I'm an ex.
Yes, people, admiting it is the first step.
This sucks.
And Rory isn't here.
This really sucks.
Ok, this is getting to redundunt.
Its the first day since I havn't cried myself to sleep.
I considered it one of my greatest acomplishments.
Its been 32 and a half days since we broke up.
Can I say 32 and a half, I'll just say 32.
There Ms. Tompton, some of what you really said got through.
Luke broke up with me 32 days ago.
And for 32 days I've been a wreck.
Like Courtney Love wreck.
Exept drug abuse, Dave Nirvana, flashing 14 year old boys, O did I mention that I wasn't doing drugs.
I just thought I'd get that point across.
Maybe I should go on anti depresents.
No, cause then Tom Cruise would be all over my ass.
Back to the subject.
Luke.
Luke.
Luke.
Lu...
O.K, redundant again.
I love him.
I want to tell him.
But I can't.
' Cause were broken up.
I hate Chris.
I hate my Mother.
I hate myself.
' Cause I lied.
I will never drink again.
Damnmit!
I suck.
I suck.
I suck.
Why am I being so God damn repetive?
Now I'm Late.
I have to be at the Star's Hollow Elemetary School play.
HE insisted I be there.
I really wish I could hate him.
But how could I?
He's coffee,fluffy pillows, and smore poptarts all in one.
And all that in one, gruffy, sweet package.
Except
without the hazzard of the fuzzy cover.
It would be really awkward to kiss.
But I don't ever get to do that anymore.
' Cause were broken up.
Have I said I loved him, I do.
Sookie's supposed to take me out tonight.
She's afraid I'll become a spinster.
If she suggests I go on another date with a different guy, I might strangle her.
Wait, she's pregnant.
I'll keep my temper for the baby's sake.
I would never do that to her, she just cares.
But we all now the only date I'll be going on in along time is my NETFLIX-ed Judy Garland DVD's.
I wish He were here.
Of course, I always will.
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Disclaimer : Not mine, or L/L would be married bye now
and they already would have had a kid.
Keep dreaming for us ASP.