Not entirely in canon but as close as I would like to get!

"Harry!" Hermione squealed, looking past me, up into the sky. I turned, fearing the worst.

I hadn't taken my potion today, caught up in all the excitement and events of the day. My eyes darted to Sirius, my Sirius, still half deranged from Azkaban. Still beautiful. He rushed over to me as I began losing myself.

I moaned as my bones began disjointing and rejoining in a different order. I just about felt Sirius's arms grasp my waist. It would have been heaven. 12 years since I'd last seen him, well I had been seeing him over the past few days, but we had to be careful, there were so many dementors around.

My hands, clutching at the back of Sirius's coat changed, becoming that of the soulless monster I was. The darkened claws merged from where my fingernails once were and I moaned again, this pain I had gone through a thousand times before coursed through me again.

Sirius was trying in vain to help me keep hold of something, something that would stop me tearing him apart the moment I changed completely. I tried I really did. But it was no use.

It was too late now. My feet became the length of my human shins and I shook my head, trying to make the next bit a little less painful. Like that would ever happen. It was the most painful part. My skull slowly stretched to accomodate my new muzzle and I grew a few feet in a few seconds.

I flung my arms open as my coniousness fled and I lost control of my rational mind. I sat back on my haunches and whimpered, the last of my human mind clinging on to this foreign body. I had just thrown the love of my life across the Hogwarts grounds into uncharted woods.

Hermione stepped forwards warily "Professor?" She questioned. My human left me and I threw my head back and howled. Hermione flinched and Severus appeared from somewhere, all I could think was how bloody hungry I am. I began hobbling towards them. Getting used to my other form.

Suddeny, a black shadow flew at me from my right and survival instinct kicked in. I bit and scratched, never actually breaking the skin, to my feral dismay. He ran and I chased after him, finding a new hunt, a far more interesting one than the few meagre humans.

I chased him around the grounds and eventually caught him, picked him up and threw him away from me. The only thing that could distract me in this state pierced the tranquil air;a howl, I turned and sped off to the direction of the howl.

I chased through forests after two teenagers. Harry and Hermione I later realised. They disappeared but their scent was still strong. I could hear their adrenaline fuelled hearts and heavy breathing. I snarled and wandered around, trying to pinpoint them.

I found them nestled behind a tree, cowering from me. I straightened up, readying myself for the kill. A squawk came from behind me and I turned, just in time for a huge claw to slash across my face. I ran, in pain and hoping to get away from whatever that was.

The moon was going behind a huge cloud, which threatened to block it out for the rest of the night, I hoped that was true. Human, and in incredible torn clothes, I wandered, half asleep, trying to find Sirius. Tell him I'm sorry and try to make it up to him.

I found him alone, lying there in the middle of the woods. I rushed over, waking up instantly. "Siri? Sirius. SIRIUS!" I yelled, crouching down next to my unconcoius love. "Siri, honey, I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry, please just wake up." I cried, laying across his chest.

"I'm not letting you go, not now, not ever, so you are going to pull through. Are you listening to me? Sirius, you are pulling through this."

He stirred and groaned "Remi, I've never seen you so forceful," He grinned, trying to sit up. I got off him and dusted myself off. But why, my clothes were rags, and I had cuts and bruises all over me.

Sirius planted a gentle kiss on my lips and then on the cut across ym face, I smiled. "When was the last time you brushed your teeth or had a bath?" I questioned. He grinned.

"Azkaban is hardly a 5 star hotel Remus." I sat back, in thought. If only I could get him back to my chambers. Clean him up, get him closer to the Sirius I know and love.

"You don't look so hot yourself" He joked.

"When have I ever looked 'hot' Get real Siri." I laughed. He shook his head and leaned in closer "Youre seriously asking me that. You just need a bit of sleep,"

I smiled, finally back with the man I loved. But for how long? He'd already been ravished by dementors once tonight, how many more would be waiting?

Hey Remus/Sirius fans! Listen up, me and my mate Lex Alexandrov are writing this one as Sirius and Remus (Me being Remus naturally!) and would really like some reviews! So please, check hers out, review them both and I promis you her's is as good, if not better than mine so give it a go, you never know!