eyes revert to normal color from their deep black as she stops mid sentence of her dark chanting, she looks down and before I can even see her expression the dust cloud surrounds me. I was unable to see how Star was affected by this but I could hear her loud and clear, she sounded so distraught, so worried, and so very afraid.

"Robin!" she cries with all of her emotion, it is the only noise I can hear through my own fear filled thoughts. All I know, all I can seem to think of right now is that she is scared, she is worried, she is desperate to find him, and that she loves him. I know this from the sound of her screams as she searches for Robin; I also know just how she feels. I know how she feels, because I feel the same exact way.

No matter how much I care for the boy wonder I just can't move. I stand there completely still, dead silent, broken as if I was just beaten, and I feel... Wet? Slowly I turn my body to the left and stare blankly at the sight before me. One of the large plastic jugs of chemicals had been knocked off balance by the sudden drop of the massive wooden plank and the clear liquid was pouring out of the top, splashing upon me, soaking me to the bone… am I to die here? Will my life end, just like the boy whom I love more then anything? Will I be crushed by some accidental debris? No one could possibly save me, the dust cloud has completely hidden me from their sight, and I'm so… lost. I can't save myself all I can manage to muster is the ability to speak and even that is weak. "Robin…" those are the last words to leave my lips.

My vision starts to fade and the scenery around me starts to melt and morph into abstract, bizarre images. My heart beat picks up as my pupils dilate rushing blood throughout my body; it is the only noise I can hear at this point. My breathing hastens as though I had just ran for fives days straight with no breaks, adding to the sound of my thumping heart. By now the large container holding the unknown liquid must be close, even if I can't seem to see anymore I have a strong feeling it's almost upon me. "Beast Boy!" I hear a low grumbling voice one that sounds almost animal like almost evil and twisted call out my name as darkness takes me from this world, from this barn, from this moment in time. I am engulfed by the endless black shroud of what I suppose is death, so this is how it ends… dude this sucks… I hate the dark…


(Robin's POV)

What kind of leader am I? We failed the mission because of me, Slade got away because I was too slow to stop him. I'm also out of commission for at least a month or two due to a broken clavicle and a broken humerus because I let that monster get the upper hand. Not to mention the chemicals at the warehouse were stolen, every last drop; we handed over the crime scene to the authorities and headed out as quickly as we could to get Beast Boy back to the tower for emergency treatment. Turns out those policemen were really undercover drug peddlers for some crime family in the city; they gathered all of the stuff up even the equipment and ran with it while we were back at the tower. I suppose they think it's a new drug they can sell on the streets, I doubt Slade's turned to drug dealing.

However my worst failure was in keeping the one I worry about most from harm. When we finally got the youngest of us to the medical bay he was in a cold sweat, his fever peaking at 106 degrees farenheit. He wouldn't stop screaming and flailing about his heart rate near the point of a heart attack, his breathing was sporadic and untamed. I've seen this once before with Wayne, the man we found was overdosing on speed… we were unable to get him to a hospital before it was too late. Another thing about the young green skinned hero, he wouldn't wake for anything. We couldn't use epinephrine or he'd surely have flat lined, all we could do is prick him with a needle or try to talk to him till he awoke, which turned to yelling quite quickly. Still, nothing seemed to work so we just changed him into a medical gown and strapped him to a gurney hoping for the symptoms to wear off as we did our best to treat them. The only thing I did right as a leader of the Titan's that night was after I had jumped out of the way of the falling debris, I quickly caught my balance and noticed the dazed changeling standing, staring at the large jug that was about to crush him. Swifter then I have ever been before I ran to him, pushing him out of the way just before he was flattened under the barrel.

Right now however I am looking over the case in the evidence room of the Titans Tower. I look at what we do have; a sample of Beast Boy's blood, his usual suit he wears into combat, and the crowbar. The blood we hoped would show what was wrong with our friend; the tox report came back perfectly clean like nothing had happened. We cut a small patch of the suit off as well and tried to scan in through a toxin analysis trying to figure out what the chemical was. It also came back as nothing, almost as if it was never covered in the toxic liquid. And the crowbar… well it was a long shot to try and find a finger print on it anyway, so it's also useless. What is Slade up to? Was the barrel that spilt on Beast boy a dud filled with water? I hate when I can't find the answer, and it only ever seems to happen when Slade's involved.

Maybe I should check on the injured changeling, I hope he is feeling better. As I open the door of the evidence room I see the blue cloak of Raven as she floats above the floor in front of me. The hood is pulled over her head but it does not mask the almost nervous face she has. "You ok?" I ask her, she exhales a breath she seemed to be holding since I opened the door then gives her reply.

"Well, I am, Beast Boy however." She remarked in her commonly used monotone. I can feel my heart sink as she says her words but I can't show that what she has said have affected me, even if she can tell how I am feeling being the em-path that she is.

"What's wrong?" I can keep my calm, even in my words, I don't choke or stall I never show any form of worry. I have already failed as a leader once today, leaders don't show weakness, and I won't now.

"Um, well he still has a fever and won't stop thrashing. Oh he also hasn't woken up yet or stopped with the mindless muttering." Then why is she telling me this nothing has changed, is she trying to bring me down? "It's not really about his physical well being, more his emotional stability." I look at her and for once Raven has managed to completely confuse me. Raven has never taken the youngest titan's emotional status into consideration, why now? Without me even having the chance to ask, she continues on with the conversation. "Do you know what Beast Boy thinks of you?"

That's an easy one, of course I do. "He thinks I'm a good leader and I suppose he thinks I'm a really nice friend to have." That is what he thinks, right? By the discouraging huff our gothic friend gives I can tell I'm wrong.

"He told me otherwise a few days before the accident." She then just turned and floated off down the hallway leaving me at the doorway of the evidence room, confused and alone. I hate it when she plays games like this.


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